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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Saturday, December 12, 2009
Rise like a Hotair balloon A short span of release felt so much better... In fact, e load of burden is being put down. Many of u would question my decision and some might even think im being childish, its ok.. really. Im glad i made that decision, cos i noe I will not regret making that choice. IM RISING LIKE A HOT AIR BALLOON NOW, weighless & free like im feeling now. (: Ive been giving much thoughts to us and following what my heart tells me to do.. that is.. to let go. When its a point of time when u noe clearly that things aint gonna work no matter how much u wanna save, then just release it, it will do both parties good. Not that i dun wanna hang on.. but baby, y'know, i dun see any meaning anymore in this relationship, cos u ain't trying and its really tiring trying to point out your mistakes and doing correction for u. I love u for who u are, i din expect to change/mould u into my desired MR.RIGHT, but most times, the things that u do really make me split my head into half, thinking of how to save the situation. Im wore out, totally... doing all this babysitting. Of cos im superly aware that theres bound to be a leading party in a r/s, but i can tell u i dun like to be one, i still prefer my guy to take the lead, and in this r/s, its the contrary, and as time goes by, i just attempt to get sicked of it. y'know wad? Which day i love most in the week?......... Its saturday! After 5 days hardcore working days, i felt the need to cherish my saturdays.. to fully utilized it to the MAX. But, it happens that u have to ruin every of my saturdays. Now, im home like 6pm every sat cos u have got other commitments which i truly understand. I din want to blame u for the saturday, but how could i when we only meet on saturday on a frequent note and nothing is planned and a few hrs meet, u bid goodbye and went off. Ouch! Honestly, i din really like that. I kept assuring myself that i gonna be fine, tho i dunno wad my next step would be... I'l just take one step at a time. Don't try putting any efforts now, we're impossible. A vase broken into pieces cant never be puzzled back to a piece. We're just not meant to be. IM A HAPPY GIRL NOW! Thanks my buddy, friends for being there for me. I've been enlightened by all your encouraging words. THANKS, THANKS AND THANKS. I need to buck up now. Lots of plans for the 2010! Cant wait... will accomplish one by one as it comes. WISH ME LUCK, will u? FRENS!!! leave days for dates.. i miss u guys! )= SHALL WE HAVE A XMAS GATHERING???? =Pp xx 8:56 AM
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