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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Sunday, December 06, 2009
In a tangled mess "I don't know, I'm not sure.." Can you just stop giving answers like that! It really gets me on my nerves. And i really do mean it. You sees an issue or problem, u chose to avoid until you sees me fuming like a mad dog, den u realize your mistake and apologize. Sorry and yet a thousand and one apology, nth is done to improve, no actions.. nothing. A sorry is your ideal way of solving the problem, sealing quarrels to a complete full stop. Thats ur perception, not mine. U noe what, everytime u apologise, i went soft-hearted again and forgave u time and again. I noe, my part on the endless forgiving would agravate the situation further somedays, cos u din really get it still. Sorry, forgiven, forget.. and it goes one cycle and the whole SAGA appears to repeat AGAIN. And, whats wrong hanging out with my frens? The reason u gave me was a rather ridiculous one that i couldnt accept. In fact, i just want u to acc me to the studio, wait for me to finish shooting for my model and we have dinner and home. Issit that difficult a task for u? If yes, highlight to me, instead of showing me that grumpy face as if you're being forced to tag along and complain that im trying to make use of u. Ive gave u one and a thousand chance and u're still behaving like this. I really dunnoe whats next. U do a little something for me once in a blue moon, and that something seems to mean alot to u, for u always think u did alot for me, sacrifice alot. As though using ur tt rare chance covering all the many things ive done for u and u think u're that great cos of that little thing u do. Its like using a small umbrella to shelter the whole cohort of students. Yes, busy with photoshoot the whole day with aching wrists resulted from the many hrs shoot with the ultra heavy DSLR camera (We rent NIKON tis time round and the trigger was much bigger than the SONY one.. NIKON SUX! ZZz) and what do i get? A msg from u which tore me into a million pieces.. im heartbroken and u explained that msg came cos u were "TOO TIRED" that day since u slpt 1 hr? Too tired and what u mean in the msg is 2 separate issue! I really dunno anymore. Do whatever u like, whatever u think is best alrite. Im not gonna care anymore. Saw tis quote somewhere and i found it rather meaningful. Your heart says stay and battle the pain,but your mind says leave for all this isnt needed, broken into pieces for that one and only
PS: Thanks eve for your present! =D Love it. Will pass u urs tgt with ur xmas pressie. PPS: PPLE, if u are gedding xmas present for me, avoid perfumes pls, cos i receive alot of it alr. thx =p 11:27 AM
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