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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
It seems all uncontained now. It seems all uncontained now. What is love supposed to be when u are not even there? I fuking cant tolerate the shiat out of it anymore. Why do my dreams even have to contain ur image when i try so hard to forget all about you, i cant seem to. It's just that much happiness and joy that we shared and savour together. I simply can't just remove all this images even if i tried hard to. It cant be erased, it cant. U were the one that had been with me tru my ups and downs. Even there during my darkest pit. no one better could ever done the same and that was love. I missed your presence, your voice and mostly, ur smile. But it all seems uncontained now. I am fated to be single i guess. I'm fully gonna utilised my time on other stuffs. Yes, i am. Exams, uni.. uni.. UNI! At the end of the day, i only came to realise i had always been just a support to you. U only come and go as u wish. And well, it hurts, its really painful tis time. I hope im dreaming, least it wouldn't be tt painful. Phone seems distant to me now. I dun even see the importance carrying a phone now whenever im out. It seems redundant, like totally. well, i guess the boy doesn't feels anything. i wonder if he ever will. What am i suppose to do when u takes me nothing more than a friend but ur behaviour sometimes attempts to give me hopes which seem so real? and turned out to be merely false hopes. My smiles are well diminishing. I lost the sudden interest to blog. Guess my blog will be left abandon for some time. i wish to leave quietly, in the rain. pouring tru me, tts when i feel totally free, rejoice. 6:52 PM
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