Monday, December 10, 2007

Fallen Soul

And finally, ive recovered after .... uncountable sleeps, endless drowning of water and 2 wks of porridging every single meals. Im back in a piece. Oh, the feeling of sick is so unbearable. but wel, am fine now. Stool report is back too, everything is normal.

Hehs. apart from dat, nothing fantastic rilly happen thou. Sometimes, i wonder, i reflect. So much so that i feel imma always occupied with stuffs, but seriously at the end of the day when i had nothin to do and perhaps resting, thoughts would gather to what have i really done and achieve so far? i barely able to answer sucha question. Yeah, perhaps.. studying and more studying and wad does it really bring me to? Am i rilly studying for the sake of tat DAMn certificate which seriously i think its a dumbest thing ever to be invented! for people of lower capabilities ive seen, like ITE and such, they could earn the same amount and by the time i graduated, like say next feb, they might have climbed ahead of me. Earning a much higher pay. Grrrrr..

Fuk, suddenly imma complaining abt this darn life so much. Am not u noe, but i bet alot of pple feels the same way as i do. my friends does, we came to chat abt this topic some time ago. All out of nth, i feel that imma wasting my time but i shld not adopt this unhealthy feeling, for the certs is still impt (*thou its just tt damn shitty paper) I wanna start working. rilly. am super tired of studying. rilly tired. lost the motivation to study. wel, thou am in my final year. Looking back at my year 1 period. Oh, tt i managed to attain tt remarkably high GPA had well extinct. I duno but it just crafts a heartache tt im not working hard enuff after that GPA record. it has dropped so much tt i landed myself on a thud. ): I think i just hit a huge rock! damnit! kicking me to an awaken mode, gues i nid to do something to myself, rilly. After all this fooling ard, nid to get some serious work done, am telling myself to hold on, this is the last race and i must finish it, i must and will perserve! Exams round the corner again. ZzzzZzz.

Buck up pls, karen!

Feel like slapping myself, my nua-ing had turned horrendous. My whole room looks like a pig sty now. Super packed with stuffs here and ther, and mummy gonna cry if i shout for stuffs i cant find again. LOL. Going to pack it this week. YES! imma. dun ask me why. and im so gonna start studying this weekend too. Yup.

Life is never satisfied. Life is just full of shits. Fugging annoyed but wad to do. And speaking abt tt, im gonna go voting soon next year. my mind spells DREAD. )":

and ya, pls take care, weather has turned cold my dear friends, wear a coat or two if you're feeling cold! (:

dummie msg me alr. happi. He says he's fixing me my cake tis wkend. so hes coming my hse fer dinner. Yup. ohh, its been 2wks ive not seen him (:

9:19 PM

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