Life's just a rollercoaster ride.

Initial plan was to go jiawei hse fer a small little gathering but it was later cancelled. the rest planned to cook at his hse and have lunch together. Wweell, i tot it would be rather fun to cook tgt with friends as i haven done it before and esp on tis kind of cold rainy days, wads better to snuggle at a fren's place and tok whole day rite? HAa, anyway, its rather okayy. I proceeded with my another plan.

Yeah. i went CWP to have lunch with dummie. he msged me last nite and i told him i could go if gatherings at jiawei's was cancelled.

Caught up with him finally. Haa. gosh.his face was super black like charcoal, seriously..(if u see it, Omggg) due to the means of waiting? Ahhhh.. A zillion apologiess!

and.. i went to ask him where he wanna dine in? he said 'guess...' .... i practically name all the restaurants and cafes and even foodcourts in CWP but none hit his mind. Oh my, wads up with tt secretive smile, joel? LOL. he merely reply with a 'Ohhh, nope, not going to tell you. Its a secret!' I was like.... Hokays. And up the levels of escalator we took, finaalie ended outside Crystal Jade. den he told me, 'hey.. tadang. we are dining here!' LOl. and he ended with his cheeky smile. HAAA. tts kinda of a surprise fer me la? Since he promised to bring me to some nice fooddd after my recovery. YAY! So darnn full can. preeps.. Now, i'll show u some pics tt'll make u really really hungry! X) haaa. yeah. imma evil! Gawt.

Are u drooling over there yet? I bet u r!!! TeeHeeHEe! my fav is nevertheless still, the ha Gao. Its heavenly yummylicious! (: Fer dummie, its gotta be cha siew bao and the yam pastry. He loves breadd, pastry and buns hell lot! yea. Hmmmmmm.. Awwwww.. he grew skinnier. the image of his backview ached me. seems like he had been suffering in NS, leading to a super weight reduction. Tts how crazy it is, how good if it applies to us women too huh? Slim at a real fast rate!! LOL. his distincive figure now as compared to months b4, tts like 2 diff person.

We did some super-marketingg, yeahh. AGAIn. Suddenly, not meeting up fer 2wks seems to widen the gap further, we seem less chirpy, less words. Yea, and the silence between just serves to create the awkwardness within. Its not tt im not listening to u, but my mind seem focus on some other things. And he told me tt we're gng home after tis. My mood sanked. It added a super heavy loadd somehow. Like im just coming for a mere 2 hrs and am home. I din rilly fancy tt idea.

Andd.. NO CAKE. Did he totally forget abt it ? or tt day he said to me was merely just to cheer me up? Sighs. Fugging disturbed.

Digressing, I totally dun understand whats rilly between us Now? No more. Im tired, weary and unfocus.

Am i just trying too hard? Ahh. ROARS. Please leave me alone, let me struggle solitarily.

Bye all.

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