IntoxicateD.

self-denial

2010-09-19T09:12:00.005+08:00

Pardon me for my absence, have been really busy!

Many things happened and i believed everything happens for a reason with a cause. I've never felt so bad about myself until recently someone told me a fair bit of what i had always been like that almost tore me into pieces, I can bury myself under my blanket, crying for hours.. hours and i seriously meant solid hours of self-reflection.

I cannot continue to bury my head in the sands, I must face the reality and most imptly, the person i saw in the mirror.

Its always just empty promises on my part and tonnes of failed attempts and as time comes, people get less trustworthy.

Joel came over to find me the other day and we had a long long chat, about so much things that i discovered something he felt about me when we're together. Yet again, listening to that, it made my heart sink even lower. I din expect the same thing joel and b brought out. I'm really disappointed w myself TTM. ):

'hoping i would see a change, but was filled with disappointment time and again'
This sentence really hit me hard and I told myself that i ought to make it a full stop to these, YES.. these nonsense and CHANGE for the good.

One week had past and im glad the results is promising, though no one sees it, but i felt good about myself kicking off that habit and im able to hold it for a week. (: Thats just the stepping stone.

I promise myself i want to make my close ones feel important, and ive glad im slowly achieving this.

Sidetracking, im totally excited for the fab sunday. LOTS OF DATES! <3 http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com/

xoxo

When efforts are worth

2010-08-22T00:47:00.007+08:00

Some randoms for thursday, when im on mc..and doctor fees costed me $72. Total busted-out. Moody -.-

I have an absolutely reasonable explaination for being missing for the past few weeks. Totally busy with clove, and substantial of my remaining time goes to bglut.. he does the same, so im pretty grateful for him putting me as his top priority. Love you! (:

Glad the results ive attained till date for my collections at clove. Tiring but its worth. (: Thanks pple, much love! If you haven't been my loyal fren/patrons who have been attentively paying attention to my little actions, then you have been missing out alot.

Did photoshoot today again, and it was with kimi. Supposingly it should be ester but she gonna rest due to her rash occurence. GET WELL SOON! Had pastamania for lunch after the shoot ended and we chatted alot, about almost anything. Nice chat, enjoyed it somehow. Can't imagine i trudge home via mrt w all the Stuffs, AUNTIE LUCY? muhaha. Okay, i know i look retarded but i dun care, save all your WEIRD STARES man, im not some freak for your info!

Check out the sneak for the collection launching on sunday! Remember kae! Its SUNDAY babes!

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Anyway, was browsing the net before i went for the shoot and i found something interesting on tammy's blog.

Should i do it? Alarplasty! Sighs, its been since z years tt ive wanted to do it. Contemplating much. Wait till i get some advice from the experts. (:

bglut is out for shoot at msia. sighs. -.-" Im waiting for him to bring me for kiting! He say he wanna bring me for picnic-ing. OHH. cant wait luh!

Because you loved me

2010-08-08T20:07:00.002+08:00

All of the impromptu stuffs that we always seem to get it going. Yes, last minute plan and we execute kinda stuffs. 'Adrenaline rush' indeed!

Mad crazy saturday i had. AWw. Why do we girls even have to experience shitty menses every month! Its really annoying having all the mense cramps and bloated-all-over kinda feeling. TURN-OFF Mode is ON. Dun even try to push your limits on me, esp on days where im totally not a friendly bear nor a cuddlypie, I CAN BE JUST AS NASTY. Funny how the ANION PAD works, yeah.. prolly u hadden heard off it yet, its still a new toy in the market. Out of no choice but to borrow one of the ANION pad from my colleague since my period days juggled up somehow, and I really Dun know WHY. Poof! ): Okay, back to this mad awesome toy!! I wasn't really believing what this little thin sheet of pad can does wonders when my colleague told me all about it. And i totally regret not believing. Arghhh! The anion in the pad actually activates your V and it helps clear the blood clogs inside and the flow would be smoother and heavier. Yess, i only use it for the first day and 2nd day i changed to using my own one of cos... and it overflowed... way OVERFLOWED! ): Luckily its not that bad i could still salvage e situation. SICK MAX! The redss just spoiled my entire day. Having that sulky face which sets baby all cranky upside down and we had a tiff ytd. ):):

Sorry baby glut! Totally sorry for that.

We gym-ed ytd morning. HEEEHEE! LOVE. bb went to train his biceps so all e while he's at the dumb-bell section which i totally avoid going near cos its just so freaking crowded with GUYS. Ran the trackmill and train my adominal. ((:

HAPPY!! I weigh ytd and the scale reflected 49kg! MUHAHAHAHA. way to go karen!! <3 I need to keep track of my diet to keep weight at constant rate, no major ups, no major downs.

B glut acc me to collect my stocks in the noon.. =DD Aww.. missed reddy.. shes tame now after sending for servicing.. WOW. b glut brake pads are already FLAT. can u imagine that? And reddy servicing costs $130..$$$! )):

Lots of errands today and now can u feel my adrenaline rush? After collection of stocks, we rushd down to raffles city and split paths, i went to meet customers and waxing at STRIP-co-ed while bglut went to meet his developer.

Initially had plans for dinner at newton, and we end up losing our way and bglut decided to bring me to balestier for CRABS instead. HAHA, we had 2crabs for only $20, HUGE ones.. cheap eh? YUMMMS.

Ends up at K-box CCK, after much discussion. funny! Sang duets, english songs... chi.. cantonese. WAHAHA. LOVE LOVe. <3 Suddenly, the lyrics became so meaningful last nite. I dedicated a song 'Because you loved me-celine dion' to bglut and im glad he loves what i sang. HAHA.

PS: Because you loved me.

LE'FAIRE AMEIRE

2010-06-28T16:42:00.009+08:00

LE'FAIRE AMEIRE - http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com/

Hey babes! Im back from my sourcing trip! Thanks for all your concern, i have had a safe trip!! :DD

Yes, to what u haven expected, im went with a less than a quarter full luggage and trudged back with an overloaded luggage of 29KG. lol. Way overloadeddd..

Nevertheless, im satisfied with all my buys this time, i can say i love almost every single pieces cos they're all so so lovely.

Im getting so addicted to MAXI dresses, they're definitely back for more action.

Oh my god, im already missing my trip much... )):

Okay, coming back to topic. Im really damn satisfied with the end result of my 1 week of tedious planning, research, gathering comments from my friends and the 2 days of serious selective picking of apparels. Glad my hardwork paid off, its all worth.

My cover shoot for the collection!

I Love it Max. Engaged ester as my model for the shoot. Had loads of fun with her tho its our first time working together. HAHA. Damn cute girl. When steven was doing the backdrop, she just whipped out her cam and said 'lets take a photo'.

Some backstage randoms.. (:

HAHA. Sorry, but i noe i dun look good tt day, prolly not a day for any photosss... cos i haven slept much since i just touched down last nite, a 3 hrs slp wrapped up everything. Im stil tired and i appeared rather stone tt day. HAHA. Shoot went rather smoothly, everything completed within 2 hrs. Quite impressed with her first time performance as a model since i dun hav to correct her poses alot of times. Good job babe! (: After e shoot, we went to adam's hawker for lunch.

Max exhausted can?

This collection was a blast, i've sold out most of the items within half a day launch. Thanks for all your support, i love u guys! Now, pple are coming back for more.. yes the fernin summer maxi dress (my ultimate fav) and i might be manufacturing it, so excited! If it really turns out to be successful, it'l be CAE first self-manufactured. Do pls support our first labels kaE? check back on 10th july for the status... (:

Yes.. this is the piece im talking about..

Another hot fav, im so sorry but no backorder for this. ):

Okay, was mad bored and i found this... oh, i cant stop raving about this ultimate place i gonna go with baby!!

Back with some butternuts

2010-06-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, here are the remaining photos from butterfact june16th with colleagues. Enjoy!

PS: Thanks for the present. Love it alot! :DDD U guys noe me quite well eh? I do love bobbi brown!

Coffee & its beans

2010-06-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Thanks baby! :D

Best gifts ive got.

Dun worry, ive put it to good use!!! heeeeex. I noe u did it on purpose to stop me from buying 4G which is releasing soon cos u said it would be expensive and i cant afford to buy it. Still, i love it!

Glad my lil brother love his itouch. (:

Adore apple products, they're simply the best ive used so far.

PS: I Love U (:

Cheesy muffins! (;

2010-06-16T04:21:00.000+08:00

Only uploaded a pic taken with my muffins, Nicole!! Someone I can't live without in office, my bestest pal at work! W/o her, I guess working would be more mudane...

Will upload the rest of the pics when I use my com ltr, I'm using iPhone to post my entry now, haa very first attempt and it was quite ok. (;

Okayyyyy.. Wedwed!! butterfactory on a Ladies nite and I'm quite surprised there ain't much crowd... Guess everyone curl up at home to watch worldcup? Haas.. Even the atmosphere at butterfactory tt day was revolving ard with the worldcup thang. )); drank 4 cups of cranberry volka and 1 cup of whisky. To think I still went to work on the very next day, deserve a pat, dun I? Haha...

I love the place, totally dig it! Will definitely go back for more!!

Yes it's my first time there, u might think i'm outdated but I haven't been clubbing for so so long so I dun really feel the pinch if u laughed at me. Haa

Happy 23rd Karen (:

2010-06-14T00:36:00.000+08:00

Im back after the all-so-awesome long celebration with my dear lovelies. Okay, i will blog different events on separate posts cos if i blog the entire whole lot in one single posts, i would just exhaust myself and you pple. Yeah, so im gonna just break down. (:

First up, celebration with Buddy JOEL, thanks for treating me dinner and K suites. Was an enjoyable one.

My first visit to K suites and i can't stop rattling on how awesome this place is, and its some place u cannot miss. Pple traveling with first class flights and now, theres first class K-ing. Blankets and Slippers are made available for you. A Princessy sofa bed and the walls are well decorated with wall papers. Heard that every room is unique cos each room carries different themes!!! Managed to save a screenshot for u pple.

Take a look at this!!

WOOOOO.. Whats more, 2 LCD screen to fit to your position, if you are sitting, the direct parallel to your eye level one is good, but if u're half lying, you can easily divert your eyes to the Screen on top, how convenient and customized rite?

yeah, we are singing Jay zhou's song!! (((:

For those just accompany and ain't singing, they wun get bored now! Cos theres a com with internet service and webcam, how to even get yourself bored in that room for 3-4 hours rite? It totally accomodate to each one of our needs and everyone could still enjoy tgt even if they dun meet the same interest to singing. HAha. Couldn't get enuff of it but i wouldn't get myself in that frequent cos it aint CHEAP, quite exorbitant i would say.

Bestest Buddy!

Gotta try it out! U wun regret, i tell u! :D

Note!! Pls do go only on monday nite cos they only have promo on monday and other days, it wouldnt be advisable cos they charge $15 per hour and one drink + service charge which adds up to dunno how much! But for monday, they only charge u on the first hour + 1 drink and service charge and u are entitled to sing frm 8pm till 3am. (Definitely, i din sang till they closed... haha)

Left at 11plus. Woo, im so tired.

Had a long chat on the train on the way back and we talked abt his policeman life. Yeah, my buddy is officially a policeman now. And its damn interesting to listen to his daily activities, the things they do. . i think its damn cool luh. Haa, he became more robust and muscular now. (: Good job! Damn proud of u can?

Laziness shall not be an Excuse

2010-06-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

Yes, im kinda living in my utmost RELAX-ED mode that i totally throw away ideas of much dolling up and dressing up like what i took great initiative on. And baby's totally behind the reason for it.

Laziness shall not be another reason for me, no more excuses.

I was talking on the phone with B ytd nite and it had been ages since we hog on the phone chatting sucha fair bit. I was rumbling to him so much about me, myself, everything and i partly blamed him for that. Yes, i noe i shldn't. HAHA. Maybe he had given me the most comfortable pace which i dun hav to care about how others perceive me. I could even going out nude which i cannot take the courage to do so earlier on.

BUT THIS SHLD NOT CARRY ON.

I need to do abit of GROOMING and i seriously do.

Got the sudden urge to do my hair!

How could i resist not spending money with all these pennies rolling in. Love GST offset and my pay is in.

HAPPY HAPPY!!

gonna hop out for my haircut now...

xoxo.

a walk-in wardrobe & Louboutins!!!

2010-05-28T08:48:00.007+08:00

Aww, i want a walk-in wardrobe and Louboutins! Totally irresistable. I love the dress worn by sarah jessica parker! OHHh.

Baby thought for awhile and he agreed to it, providing that i leave half of it for him to store his thing. Gonna hack one room and join 2 rooms together. ((:

Caught SEX AND THE CITY 2 but was kinda disappointed with the second one. The first one was way better though.

There was many first time with baby. hmmmmm.. yah i noe it sounds funny but laugh if u want to.. its my first time booking movies online. Last time, i never did cos all done by bfs.. so i never had a chance to until now. I noe its embarrasing. HA.

Nevertheless, i still love sarah jessica parker! She's so sexy and her facial features were damn sharp. Baby kept saying they're kinda old! Yeah la, i agreed they are. hmmmm.. Dun understand why carrie would want to stick to a man with sucha boring character, can never understand it, and baby said it was love. Love is unexplainable.

Woah, a movie that lasts 2.5 hrs and we've got subway FOOTLONG in the cinema. HAA.. shhh!

Baby parked his car at the rooftop of liat towers.. and i saw almost half of the whole orchard. Nice!

The lil miracle

2010-05-24T00:27:00.006+08:00

I'll try to keep it short and sweet cos im about to hit the sack soon.

Okay, i'l sum up the eventful weekends. (:

Yeah, toking about weekends is anything happier than facing the com, boss, colleagues whole week in office. Thats dreadful enuff. To add on, being accused on the top line ain't making me feel any better.Yes, MK just want to know why there is a negative credit and u din highlight to the upper authority, not just me alone. Yes, u did highlight to me to email bangkok and ask for the invoices, its not that i did not, u did before this site last time, and u noe its not EASY. I did try but i din really get much responses from them. My fault? If u choose to think thats solely my fault, ive nothin more to say. All in all, i think its not just my responsibility alone. And when things got out of hand, u chose to totally avoid, yes, u totally dun want to get involve and im not trying to get u involve at all. But misunderstanding and throwing temper at me is already bad enuff, to think u had to say im similar to THAT woman, oh fuck, that sucks! Yes, and u had to say that. Its really hurting to hear that.Doesnt matter. Its okay anyway. I dun care much anymore. Once its settled, im done.. i'l leave.The week had been really bad enuff. To think i had finished 2 meetings in a week. Damn. Yes, now im quite experience of the atmosphere at meeting that even if u call me for a meeting now, i wun feel trembling in my hands nor cold sweat down my spine. Though that, i still hates it. Seriously feel sitting in for a good 2 hour in that room is a total waste of time. I would rather distribute my time to other more important stuffs.

Having said that, ive been rumbling to baby whole week about this and i guess he's sick of hearing it. Noeing i had a hard week, baby brought me out to JB to EAT on friday. He said i shld 4get all this shiat and be happy. Life still goes on with all this hurdles, i just had to overcome it, he says.Yeahh, i will be optimistic i told myself. (:

We had a great feast at SENTOSA JB. Ordered claypot beancurd, crayfish, LA-LA, chicken wings (satay form), Kai Lan. (((: Only $72 ringgit. GAWT.Full totheMAX!!! :DBaby went to wash and vacuum his car b4 we went home sweet home.It funny when baby drift his car, attempting to chase a motor and the motor chase back, going at 180 speed. Damn thrilling. HAHA.

SATURDAY!
Gathering with baby's relative! B's sis, jocelyn baby daughter 1st month and B had levelled up to being an uncle. How cool huh?Everyone's were crowding around that little miracle. Oh, i love babies! They're just damn adorable. Haaa, din managed to take a photo but i did manage to carry her. Ohhhhh.. so cute can? It just sits so comfortably in my arms embrace and watching it flipping open and close her eyelids is already enuff to make u go 'Oh my god, look at her, look at herrr.. ' Looking at her just got me eager to have one of my own man. lol. HAHA, buffet was quite okay, his relatives were friendly too. And i felt totally awkward when baby's relative keep teasing about me as his gf. Baby felt awkward too i guess! LOL.

Was a long sat. ):

Left at 3pm as we gotta rush off to meet client at centrepoint at 4pm. (:
Had a hard time locating the place, centrepoint is just so user-unfriendly. Different escalators led to different areas. Oh dear! And at last, we finally arrived at the venue the client requested to meet, it was at his restaurant, LERK THAI. Cool shit.He wants to collaborate with us for a long term partnership. In view of designing his menu and some other stuffs. Totally excited about it! Finally ended at 4.30pm, concluded with us going back to work on our quotation before getting back to him again.

Sushi Tei @ holland V for dinner. A treat from baby cos he said he want to atone his mistakes. LOL, cute arh?

ha..Went baby's house awhile after that b4 heading out to eat SOya beancurd at 302. Sucha small world. I saw Yvonne there with her bf and her bf happens to be my bf's BMT friend. How coincidence? Yvonne was my sec sch classmate. Haven seen her since we graduate from SP. Oh, counting back, its like Z-years had pass unknowingly yea?

My next ultimate aim is to get married.. of cos when everything got stablized.. my career and everything. (:

Okay, i guess im almost done. Nite pple. I know suddenly it doesn't seem like ive summarized at all cos i suddenly got mood to blog. HAHA.

YEAH, my 32GB ITOUCH is arriving NEXT WEEKEND. Thanks baby. LOVES!!

PS: Baby, dun forget the dinner date with my family next sat, mummy says she's cooking alot of nice food for u. (:

Freedom

2010-05-19T19:13:00.005+08:00

Wooo, how i wished to be teleport to this place now, with baby! :D

Running thru this narrow path with all the colourful vibrant pastels surrounding, and breathing the air of gold. Oh my, its just heavenly awesome. Im already smelling the fresh air there.

I dun hate my life, im happy with what i have now.

Just feeling a tad fatique-ness from work. And i just have to use the word HECTIC. It had piled up into a situation which i need to rectify and its not just something like ABC.

Sometimes, pple dun understand. Crying is not me showing of a weak loser.. not at all in fact, its my way of release. Different pple do have diff ways of releasing their stress... for me, i feel that crying makes me feel alot better in times when im really stressed, pissed, angry. Whats yours? Throwing tantrum like a kid or plotting schemes to attack back at the person who angered you? Ya, someone i know does that. I can just simply say thats a childish act. I will if im still a kid, but not anymore when now we're all grown up as adults. We shld find solutions and rectify the situation instead of sitting there waiting to be spoon-feeded.

How can life be simplier? Eliminating all the complications, how does that sound?

People are appearing more scary than i thought. Words can explained my total thoughts now.

Y can't people just fucking be themselves? Things are blurring my vision more and more now, people getting faker and faker.

Its okay, i've learnt to trust myself, and only myself, my judgement, without any intefere from anyone. And im glad to say your inner self is your best friend.

Trust me.

PS: Do what you think its right, sought for whatever its worth, for there might be no tommorrow. Life is just that precious! (:

SUMMER FLING PHOTOSHOOT

2010-05-16T19:45:00.009+08:00

Summer Fling Shoot With Graphiss Productions
!

I love it so much!

After much planning and research, i've got the concept i wanted.

Would like to extend my thanks to Graphiss Productions and Lynn, the model for making everything possible. Love u guys! :D

Your patience and effort had levelled me to effective instructing. (:

Tired day i have to agree.. but its all worthwhile, aint it?

We had chicken rice for lunch together at capital. DAMN nice can? Ordered half a chicken. YUMMY, damn sinful.

Aftermath, we went to meet customer at the carpark behind ocbc bank cos my customer says she's driving down. WOW, cool shiat. . she drove a sports modified car. LOL. We then drop lynn at the bus stop and head to baby's house. ((:

I bet lynn love the photos like i do. Will give u your photoshoot CD during our next meetup ya?
Supposingly, it shld be this friday as we have agreed to go JB together, in view of washing and vacuuming the car, have dinner there too but kinda not confirmed yet cos lynn's bf dun feel like going in. ): Will see how ba.

Yup, anyway, hope u pple enjoyed the photos~

Here u go!

I LOVE THIS MAXI DRESS BUT I DIN MANAGED TO KEEP ONE FOR MYSELF. SAD!

Another piece (denim romper) - overwhelming response from customers but im sad to disappoint u guys once again as ive no backorder for this. Not to worry, i'll try to bring in more similar items yea?

This chiffon cardi had blasts me with tonnes of orders but i've to reject most of it due to insufficient stocks. Sorry babes!

Lastly, THANKS for all your support and those sweet sms customers sent me on my mobile to comment on the nice photoshoot. ((:

Thats all its worth... really. (:

SUMMER FLING

2010-05-15T19:24:00.009+08:00

Summer Fling (:

Finally the photoshoot is done.

Im quite satisfied with the makeup today. Am getting steady with my hands already.

Use orange as the base color, bronze eyeshadow on the ends of the eyes.. and white highlight to contour the eyes area, making it look brighter. And MAC eyeliner!!

WHAT TO EXPECT?

MAXI Dresses

Crop Tops

Chiffon sheer cardi

Denim romper

Toga

Limited quantity

Be there square to catch your loots!

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launching sunday @ 1pm

I love the photograhpy!!!!!!

Yup, in case u wanna noe, its from Graphiss Productions. (:

Remember our date tommorrow yea?

An attempt on makeup

2010-05-14T01:09:00.009+08:00

Im starting to love making up for people, after the first attempt on wei xuan's face. (:

Really enjoyed it, if its not for xuan's patience, i think i would have caught up with nervousness alr. HAHA.

I guess u guys missed Lynn on CAE, dunch u? Yeah i missed her too. But she'll be back soon!

I chose Weixuan cos i wanna try doing makeup for pple for the very first time and she's someone im comfortable with, someone i can't live without. HAHA, she noes how much i love her. WAHAHA.

Yup. So much so, all thanks to cousin ling for generously lending me her makeup kit from SCHOOL of MAKEUP. The studio makeup Kit is mad awesome, eye palete with more than 40 colours, 24brushes.. (ranging from angle brush, blush brush all the way to face contour brush). I love the corrector kit too, for the coverage is damn good. Even the bronzer is mad cool. Need i explain more?

Prolly its my very first attempt, and i kinda agree with feedbacks from frens and baby. They say i need to thicken the makeup. Yes, i agree its a tad too light. I will thicken the whole appearance on my 2nd go. (: I'l improve!

Babes, falsies is a definite must in your makeup kit, for it blooms up ur eye, and it really create a big difference, if u get wad i meant. Im quite picky when it comes to selecting falsies for my eyes. I tend to choose those of best fit, e ones that look most natural. The falsies i use, in case u wanna noe... it's bought at Far east plaza level 3. There's this shop that sells falsies inspired by taiwan actresses.

I playfully askd B to wear my nerdie specs and I snapped a photo of him. HAHA. Love it! Baby, u're damn adorable in tat geek can? LOLs.

Haha, i agreed its a tired day, hardwork in that scorching sun. Thanks to weixuan for helping to model and graphiss production for the photography. Thanks both for being that patient when i was instructing and planning where to stand, the concept, how to pose, expression wise etc.

Im happy photos turnd out well. Everyone had workd hard and deserve a pat on the shoulder. (:

Weixuan, i'l pass you your photoshoot CD when we meet again ya?

DATE ME OUT!! Im waitingggggg... :DD

PS: B, reddy needs a vacuum real soon, its getting dusty inside. HAHA.

M.A.C is LOVE!

2010-05-13T07:48:00.005+08:00

I just got my pot of M.A.C gel eyeliner yesterday and im mad loving it! Words can't explain how much i adore this mini pot. The effect is damn solid for a more refined look. (:

Im so gonna collect my M.A.C collection. The lipstick is irresistible too! GAWT.

LOVES. LOVES. LOVES.

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-04-05T02:54:00.002+08:00

NEW COLLECTION ALERT!

UNLEASHING THE UPPERCUT!!!

All happening @ http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

Limited quantity.

Get urs now....

With love,

Karen

sunny day indeed

2010-03-18T23:50:00.001+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ Road trips with baby!

I adore how it always appear to be so noisy in the car.

Endless rantings about the week's happenings at work and some irritating bugs on my side and camp event that took place for baby's side.

And we talk about every single thing.. from head all the way to toes, gossiping abt people and so on.

How could i ever find someone like you? (:

And it always annoyed baby when he's toking to me and im snapping non-stop! He'l go... 'dear, can u stop snapping? HAHA! and.... the snapping stil continues.. muhahahha! =x

We wore the same color again without even informing each other earlier on, how coincidence? B blamed me for copying him. -.- HUMPF!

B tot of getting an air-con so we went IMM since daddy told him that its quite cheap.

Ate our lunch at SUBWAY and i had my subway melt after a million years! Its still as YUMMY. that familiar taste, awww.. love it MAX!

Empty-handed however cos its not THAT CHEAP at all. Almost same price than a normal fan, mind u.

Headed off to bugis since b agreed to acc me to temple to offer my prayer. Im not embarrass to say im quite a loyal prayer there. (:

what would comes to your mind 1st when things really got out of hand and u need help? For me, the answer would be god.

FAT FISH FOR A FAT ME

2010-03-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

Went somewhere up the hilltop in sembawang to eat steamboat. (:

Nice place, love the ambience.. quiet, peaceful, relaxed.

Its a THAI steamboat restaurant called FATFISH - located at old nelson road. Highly recommended as some of their dishes were not seen at other places cos they made it themselves. COOL right? (:

Ate quite alot!!! Til we're both damn bloated to carry on further..

YUMS. We ordered half tom yam and half chicken soup base.

Someone tried to show his tongue at my camera when he noes im snapping him. LOL.

Look at the spread! Its only 1/4 of the total items mind you. LOL.

Finally, a pic of us... with me totally nude. Aint with any makeup today.

PS: I had a sumptious dinner with u.

Hidden underneath there

2010-03-01T15:29:00.005+08:00

HAHA, tru random browsing of my photo folders, i managed to dig out the genting trip photos. HAHA, almost 4get to upload them. In fact, i totally forgot abt their existence. Yea, im kinda forgetful.. ALWAYS.

Here it is.. nth much cos we din snapped alot.

Clubbing @ KL was mad fun!

Furnitures! Lets go!

2010-02-28T17:57:00.001+08:00

Had a simple day with B to IKEA, in search for suitable furnitures to revamp our rooms. I had lotsa fun. HAA. We wore the same sunglasses today, i bought for him from bangkok. ((:

Suddenly by looking at the picture nw, im salivating for the chicken wings and meatballs. Awww...

Fantabulous Valentines day i had

2010-02-22T13:36:00.006+08:00

How have you guys spent your double happinesS? CNY and Valentines Day on the same day. 0.o

Mine was a fantabulous awesome one, for it was the BEST so far. Thanks baby for all the lil efforts. Im so touched i almost tear tt day. =/

B went granny's place to pick me up on the day itself and i made him sea birdnest, yes.. AGAIN! (x Aside from the dessert, i also made him a DIY-valentines card and also the camera sling bag as his gift which was one of the items on his wishlist. (;

I think its more wise to buy something tt the receiver needs rather than getting something you think its nice and it turns out to be something useless (which he doesn't use at all). Don't u pple agree with me?

Was quite exciting to see him expression actually. And well, it din disappoint me, everything was worth it.

I kept thinking B was bringing me to River AngBao since we alr agreed on that. After driving for sometime, B stop his car at the road side and took out his streetdirectory, telling me that he had somehow lost his way. So damn weird, i pointed to him, "We shld go straight and turn left. There's a signboard indication that shows CITY". And he replied, "No?! Thats the wrong way. " ME? I still continue rumbling "I am so definite my instincts is correct EH!" Then he say, "OKAY, got it, its this way." He drove into a whole stretch of bungalows, saying this is a shortcut to river Angbao and i even buy his lies. Goshhhh.

In a small spot, theres a classy beautifully warmly-lit italian restaurant. I just casually made a remark about how beautiful that restaurant is.. Suddenly, B slowed down into a lot and parked his car. He then say "can't u still tell where im bringing u to silly?" He's bringing me to that restaurant. Cool right, i even believe what he said.

He later told me that it was recommended by CHIA and u noe what??? Chia was there too! Kinda of comical when B told the waiter he wanted to have a table away from Chia's table and the italian waiter laughed. LOL.

We ordered the valentines day special set. Costs ard $120, with a 15% discount. (:

I love my manicures.

Im eating beef more often now, is it a sin? Oh my.

The portebello mushrooms were damn nice can? And the lamb chop. SALIVATING. haha. The mudslide and tiramisu was even nicer. YUMS. I had an overly heavy dinner.

After dinner, head off to B's fren hse to bai nian. B parked his car at the multi-storey carpark, rooftop. And he turn to me and say, "I have a surprise for you but you must close your eyes and walk your way to the car boot. Cannot open ur eyes ah? Else no surprise alr. " And i almost tear upon seeing what he had done to surprise me. Speechless.

B, Thx for everything.. I Love U.

Fantabulously Lucky I suppose?

2010-02-12T13:51:00.001+08:00

Ha, all my wkends seems to be dominated by B now. I realize ive been spending all my wkends with him but im happy, cos its fruitful every time. (:

Today was a damn lucky day for me. Cant believe it. I actually leave behind a bag of my stuffs on the bus 14. I din realized it until a distance walk upon alighting. Even cabbing to chase that bus seems pretty silly since i dun even noe the bus-plate number. NUTCASE. And there were so many single deck bus coming. Holy shiat, and yes, im in deep deep holy shiat.

Tot i might as well treat it as a misfortune cos its so impossible to get it back when i noe the bus terminates at bedok interchange and the 2nd half of the journey takes ard 1plus hr. Gosh.

However so, i still made e efforts to call and made a report at the lost & found counter @ bedok interchange. The person say he will call me back in an hr time. Panic at the max. No appetite to eat at all, sweating all over with hearts beating double times faster. Oh my.

And guess whats the outcome? The person actually called and told me ITS FOUND! Dam dam happy can? Never did i expect the answer to be YES, since its SO IMPOSSIBLE, if u get what i meant. HAaa. I shld buy 4D eh?

Went Bedok interchange to collect my stuffs and did abit of shopping ard town. Wanted to do my nails but its rather late.

Guess i'l do my nails on the morrow.

Brought my younger brother out for a date with us cos munchy wanna buy his new year shoes.

Ate cze cha again!! STINGRAY, LA-LA, PRAWNS, KANGKONG & SATAY. Was quite funny when B asked me what meat i want for the SATAYS. LOL. He askd if i wanted pork, mutton, chicken or beef.. and i actually said i wanted pork and chicken. And y'know wad? B still went on in decision to order "PORK" & Chicken. Y i quoted the PORK, cos the satay stall was a malay stall. LOL. 'ain't halal leh B!!! so NOT RIGHT. ' wahaha... :D

1st date with B and munchy is alr standing at b's side.... HOW SCARY is that guys power? :S My brother is a traitor now!! hahaa, for they 2 gang up to bully me eh?

Went timbre after dinner and it was munchy's first experience there. LOL. Can see from munchy's expression tt he kinda enjoyed himself? Probably its the first time he visited cool places like this.

Wow, guess what? B ordered PIZZA and we kinda feasted AGAIN. munchy's appetite is almost equivalent to B's appetite! They can both eat ALOT. and i seriously meant ALOT ALOT.

Munchy din managed to get his shoes! The shop closed already. ):

Thanks B for the great day out.

Love u.

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2010-02-12T02:46:00.005+08:00

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Mad coughing..

2010-01-30T16:13:00.002+08:00

Back from my trip, and i brought back sickness together with me. Mad coughing for a good 4 days trip there. The air was damn dusty, totally incomparable to the fresh SG air. Felt so good to be home, smelling the air here.. coming back for my missed ones, everything just seems better. In fact, more comfortable when i noe my little ones had been doing fine. (:

But i can't explain how FAB was shopping over there. Even eating was a paradise man. Little did i noe was so coincidence that i even happen to catch cousin & his wife there. And... i saw him 2 days. Sucha small world, isnt it?

Couldnt get in touch with B since i din activate my roaming services. Was so touched to see all those msges that he sent me and i read them all in one go when i touchd down on wed.

Took a whole lot of pictures.. Will upload them soon ya?

Ytd was a teary day. Hm. got to know some news and it really broke us down. I tried to hold back but i just exploded to tears when i stepped out. I can't control further. Sighs. ):

B came to fetch me ytd and we headed to JB. Funny thing happend!! he forgotten abt the touch and go card. Went all the way back home to yew tee to take it. And he brought a container of chocolate mashmallows for me when he noe i hadden have my dinner and kinda starving. Thanks B. Msia custom jammed like hell. Zz. The officers were damn strict now, even entering JB need to check? Tt resulted in mass traffic jam.. since majority sg cars were gg in for petrol top up. We had wanton noodles and lok lok. ((: LOVES. The wanton is damn nice. B went to top up petrol after tt. Dam cheap can? 17L for SGD14. (: Home swt home at 2am.

Was supposed to go swimming this morning but B was sickd and plans were cancelled. ):

Another thing, i wonder is it supposedly a gd or a bad news? Well. IDK man. I shed 5kg!!! And what im worrying is that i din exercise and i keep eating alot. Im not gaining? and im losing weight. Wonder whats wrong with me man. Im 49kg now.

Okay pple, im back.. GATHERINGS!!! wx, amanta, joel.. pls date me ya? I think we got alot to catch up. CYA pple soon.

100 tickets to fly?!

2010-01-18T07:06:00.004+08:00

A lil disappointed here. Din carry out the supposed plans.. cos that LAZYASS slpt till 12pm. GAWT.. how lazy he can be right? Tts y i proclaimed him with a LAZY tag, it suits him quite well eh? *He'll kill me if he sees this....;p*

Pardon him since he had a long shooting day on saturday and he brought me out to bt timah for supper at close to 12am! Its been a damn long time i hadden have meals at this hour. Gawt.. and i playfully made a remark saying i shouldnt meet him all so often, else my proportion would increase TREMENDOUSLY horizontal. LOL. And he defensively replied.. "Yeah, u shouldnt meet me all so often ya, if not u DEFINITELY will become FAT. " Was so irritating when i attempt to look at him and he showed me a cheeky face. Ha.

Parked over at parkmall and we went to get our tix first. Sighs..... i should have follow our decision of watching its complicated instead of changing it to THE BLIND SIDE when we are queueing for our tix. Thats a big mistake man. That show is damn fucking boring, TO THE MAX. Its kinda of draggy man, a damn good 2 hours. *YAWNS* The whole movie is just abt the BIG BLACK MAN. Lucky theres this funny lil boy, SJ in the cast.. else dozing off is inevitable man.

Shopped ard abit before our movie and we went to this designer furniture shop there, damnn cool man... the interior design.. the furnitures.. we love it! WOAH, the prices is fabulously HIGH too. haha. )=

Am wearing the dress from the recent collection. (:
Dinner @ manhattan, his treat as promised since he gained the marksman thingy. HAPPY! (: We ordered the grilled platter for 2. He ordered Shrimp bisque for me. Heex. Was damn filling man.. I LOVE THE GRILLED PRAWNS. Succulent juicy prawns. YUMS!

Boy, u're damn lousy at lip reading, not that im fabulously PRO at it! I can read what u are trying to say, din i? ;p

He finally took photos with me.. quite fun man. we took some artistic shots in the car. Using the rear view mirror. (: I will send you all when u're online ya?

Oh.. we suddenly talk about how near my bkk trip is.. and i saw the expression in his face, kinda ached me. I'l be back in good shape in 4days, kae b? Enjoy your party with ur frens this saturday ya? Dun drive if u gonna drink alot!

Kinda rush for B since he is booking in @ 10.30... supposingly. But he still fetched me to eve's place to collect my stuffs and home. Thanks B.

I'll cya next week.. take care of yourself ya? esp ur sensitive nose.

*PS: I'll collect 100 movie tickets to exchange for overseas trip! HAHA. B said he will bring me for an oversea trip when i have collected 100 movie tickets we watch together. HA. (;

2010-01-17T10:03:00.001+08:00

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The long stroll.

2010-01-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

Time is passing damn slowly today in the office. Gawt. Dreadful + Tired = Grumpy me. =O

Theres some VIP meeting in office today and the atmosphere was quite tense. Everyone seems to be pretty occupied with stuffs and here we woko girls are making a fool out of ourselves, joking and laughing non-stop. Haa. It had all e while been like tat, its always only our department that is ALIVE.

And finally it was lunch time!! =D Waiting for terence bro to drive us out for lunch. Damn excited! And today, we went to the hawker opposite vivo to have our lunch. I ordered my FAV TOMYAM noodles. I used to always eat it every week when i work in my previous company cos every wed their transport goes there. YUMMS! Even the thought of it got me salivating over it. Haaa, i noe i noe.. Im getting disgusting. haha.

Met eve ard 7pm to collect stocks. Boy askd me to go ahead first and he will come fetch me ard 8pm. Okay, i got a uber good news from my supplier which got me all jumping ard in joy! The backorders is confirmed. I was still worried that the stocks are unavailable cos all the customers who participated in the backorder had already make payment. YAY, i could finally throw my worries aside. Damn happy. Have to go back again tmr since stocks from one supplier is delayed due to some unforseen circumstances. Sighs, seems like their stocks were delayed every week. )= Collected my camera from eve. OMG, her colleague lend me all the lenses, everything and i seriously meant everything. From extra memory card, battery charger... all the way to manual guide. HAHA. Super heavy can? -.-"

He reached only at 8.05pm and he headed to FARM MART for dinner. Was so glad seeing him in green shirt. HAHA, i was wearing green ytd as well. We had Stingrays, beancurd, crayfish and otahs. Drove home only ard 11. Took a long long stroll at brickland road to digest. Long, endless chats we had tt night.

Good nite all!

Lastly, Good luck to your wedding shoot tmr ya?

PS: I <3 strolling with u, and chatting in the silent night. It feels awesome.

A piece of assurance he gave

2010-01-15T00:14:00.010+08:00

I felt really different abt him when he said that to me. Literally got me thinking hard.. and it was sensible.

He said.."Give us 6 mth. If we're really suited with each other and is able to tolerate whatever nonsense e other party gave, let's get tgt!" He mentioned that by then we would be really certain of what we really want and accept each other as who we are. (:

Im kinda happy someone actually understand what i actually wanted to bring up to him, and he stole my statement by suggesting it to me first. Im glad. Really.

Boy askd me to go carry on with stocks collection tmr and he will come by at a later time to pick me up and we'l head for dinner. (:

Haaaa. He kept askinggg me to go take my car license so that i could drive the car when we are out and he'll become my passenger and rest beside me. HUMPF. haha. Still, car license is not my top priority now.. so u HAVE to continue WAITING.. hahaha.

Was suddenly recalling abt what happend tt day and it actually got me laughing non-stop. He kept disturbing me on the car when it was red light. And then, he jokingly askd me to get down the car and walk to e destination myself. Annoyed, i askd him if he's certain and i would not get on the car again once i got my feets out. And he replied, "Yes.. im serious abt wad i say.. AT THE MOST, i just fetch u in front. " Hilarious, isnt it? Boy, I really had no soluble answers for all ur questions. LOL.

And aside for that, something unpleasant happened today which i dun feel like mentioning it at all. It just makes me see clearly of someone's actual self. I treat as a buddy and u have to do things this way. FINE ya? Y have u got to do things to stir quarrels between us girls? U've got nothing better to do? 4get, i dunno how u face u further.. I dunno which side of u seems fairer now. Nvm. And did i mention, i truly hate gossips behind my back, like seriously.. just tell me straight in the face. I feel honesty that way, really. Wj, im really disappointed in u.

And E, i sincerely hope u will give our friendship a new start. Treat & sees it TRANSPARENTLY. I really cherishs u as a fren and u noe dat. Din i spare a listening ear to all ur problems all the time? Be it family, studies, love all the way to work. I hope u see my effort as being a worthy fren. To be frank, i hate .. seriously hate quarreling with u. It dun make me feel better and definitely Im not someone who loves to see someone get angry.. im not psychotic eh?

Time will prove everything.. i believe.

Sidenote, to those who are quite concern with my family problems, I want to tell u guys that im fine with dad alr. In fact, i sorta rekindle our relationship and i love having dinners @ home. Daddy is good to me. Yup. Im really a happy girl now. WEE!

Everything is in place. Im glad.

Having lunch with terence bro tmr. ((:

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Surprise filled sunday!

2010-01-13T13:45:00.003+08:00

Since i had made the promise to treat him if my sales was good, i shld not go back on my words. And indeed, sales went beyond what i expected, in fact more than expected.. so i tot of bringing him to somewhere special.

I even consulted terence bro for e directions to dempsey road and also mount faber but end up i still chose dempsey instead of mt faber as my definite choice. Reason being that im quite familiar with dempsey and the route there from my hse was pretty easy and near. I dun wan to chose mt faber and end up guiding the wrong way and making myself all-so embarrass. Save all the embarrassment man. I want everything to turn out just fine, yep.. so dempsey.. final choice.

And u noe wad? I have prepared the route from MY HOUSE to dempsey and he wanted to meet EARLIER... like 2-3.. to town for shopping first. OKAY, last minute change.. i quickly googled the route from town to dempsey and that save my day man. I LOVE GOOGLE, it simply just made my day better.

He came to fetch me at 3pm and i made him the sea bird nest. Some algae dessert which is my recent addict man. Its damn damn nice. Goes with soy milk and everything was perfect combination. He loves it, finishd everything in mouthfuls. HAHA. Im glad tt lil efforts attempt to made him smile somehow.

We parked our car at far east plaza and shopped all the way... starting with far east as our first stop.. and god.. unknowingly, we shopped all the way to Somerset 313. hAHa. Window shopped, din get anything tho since i asked him to control my temptations. Nid to save those pennies for my bangkok trip. So 100% tolerance. HAHA.

Left for dempsey ard 6.30pm. Were dam tired then.. Imagine us walking all the way back to collect the car at far east. TTS MADNESS.

He kept asking where im bringing him to.... and i just merely replied with a "i don't know".

And damn funny.. he replied .. "Im damn scared luh.. its damn dangerous when im driving and i have no idea where the exact place we are going.. HAHA, u're driving me nuts. "

Finally, we arrived at dempsey. HAHA, He was kinda surprised that i brought him there. (:

We dine @ THE PRIME SOCIETY. Huge huge damage! I spent $80+++ on the total bill. OKAY, i noe.. dun mention anymore.. ):

Wanted to have ben & jerrys but both of us were rather full back then and we intend to save our stomach for the next time.

YAY! WAshing reddy and SENTOSA tanning this coming sunday. He have a wedding shoot on SATURDAY. ): Im still excited for the sunday plans. Dam dam excited.

And feb, we're heading off to genting and he had alr booked the tickets. WEEE!!

My smiles are indeed multiplying, its a good thing.. right?

PS: Cant wait for my bangkok trip.. counting down now.. its 10 more days from now!

2010-01-10T10:11:00.007+08:00

SATURDAY had been awesome! <3

Met for a short rush breakfast as i had to help dad to run some errands. Nid to go CPF @ jurong east. Yes.. Damn troublesome. -.-" And im meeting customer @ 12pm, loads of stuffs to mail out .. POST OFFICE and home to slack abit. Tired =O

Went out again ard evening time. We headed to marina square to get some stuffs.. then dailyscoop @ holland V and.... .... JB to EAT!Guess it was supper rather than dinner by the time we got our hands on the food. Was dead hungry and we ordered quite a spread. My FAV Stingray.. Squid.. LALA-s.. and KANGKONG! <3

Was dam full tt it made me felt kinda uneasy and someone actually suggested having LOK LOK or wanton after tat. MY GOD!! I'll die if i eat somemore. Gave it a miss since both of us were rather full then.

Left for SG ard 11plus and headed to Holland V to chill. We decided on 2am dessertbar! (I suggested on that cos i really love e place!) To our dismay, it was already closed, FULL HOUSE! Not much other choice, we ended sipping mocha over @ coffee bean. Was kinda of relaxing to just sit there and chit-chat. Been long i hadden had life like this and it felt awesome. HA.

Homed ard 2plus. Was rather shacked-out by then. Totally wore out. ):

Only took 2 photos!

HAHA. And recently, im into lomography edit. DAM NICE EFFECT. <3

PS: My smiles are multiplying! Is that a good thing? -.-

A piece of Frosty mist

2009-12-31T16:07:00.003+08:00

Left home without my contact lens today, yes.. its intentional. I purposely left it out of my daily routine.

Kinda felt better this way...

Everyone, everything seems blurry. I din want to visualize the surrounding too clearly. IDK but i just dun want to today. In this way, everyone and everything seems similar since i can really picture their special features. I see faces without noses, eyes, mouth.. tts hysterical, aint it? I dun have to see those expression pple gave.. go ahead with all your black sulky face for all i care, i dun haf to face them, its unclear.

For your info, im not crazy at a bit, i just want a peace of my own today. Im afraid of seeing too clearly wad i might not want to see.

You might think im weird, but hang on.. my 'surrounding pple' are weirder. I had enuff of it. Its driving me nuts each day. When i had did nothing wrong, you had to step on my tails.

Wads wrong with u pple..

Many things, little me, little mind.

2009-12-28T13:50:00.006+08:00

Why?.... im not feeling good about myself at the least bit..

Alot of tasks i seemingly know its urgency yet procrastinate and procrastinate... chunk it aside and disregard its existence. Wads getting into me....

e very 1st thing i wanna to do is to revamp my room. said it like decades ago yet nothing had been done so far.. yeah, pretty guilty abt that.
a new bed..
a new bookshelf..
repaint my walls..
clear my clothes..

My room is a total mess now that i dun even wanna look at it. And e problem with me is plain laziness! I know.. Mum is alr nagging at me. I promise i will clear them this week.

And e other is none other than my deg studies.. when when? $$$$$$

Sighs X 100

and many other things which i shall not disclose here.. its kinda of personal. (:

I'l just take a step at a time....
im sure i can overcome all the hurdles as they come by.

God bless!

A big unlucky gift from santa

2009-12-27T21:53:00.004+08:00

Counting back, i think im considered quite fortunate alr? To be surrounded by this small handful of good frens. (:

Im not rich, but im contented with what I have. Of cos to be richer is a plus point. HAHA, who dun dream to be RICHER rite? Im not the only one so im not guilty at all. LOL.

I had received so many gifts this year, lumping all tgt, i think i had close to 10gifts?

... presents include...

- mirrors
- bimbotic makeup pouch
- sanitary pad pouch
- perfumes
- body lotion
- nail enamels
- eyeshadows
- mascaras
- Sunblock
- chocolates/biscuits
- paul frank tee

Yup.. thats e lists of things ive got. Whats yours?? =p

Buddy wei jian actually read my twitter note and got me a sunblock of 200ml. He definitely noes wad i wanted huh? How sweet is that bro? HAHA. Thanks! It will come by handy when i fly off to bangkok in a month's time.

On top of the many presents, SANTA had to give me the most enormous present i ever had. Aww, im still whining in pain and no one would probably understand the many embarassment i faced that day when i was on my way to meet eve n bunch. I guess maybe i just brought it upon myself. I tripped and fell ... ... YES, at the forever crowded TOWN. At the point of time, i din really care much, chose not to see nor hear but this phrase still caught my eardrums..."Oh my god.. oh shit!" With e help of 2 passer-bys, i hurriedly balance on my footing and walk as fast as my legs could bring me. If god permits, i would have already dug a hole and hide all my embarassment deep in the soil. Dammit. And my leggings is torn with blood flowing out of the deep wound. OUCH! tt really hurt. WHY am i so UNLUCKY? And tis had got to be an most awful memory of year 2009.

Some might be snarling at me now. Its okay, i dun give a damn at how retard and clumsy u may think i am. I have learnt to strike a balance in myself after many things that happend.

On a happy note, it had become more vivid where my goals appear to be, what i really hope to attain and achieve... its beginning to surface now.

BANGKOK!! THE DAYS ARE GETTING NEARER. SO EXCITED I AM THAT IM ALREADY PLANNING FOR MY TO-BRING LIST! IM GONNA EAT AND DRINK TO MY HEARTS CONTENT. (:

TOM YUM!! CRABS!! SEAFOODDDDD.. im coming.. wahhahahaha. DIRT CHEAP! =pPpp

And.. btw.. im taking SQ airline! My very virgin experience on the SQ plane. Low turbulance. Stable. FAB FAB SERVICE. Oh.. cant wait. =DDDD

Nite pals. Im dreaming lately, issit a gd sign afterall? idk tho.

PS: I just wanna scream a word of thanks to all those that came forward to console me with all your encouraging words when im on the verge of giving up at some point of time on my hardly built business. No one understands e effort behind what it had become today. Thanks, thanks and many thanks! Love all of u. (:

Awesomely filled with love from everyone!

2009-12-25T11:15:00.008+08:00

Woke at 9am after a crashing night ytd. Oh my! I think im crazy enuff to wake up so EARLY despite sleeping at close to zombie hours.

IM DAMN HAPPY CAN?

..this is perhaps the 2nd time that attempt to leave down deep impression on me, i got alot of presents this year. THANKS PPLE!! 1st time was when im still a kid? 10years ago probably? HAHA, still remember i always pop over to neighbours house to celebrate xmas. AND, i always received polly pockets back then...

Wed was meetup with han and qin. We went sheebangs KTV PUB. Playd 5' 10' and texas hold'em. Dam fun!!! We exchangd our presents too. Oh my, i drank alot tt day. )= ALOT OF Martell mixed lil coke, green tea. I tot i won, bt it turnd out to be otherwise. GAWT.

Then, Joel textd me to ask if i wanna hang out on xmas and i agreed since i got no definite plans anyway.

In a huff ytd. Rush like hell can? We are having half day and work ends at 1pm. Hurried off to china town with angela cos she wanted to get a belt to match her dress for her bro's wedding. And i was still searching frantically for a gift for joel since he said he got a present for me alrdy. So happy can? 1st time receive xmas present from him larh.

IM REALLY BROKE THIS XMAS. PATHETIC ME. PENNILESS. Money spent on presents... BONUS.... where r u?????

I caught up with joel at woodlands ard 4plus and we head off to town. Exchanged our gifts, HAHA.. i got him a shaver, after shave cream and MASKS! HAHAHA. He was quite surprised at the "AMAZING" gift. And he bought a paul frank tee for me. (: Shopped ard ion and joel got himself a messenger bag from ZARA. I was casually toking to joel while queing at e counter and i joke abt him getting all addicted to shopping, and he's going upscale, e higher ends. ENVY man... i said to him,

"Eh buddy, u noe wad? NOW, u are e shophaholic, im not.. im e retired one."

...

and he replied...

"Yah, i think im addicted lah, spending approx. $200 on apparels each month."

Oh dear, $200 fixed per month for guys is considered quite alot alrdy, isnt it? He give me a treat, paid for everything ytd. THANKS BUDDY. Im grateful. It was an awesome night!

We initially plan to catch a movie bt the timing at cine was crazy. And we hopped over to iluma filmgrade, hoping that our tickets would be available. Yet again, disappointment filled. Went over to bugis cinema to check, it was also sold out.

Saw grace working there, and i tok abit with her.

After walking for abit, we totally wore out cos we hadden ate something decent that day. Dinner @ manhattan fish market. ((: we dig in once the food is served! HAHA, yes.. we are tt hungry.

Thought of eating ICECREAM, but we are too FULL. Went haji lane for shisha and i saw shaymond there. He said he's going night cycling. HAHA, WOW.. nite cycling on xmas eve, how cool is that? 0.0

Finally settle with this cafe for shisha, the ambience was fabulous, nice songs, nice drinks. I like the flavours mixed by joel. STRAWBERRY + PEACH and i askd him y all girl flavours and he said cos im there wad. OKAY, thanks! I think im so addicted to that song when i hear it again ytd. MY CURRENT ADDICTION - GOOD GIRLS GO BAD! Everyone was like shaking and dancing and singing... SHOUTING GOOD GIRLS GO BAD TGT. FUN!! Try apple cider beer for e 1st time.. and i kinda like it. We ordered a pine of Erdinger too. We playd 5 10 and joel own me. WHY???? he's forever owning me in games. DAmmit. I want shisha again next week!!! I noe i noe, it's detrimental, bt i think im addicted. hahaha. Left @ 1plus. Joel was drunk. Really hell drunk and he collapse upon me while we are on e way to the washroom. I was so shocked and i din noe how to react except trying to pull him up from the ground and slapping his face mutiple times. I noe that sounds retarded bt im trying to wake him up! 2 guys helpd me to hold him up, and one of e guy went to get a cup of warm water and tt finally wake him up. Joel, u really freakd me out ytd. Its e first time seeing u in tt way, so helpless i am.

that cup of water really save him man, if not i have to sent him home.

hope u are fine now. drink some hot tea yar? it cure hangovers. (:

No pictures all becos of me. Dam stupid i am can? I brought the camera out w/o e battery!! FUK, how stupid can i be? Im getting more and more NONSENSICAL. AHHHhh. Took out the camera on the attempt to take photos and... it doesnt seem to function, then i realized it was "BATTERY-LESS"

HAHAHA.
MERRY XMAS TO ALL.

Lousy, a real lousy me

2009-12-20T13:50:00.004+08:00

Feeling dam lousy recently.

Did things in the complete 180degrees opposite. FUCK! Y am i even doing this kinda things? I ought not to be forgiven man, my stupid dam mouth, always happend to said the wrong things. SERIOUSLY, wads wrong with me?

I almost gt my bestie fren into serious trouble. I fucking hate myself, real loadiful loads.

I shld have just kept quiet. I just ruin the friendship we owned, maybe she'l look at me in another perspective. Its okay. I have no one but myself to blame. I din meant to say unwanted things, it was really an unintentional one.

Its been troubling me the whole night that i cant appear to slp at all. JeeZ.

From what he said last nite appear to have an impact on me and i start questioning myself last nite, am i being a worthy fren even? Maybe im just a real pathetic lousy fren. Never did i meet situation like this before and im really stuck for once, dumbfounded. Not even at the least to know what to do other than trying to talk to them, i really sucked at that, i noe it.

If things dun get better, even a thousand sorries doesnt help. I hope she's fine now. I seriously do. God, just give me one chance to append to my mistakes can? I just wish for the well-being of the both of them, I hope broken pieces could be puzzle back, and knots can be loosen. Thats just all i hope for as for now.

PS: Theres definitely one giving and one taking party in a relationship, to give and to take. Love is abt comprising, accomodating and sacrificing from my point of view. God bless!

Jollyful

2009-12-15T00:32:00.004+08:00

Im back after what seemed like an endless weekend for me, which i totally ZOOMED out! Eve was down with illness and i had to cope with flea market and photoshoot on a solo basis.

THANKS WEIJIAN TAN FOR BEING THERE! I'm grateful buddy! =D Without ur help, i think flea would not be able to carry out cos u're the only one among us who noes how to fix our SOPHISTICATED clothes rack. Gawt! I think we nid a new rack, like others.. which can be fixed in 5 minutes. Unlike ours, everytime.. its close to half an hour, 3 manpower.. just for one rack! HAHA. ridicule isnt it?

Photoshoot was a great success tho it aint all smooth in the beginning. Everything went smoothly after all. Content filled at 100%. Thanks lynn for being so comforting & patient. And, thanks for e drink u bought for me! =D

It went quite well with bubbly lynn chatting tru-out. Girls can turn into fish mongers with anyone at anytime i guess. Thats something guys cant really do. WAHAHA.

3 hrs went absolutely fast. If not for Aidan's trigger which left with only near empty batteries, it would saved alot of time and the shoot probably could be done in 2hrs straight. Major time wastage on triggering the lightings, 5 mins to trigger for one shot. HOW SCARY? And worst thing, i literally went bumming into his office, complaining that it isnt working and something is wrong. He went to test out for me and explain e fault lies with my camera. I wasn't really that gecko in photography stuffs and hence i din even thought it might be the trigger battery is empty, and i bought his story.. thinking that it must be the camera, e fault lies there. Continuing the shot for 1hr and we really exhaust out, i cant take it anymore. My wrists hurts, and its getting me on my nerves when i had to settle with my selected angle, hold there and shutter til the flash is triggered...!Yes, and tt takes 5mins. I couldnt really gauge which shot would well trigger the flash and by the time the flash is triggered, my wrists were already numb from freezing at the position, tt applies to lynn. The shot tt was captured turn out to be nonsense, with lynn crampd smiling and trembling footing. And those not triggered with the flash turns out to be total black shot, resulting in me having memory full in a short time and i had to change card and also mass delete away those black shots. 3rd time i went to him, then aidan changed the trigger batteries for me, sensing that it might be the fault. Yes, viola! It worked! Triggering 1 shot took less than 2 secs. So, it was my camera with the fault eh? HE DEFINITELY NOES E TRIGGER BATTERIES IS THE CAUSE OF THE DELAYED TRIGGER, EVEN MY FREN HAVING KNOWLEDGE IN PHOTOGRAPHY AGREES ON THAT! So, he was trying to cheat my 1st hr of photoshoot? Seriously, f*ck him man. Im not going there anymore, unless thers no other alternative.

Luckily, we hurried up.. chop chop.. retake everything! Finishd everything in the next 2hrs. Heaved a sigh of relief man. Cos aidan came to chase us at 12.15pm.. saying he nid to rush town and had to leave. I told him "10 more mins and we'l get it done, promise!"

To think i even tried offering him a ride to town since he's in a rush and i felt quite bad delaying his time but he rejected my offer. HAHA. I think i can well go be a samaritan. JEZ.

Enuff of my endless rumbling.

NOW.. im going to present to u pple, my new collection #13. A sneak preview for u guys! =D

Actual launch would be tuesday, 10pm sharp. We are preparing for a jolly festive, are u?

http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

Din went work today which i supposedly shld be at work as im down with diarherra. ): Not sure if im heading to work tomorrow. Sighs.

On a happy note, am meeting my dear lovely gina and rich tis coming friday, spells why im absolutely joyful! Rich is driving this friday, which means we can go anywhere for dinner!! Double happiness. YAY!! Haven seen them for donkey years and i really kinda missed them. -.- Rich, remember my visualgraphy? ------^----_--_-^^

WAhahaa, guess only he understands!

OKAY OKAY, friday's date! Have set aside and mark on my calendar for u guys. See ya on friday and i'l continue from there. HAHA. I can sense a cam-whoring session will follow... Gina will kill me if she sees this. LOL.

Till then.

xx
karen

Rise like a Hotair balloon

2009-12-12T08:56:00.005+08:00

A short span of release felt so much better...

In fact, e load of burden is being put down. Many of u would question my decision and some might even think im being childish, its ok.. really. Im glad i made that decision, cos i noe I will not regret making that choice.

IM RISING LIKE A HOT AIR BALLOON NOW, weighless & free like im feeling now. (:

Ive been giving much thoughts to us and following what my heart tells me to do.. that is.. to let go.

When its a point of time when u noe clearly that things aint gonna work no matter how much u wanna save, then just release it, it will do both parties good.

Not that i dun wanna hang on.. but baby, y'know, i dun see any meaning anymore in this relationship, cos u ain't trying and its really tiring trying to point out your mistakes and doing correction for u. I love u for who u are, i din expect to change/mould u into my desired MR.RIGHT, but most times, the things that u do really make me split my head into half, thinking of how to save the situation. Im wore out, totally... doing all this babysitting. Of cos im superly aware that theres bound to be a leading party in a r/s, but i can tell u i dun like to be one, i still prefer my guy to take the lead, and in this r/s, its the contrary, and as time goes by, i just attempt to get sicked of it.

y'know wad? Which day i love most in the week?.........

Its saturday! After 5 days hardcore working days, i felt the need to cherish my saturdays.. to fully utilized it to the MAX. But, it happens that u have to ruin every of my saturdays. Now, im home like 6pm every sat cos u have got other commitments which i truly understand. I din want to blame u for the saturday, but how could i when we only meet on saturday on a frequent note and nothing is planned and a few hrs meet, u bid goodbye and went off. Ouch! Honestly, i din really like that.

I kept assuring myself that i gonna be fine, tho i dunno wad my next step would be... I'l just take one step at a time.

Don't try putting any efforts now, we're impossible. A vase broken into pieces cant never be puzzled back to a piece.

We're just not meant to be.

IM A HAPPY GIRL NOW!

Thanks my buddy, friends for being there for me. I've been enlightened by all your encouraging words. THANKS, THANKS AND THANKS.

I need to buck up now. Lots of plans for the 2010! Cant wait... will accomplish one by one as it comes. WISH ME LUCK, will u?

FRENS!!! leave days for dates.. i miss u guys! )= SHALL WE HAVE A XMAS GATHERING???? =Pp

xx

In a tangled mess

2009-12-06T11:27:00.006+08:00

"I don't know, I'm not sure.."

Can you just stop giving answers like that! It really gets me on my nerves. And i really do mean it.

You sees an issue or problem, u chose to avoid until you sees me fuming like a mad dog, den u realize your mistake and apologize. Sorry and yet a thousand and one apology, nth is done to improve, no actions.. nothing. A sorry is your ideal way of solving the problem, sealing quarrels to a complete full stop. Thats ur perception, not mine. U noe what, everytime u apologise, i went soft-hearted again and forgave u time and again. I noe, my part on the endless forgiving would agravate the situation further somedays, cos u din really get it still.

Sorry, forgiven, forget.. and it goes one cycle and the whole SAGA appears to repeat AGAIN.

And, whats wrong hanging out with my frens? The reason u gave me was a rather ridiculous one that i couldnt accept. In fact, i just want u to acc me to the studio, wait for me to finish shooting for my model and we have dinner and home. Issit that difficult a task for u? If yes, highlight to me, instead of showing me that grumpy face as if you're being forced to tag along and complain that im trying to make use of u.

Ive gave u one and a thousand chance and u're still behaving like this. I really dunnoe whats next.

U do a little something for me once in a blue moon, and that something seems to mean alot to u, for u always think u did alot for me, sacrifice alot. As though using ur tt rare chance covering all the many things ive done for u and u think u're that great cos of that little thing u do. Its like using a small umbrella to shelter the whole cohort of students.

Yes, busy with photoshoot the whole day with aching wrists resulted from the many hrs shoot with the ultra heavy DSLR camera (We rent NIKON tis time round and the trigger was much bigger than the SONY one.. NIKON SUX! ZZz) and what do i get? A msg from u which tore me into a million pieces.. im heartbroken and u explained that msg came cos u were "TOO TIRED" that day since u slpt 1 hr?

Too tired and what u mean in the msg is 2 separate issue!

I really dunno anymore.

Do whatever u like, whatever u think is best alrite.

Im not gonna care anymore.

Saw tis quote somewhere and i found it rather meaningful.

Your heart says stay and battle the pain,but your mind says leave for all this isnt needed, broken into pieces for that one and only

PS: Thanks eve for your present! =D Love it. Will pass u urs tgt with ur xmas pressie.
PPS: PPLE, if u are gedding xmas present for me, avoid perfumes pls, cos i receive alot of it alr. thx =p

Addictive ♥

2009-11-28T07:53:00.003+08:00

Went roaming ard town ytd.

and... ...

I finally got my perfume! (FERRAGAMO INCANTO HEAVEN - alltimefav)

So eve, christmas I will not have ferragamo perfume, other brand of perfume.. prolly chloe eh? =D

Oh, and ferragamo release 2 new fragrances, bliss and charm. They are both not bad either, for ferragamo had nvr let me down b4. HAHA. ♥♥♥

Incanto Bliss, the current hot fav among the ladies. Smells light yet feminine.

Had Korean Ginseng Chicken for dinner ytd. OH YUMMYYY!

Going kbox ltr in e morning and meeting baby in e noon. EXCITED.

Mood:

Peugeot is my new ♥

2009-11-27T10:11:00.006+08:00

2nd is definitely Audi R8! =D

Candified.

2009-11-26T09:05:00.007+08:00

YAY, baby is back from outfield camp!

Received a call from him ytd and im so happy to hear his voice.

Last wk photos, beach road then raffles city mall. =D

PS: Looking forward to the surprise on sat. Bean din want to let me noe where he is bringing me to. =(

Mood:

Flea, Fly Mosquito!

2009-11-25T07:19:00.006+08:00

On the way to our flea. (=

First and foremost, would like to extend my thanks to all those who had patronize our flea last sat @ SMU. A big thankyou to all, especially those customers who came all e way tho you guys don't live anywhere nearby to support us. Major thanks. =D

Adding on to it, i have to really punch my face hard. DAMN. I have the tendency to spent money, like always... ... U nvr noe me enuff. I can even spent alot while strolling in a supermart! HOW SCARY RITE! Tt leads to y mummy refrain so much for bringing me with her to e market, supermart. )=

I dunnoe y, but i always got the thinking tt i would need to use this thing, that thang.. in e near future.. which never really happened. It always appear that i chunk it aside and forgot all abt its existence.

WELL, I SERIOUSLY NEED TO ELIMINATE TOTALLY OF THESE.

Okay, what i have got in my cart today?

1. Long Chain Necklace (which was damage during the struggle with BF, now he had to fix it back for me, dun worry.. hes pretty good at that =P) --- $8
2. ABC Alphabets Sticker (I bought it to do some cards & for deco purposes) --- $6.50
3. Denim high waisted Shorts (sooo in love with it) --- $16

TOTAL DAMAGE: $30.50

Well, tt was still not a very HUGE damage. Cos most items sold at flea were rather reasonable.

Something unpleasant happend tt got me wondering why we are so down-luck to always have one side of good neighbours and one side definitely have to be nasty neighbours. RATHER AN INCONSIDERATE ONE!!! For, they attempt to put their rack slanted, taking 50% of the space we wanted to place our racks. Luckily, the other side neighbours were kind enuff to shift their tables abit which give us adequate space.

And.. i tot maybe they did not do it on purpose.

But.. i was wrong. The drama saga started again. When we are fixing our rack, one of them said to another, "Becareful of their rack, its doesn't seem stable and it might topple and hit ours anytime". Like what the hell ritEE? (We haven even complete e whole thing, of cos not stable duh!)Forget it, din wan to create a scene ther. Tolerance at 100%. FUCK.

Then, at some point of time.. i was alone tendering the stall when weijian and eve went to buy lunch. Major crowd during that period too. GAWT. a little out of control when i attempt to find change in my float and realize all are left with 50's bucks. Tried to change with the neighbours on our left, and they did not have it. Out of no choice, i askd e one on the right (the nasty one), and the mum din even ask her daughters and she answered me with a firm NO. Fine, 4get it. Luckily, the ohsogolly owner opposite was kind enuff to spare me even she said she din have enuff.

Mei mei came to support too. Thanks babe.

Heeee.. baby came to surprise me as well. Oh my, really din expect your coming. <3 align="center">I know my fringe is gedding long, but im keeping it! No more bangs for me. =P

Me & jian bro.. taken @ bugis lift.

Had steamboat @ liang seah st after that. HAHA, YUMMY. Weijian cuilinary skills was quite good eh? He went to fry vegetables, mushrooms, squid on the BBQ area. Nice!

I managed to snap a photo of wj's work. LOOK AT THAT. The chilli pepper chicken! YUMMS, im salivating just by looking at it. HAHA.

Eve got upset stomach midway, oh dear.. gues the food aint clean enuff? So guys, if you all happend to go for steamboat, remember to have the food FULLY cooked b4 consuming yar?

Okay.. Time to hit e sack. NITE PPLE. Im dreaming of christmas alr.

The christmas tree, how beautiful rite? Bells, carols, santa... ... PRESENTS.. wahahaha.

Silent Mode

2009-11-24T13:46:00.005+08:00

Last last saturday, the royce dark chocolate surprise, im kinda of touched, really! Din expect that. HAaa, u actually went to buy the dark chocolate for me when i said i love it. <3 Thanks.

I miss my honeybean. =Pp.

He went for outfield camp. )))=

3days seems so far to me. Like years? hahaha

My phone don't buzz at all, tts how empty it is... No calls, no texts, no nothing.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................. beann.. did u hear me?

Hurry back! )=

Till then.

#11: THE UPSCALE & SALES #1

2009-11-12T15:10:00.002+08:00

One and a 1/2 weeks had passed and im still collating orders for MADISON ANNE PLAYSUIT BACKORDER. Thanks to our supporters & celestina for the adverts, im grateful. Indeed, ive opened 2 backorders for the stated item. Still in e midst of deciding if we shld open BO #3 for that cos thers still pple asking for it.

In the meantime, please wait for our good news ya? Those who did not managed to lay their hands on madison anne playsuit, dun be rather disheartened ya?

I always believe good things will always come.

AND NOW... ...

we've launched our collection 11, the upscale and a mini sales post.

Wedges are on PRE-ORDER! =D

do not miss it again ya? HAPPY SHOPPING!

http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

A speech of mine after so long..

2009-11-06T14:49:00.000+08:00

Hi world!

Im back again after 1022493285 things had been completed, and thers stil a couple of new tasks coming in. Yes, thats just my fucking endless cycle.

I wanted to key in the TRIPLE WWW and hit the blogger url, but many a times i just relented to that idea. Its not just plain laziness all the time, its just that you got no more enthusiasm to blog about certain sexciting happenings when the time and date of it was ages ago. Ged wad i meant? Gedddit Ged! =D When i happen to have some exploding news that i cant wait to share to my friends.... the 1st friend i told e news to, he/she would feel extremely sexcited like me, but the 2nd and 3rd and so forth, it gets more and more monotonous tt i dun even want to tell the 4th person. WAHA, it applies to everyone i guess. Repeating just makes me sick, like extremely sicked-out. Aww... ...

Im just being PLAIN JANE this few weeks. Nothing outta e box really happens but hanging out with e usual bunch is enuff to draw a smile across my face.

Those who know me, they wun want to ask me what im busy with cos they noe for sure their answer would hit the jackpot. Yes, my blogshop. -.-

Im feeling kinda of worn-out, like totally that at some point of time, i literally thought of giving up. But i will never do that, dun worry. (= No matter what, i really see our efforts in there and the fruits of our hard labour is slowly surfacing, well and im really happy.. seeing it grow.

But some point of time, its really hard to balance work and my business, lump together. Im still trying to strike a balance in between.

Oh god, let down those rope and lend me a hand.. pull me abit. -.-

The lack of sleep resulting in dark circles and puffy eyes. sighs. Makes me look so haggard. Hate it.

Im so sorry if i neglected you, my dear friends. I hope u guys understand. Its not out of intention to not reply sms-es and all okay? Please please, pardon me.

i'l try my best to do meetups as often when im free. DECEMBER i might be abit more free, do date me yaR?

#10: Pumkins & codywebs to your halloween!

2009-10-24T16:40:00.005+08:00

Lovelies, Halloween is around the corner, aint it?

Im already feeling so excited. Frigging looking upon the arrival of the festive and we could all drown ourselves in bowls of pipping hot pumpkin soup! YUMS. Maybe casts some spell in a room full of spiders, lizards, mice and a hot boiling pot, with a thick ancient spell book infront of you huh? CASTING SOME SPELL, like a witchhh..

Wahahhaa, im fantasizing way too much..

I missed cartoons.. they always present halloween in this kinda of scenario. Ya, thus, in my memory of halloween, i always think of all THESE. Haaa.

Anyway, #10 will be up by monday, time to be confirm.

For this season, in collaboration with e halloween festive, mostly black colors... *BLACK LOVERS, take note ya?

Im a BLACK LOVER TOO! the color which is so versatile like always.

Some of the sample pieces.

=D

2009-10-24T09:09:00.003+08:00

A random picture of us.

Same outfit for that day...

Rocher Beancurd, Scissors cut curry rice.. YUMS!

Stroll from douby gaut to bugis and bugis to city hall. (=

I enjoyed the day. =D

Color-less

2009-10-21T16:40:00.004+08:00

Little sleep, lotsa whining..

The tossing and turning sets to further heavy headache today. Having high fever, walking like a snake, throat ripping off like nobody's business. I CANT seriously get better.

I am feeling damn lousy now.

Do not attempt to cross the line, for im in rather foul mood.

Cold on the outside, warm and hot in the inside, damn.. its driving me nuts.

I took mc for today! )= sighs, how i wished i could be present for work rather than staying home, simply bore me into a corner.

Went to see doctor early in e morning and the doc said my illness is catergorized as INFLUENZA. 2 days mc! Even more depressed! Means i gonna stay home for 2days. FUCK!

1st time i had to take so many medicines. JEZ.

Din ate much today.. everything taste so bland, even worst than plain water.

Im kinda of energy-strapped. Even changing of clothes was a chore.

Im feeling so terrible, from head to toe.

Hope i'l get a speedy recovery, if not wkends will be wasted.

PS: Im currently listening to jason walker - down. Im so so addicted to it. My current favourite. =D

With Love,
K.

None of your business.

2009-10-18T15:23:00.003+08:00

I hate it when pple attempt to show concern on e surface, and u noe wad? in fact, they just wanna dig news from u cos curious thang kinda of struck them somehow.

I would appreciate it if the concern comes right from their heart and not all those pretendious act. It makes everything turn so FAKE, if u ged what i meant..

I dunno how many times do i haf to repeat and it IS GETTING ME ON MY NERVES.

Im really fine and thers no need for anyone to make it a big hoo-haa cos in fact everyone is fine. We are both fine. Just felt this is the best solution now, for us.

You arent me, or us, if u dunnoe much, it will be good to just shut up instead of blabbering all sorta of nonsense behind my back. For your info, its getting irritating.

It does not affect my life in any way so ure just wasting ur time away. Put ur energy into something more productive rather than poking into other pple's life.

Thanks.

Its just too late.

2009-10-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

Please just don't ask..

it ended.

I can just say ive put in my best efforts..

e sunflower did made me better..

But its all too late.

I felt much lighter now.. just seems like a ive put down a heavy sack.

Well, im fine.. i really am.
thanks for all your concern.

New Hair

2009-10-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

I finally trim off my thick fugly hair and my bangs.

I love my new hair, do you?

Dismays, Disputes & Quarrels

2009-10-04T18:46:00.004+08:00

Plan to ECP was cancelled.

We went town shopping instead. Din get anything tho, only window-shopping.

Couple of things tt realli pissed me off.

- meeting customer matter

- herbal tea issue

- waiting for more than 30mins for my meal

- some internal conflict

Leading to some dismay, disputes and quarrel in between.

Okay, i seriously hope i did enlighten you abit. Please think through the series of things ive said. I dun wish to REPEAT a 2nd time.

Dinner @ this jap restaurant, at taka. Food was not bad, but recalling back abt e close to 40mins waiting time for food, im having a 2nd thought if i were to step in again. )=

On the bus back, watching Ninja warriors on TVmobile, was rather amusing i find. LOLS. Those muscular men trying to finish those obstacles and they look kinda retarded. HAHA. Girls can go further than them?? Whats has that got to show? Those men got physical substance not put to good use.. haha.

Acc him back to collect something b4 he head to his granny's place.

PS: Glad tt ur granny is fine now. (:
PPS: I hope u will keep your promises in future.

Random note

2009-10-03T13:22:00.006+08:00

I love the boyfriend. <3

Some delayed photos.

Marina Barrage last sunday. Went to celebrate his birthday.

Oh, im so gonna get a kitE! *anyone noes anywhere tt sells cheap kitessS? :D

BF made me do e jump shot. oh my. my messy hair and retarded pose.

I made him remove the candles from the cake using his mouth. Wahahaa.

Heading to ECP now. Wkend is love. Teehee!

CONGRATS

2009-09-20T22:27:00.005+08:00

Im attending my bff's, xuan's engagement, YES.. TODAY! *screams excitement*

Oh dear, come to think abt it, i have lots of things undone. The bushy unkept eyebrows just pissed me further. Went to trim @ jean yip the very day. Yes, im just that LAST MINUTE. geez.

Meet joel @ 2.30 and off we head to the event, held at botanical gardens.

Was sucha a grand one, a total of 168 couples were present, all beautifully polished to look their best. Some couples were pretty young tho. =/

Seriously, wads e trend turning into, thers this couple is wearing gowns and suits which is in extremely incompatible colours. Maroon & light green. And yellow flower bouquet. See wad im trying to highlight right? haha. =x

Time-check and it was 4.15sharp when e whole solemnization process finally begins. =D

I'm so excited that i wanna connect to the triple WWW and blog about it but theres no wireless there and what shld i do? Fret not, I have Singtel Broadband on mobile youth plan.

Wee, i can access my blogger site. Thats so exciting!!!=x

*btw, photos are taken using my phone camera and uploaded to the internet via broadband on mobile. Fast upload & post to my blog. How freaking cool is that rite?

HAHA, enjoy! Accessing the net had never been as easy as this.. HAA.

CONGRATS TO THE NEWLYWEDS. Being the prettiest on e impt day. Both of u look great here. (x

Girl, I hope for the long life journey to be filled with more and more happiness. u have all my blessings. Im really happy for you.. really. (=

(its just that easy connecting to the internet using your mobile! all u nid to do is just to insert the sim card given to you into the phone and TADANG. . its CONNECTED!)

'Live Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan'

Jovial Mood

2009-09-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

Its been really long i haven been this happy! =D

e day before, Jackson came to fetch me and we went cathay for movie.

Bought tickets for Bloodties @ 1.40am.

No more shows at tt timing, so no choice, we watchd bloodties.

Was still early and we went to farrer road for MACDONALDS! BOOHOO, thers no more shaker fries. )=

Anyway, it was a Dumb show, horror? U must be laughing my socks off. Not a single ghosts at all and they claim it was a horror movie. *rolled eyes*

DUN WATCH, A FRREAKING WASTE OF MONEY!

On e way to pick up e car, jackson scare me from behind and well, i kinda freak out! Thanks ah... =O

Was too slpy tt i slpt like a dead log on e journey back home.

Homed only @ 4ish.

Advertorial - Singtel Broadband on mobile youth plan

2009-09-13T18:51:00.009+08:00

Whats the hype thing currently?

FACEBOOK?
TWITTER-ing?
MSN?

Yes, now u can keep yourself CONNECTED.. .. ..

CONNECTED WITH E TRIPLE WWW, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME.

Still unaware of what im toking abt? U seriously need to update yourself! haha.

Okay, im going to introduce to you guys, the current fantastic thing tt i got myself totally obsessed with.

Last week, singtel called me up to go collect Broadband trial kit from them and they even requested me to do an advertorial for them. Ive agreed on that and here i am, im going to show you the IN-thing tt got me all obsessed!

YES, its none other than..

the SINGTEL BROADBAND ON MOBILE YOUTH PLAN!

Its totally awesome to begin with. Lagginess no moree! Wee, i totally HATE SLOW COMPUTERS FOR ANY REASON. It just get me on my nerves, do u feel e same way? I bet so eh?

Theres alot of things u can do with broadband on mobile youth plan. Well, basically 2 basic functions.

First, Use it for your com, laptops internet usage.

Second, Remove the sim card attached to it and insert into your mobile. TA DANG! Your mobile is connected to the triple WWW. How cool is that? I need no more further explaination, isnt it?

With this plan, ure able to surf on your mobile at superior broadband speed! Facebook, twitter, check emails, msn to your hearts content! You only pay a fixed amount for subscription every month. $17.40 with a 40% off!!! Comparing to using GPRS? which is cheaper? Ive experience using GPRS to surf the TRIPLE WWW for just a short while and my phone bills nearly exploded. POOF!
Take e smarter way, broadband mobile youth plan.

Okay, lemme show you whats in e package and how the sleek portable look like.

Had it grab ur attention yet? YES? NO?

The modem is so sleek and portable tt u can carry almost anywhere u go...

WHATS MORE?

By subscribing to this plan, you can relax and surf the internet whenever and wherever you am, be it watching videos on Youtube, checking for movie time slots, using search engine to find information on projects, chit chatting with friends on MSN, twitter-ing and BLAH BLAH BLAH! Equipped with HSDPA downlink up to 7.2Mbps!!

WIFI NO MORE MAN, u dun frigging have to hunt for places with wireless@sg anymore, how convenient is that?

Not only that, you’ll gonna love it if you have a laptop! Because all you need to do is just to slot e modem into your laptop usb port to enjoy the seamless wireless network access! COOL RIGHT? A PLUG AND PLAY FUNCTION?

This wireless network access is not only fast and stable, it is not bounded by any school firewall. So students, u can use it for certain games which is banned by firewall in school. Imagine Maple-ing, world-craft-ing... IN SCHOOL! =D

It still has a slot for SD CARD. =D

Whats more, now you can download a 1MB MP3 file in 5 secs!! ZOMG.

IM ALREADY GETTING EXCITED, ARE U FEELING THE SAME?

It is an exclusive offer to students and NSFs only!

Students and NSFs out there! Do not miss this great offer. Working adults out there, do not be dishearten! If you have got siblings who fit the criteria, can ask dem to sign up and you can all enjoy e priviledge together. Isnt it GREAT sharing e best with ur love ones?

Use your mobile phone like never before.
It’s 3.5G now!

Don't wait further, keep ur fingers sticky now.

Simply log on to www.singtel.com/youth to find out more details about this exclusive offer! Oh yeah, you get a chance to win F1 tickets worth $596 each, and there are 4 pairs available to be won! xD

Im already addicted to surfing at superior speed.

I bet u'l love it like i do.

'Live Online Anywhere with Singtel Broadband on Mobile Youth Plan'

TONSILS is ripping my throat

2009-09-08T19:07:00.001+08:00

Woke up ard 1plus midnight to find myself in bad shape, in fact my whole body is aching real badly.

And i look reddy, body feels hot with all the sweats.

Felt really uneasy tt i got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Rinsed my mouth and damn, its friggin painful.. It was after then did i realize theres 2 enormous tonsils growing in my throat..ARGHhhhh.

Stinging effect, unbearable.

I know im definitely unfit to be present for work today, hence i went on texting fiona to apply for mc.

Stayd home whole day, with a ripping throat, feverish head, and tired eyes + headache, i seriously dun feel good.

Went out to see a doc in e late, bought myself herbal tea, finish in a shot.

Light dinner i had...Mushroom potage soup + corn, i aint got appetite for anything else.

Sighs, i hope i would recover soon.

A belated 22nd for my dearest girl.

2009-08-27T11:15:00.002+08:00

A belated 22nd for my dearest girl.

One rochestor.

27 aug 2009.

I made her a photo book which compiles all our photos. (:

it was e first time i made things like this... and she was touched.

Hope u did enjoyed the v simple dinner! (:

PS: MEET UP OFTEN, will u?

Repetition just irks me off.

2009-08-25T21:51:00.004+08:00

I posted earlier on for this post, and the ie shut down unexpectedly, resulting in an unsaved post and i had to blog all over again, AND TT RILLY SHUCKS.

If you happend to know me, you'l noe wad i would do...

Shut down the whole blogger site and carrying on with my OTHER stuffs...

eventually, this post would be pushed far behind and reblog again in another donkey periods..

LIKE NOW!

Spells gloom, love it or not, i hate repeating for anything or infact everything, including blogging.

The number of times u repeat, every single time you repeat, the same phrase or idea might not be even there already, in other words, the true meaning of the entire thing is LOST, like 50%.

Like when the first time i wanna blog abt certain thing is written that way and u erase every single thing and requested me to reblog, it would be shorter, uneventful, mudane... as most part of it had slipped off my mind, i cant recall e exact sequence.

Dunch u think its unneccessary to perform too much of a repetition cycle in life sometimes?

Therefore, i re-emphasize... once again, I DETEST REPEATING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. It totally applies to toking to pple. For some stupid reason, i had to keep repeating myself for good when i was toking to pple when they did not pay attention to the message i said (EVEN saying so fucking loud and clear) and requested a repeat. Its not a repeat for the 2nd time but a 3rd time! Seriously, wads wrong with pple nowadays? I rilly do not know.

Okay, enuff of that. If you know what i dislike, den please fucking stop doing it on impulse, it do give me a pissed for your info.

NATIONAL DAY POST which was.. like ZOMG weeks ago and im only blogging it NOW. If you din get my earlier msg on wad happend, please refer to top~ (:

Went swimming @ pioneer complex with eve and weijian.

Im starting to adore swimming as a hobby, for i really do get a kicking stretch on my muscles as compared to gyming, i dun feel the pinch there. I get less exhausted gyming. What does that show? Less calories burnt right? HAHA.

OKAY, i swam a total of 10laps which im turnd me into a gleeful pixie. *jumping ard in joy*

Some of the craziness we had after our swim.

CARRYING MR.TAN's backpack suddenly revived my youthful days. I lookd like 16 year old girl all out a sudden. LOL.

IM heading out.

xoxo.

Untolerable Heat.

2009-08-23T10:50:00.004+08:00

The long overdued!

Scorching sun, grr.. had our photoshoot for our #4 part 2 @ cck park. I think im hitting a heatstroke very well, very soon.

I HATE THE SUN.

For... it makes me darker..

I want some more SATO pills. wahahaha.

Some photos we took out of fun.

And.. at nite, we went bugis for dinner!

CRYSTAL JJADE. this time.. it was too full for all of us. I guess we need to reflect abit, haha.. order a tad too much. ;p

The chix claws doesn't appear to be tat tasty anymore, wonder why.. like seriously?

HEY, just enjoy the photos ya? we din took alot.

Anyway, the studded jacket that im wearing is one of the fantastic buy that day. Available @ cloveavenue! (; *the michael jackson style, love it man

monotone

2009-08-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

Effing boring were my blog entries. Unfrequent updates, yadahh, yadahh. I noe im gedding a tad too lazy, but i seriously ain't got much time for this.

Frankly speaking, 24hrs a day is really NOT ENUFF for me, and i meant my phrase like totally. I give it all up...

Much things had been bothering me, im gathering my brain cells to solve a couple of them but to no avail. FUCKTARD. Tell me, how should i get better?

when... ...

my studies hadden even move a step closer...
im financially handicapped (i dun save a single bit of cash, yes, im tat hopeless)
my spendings overwrite the amt i save.. .. by alot.. not a bit.
vexed about my work shiat..
love life is pretty empty..
buddy drifted away (if only he noes he matters to me)..well, its unimportant mentioning it at all. it doesnt apply the same feeling to him anyway, maybe the existence of a buddy like me doesnt even matter..
relationship with dad seems to be on the downside.. getting worse.
i felt aimless
career goal seems to be messy, i dunno wad i really want.

and with all the above troubling me,

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HAPPIER?

i somehow missed...
talking to someone till late nite..
receiving stalks of roses and sunflowers..(For it really do make me happy)
shopping therapy..
bickering with someone..
doing silly things and laugh upon my own mistake
incoming phonecalls or messages

and so on...

my phone is getting really quiet.. its EXTREMELY silent that i literally feel like cancelling the line away, cos i had always tot hp is becoming more and more redundant, perhaps in my case only?

Repeating the same old routine everyday..

3/4 of the day spent in e office, so fatique i am that i dun feel like committing myself to any after-work activities.

I needa time of my own, i noe thers a need for me to sort out my own life. I needa plan ahead, for the long run. Thers goals i want to achieve, things i really want to do, one of which... is dancing! =D

Speaking of which, i really wish to enrol myself in the dance classes offered by O'school. Its really a cool funky dance school to begin your dance lessons with. (;

One of the happiest thing, my lil baby cloveavenue is picking up well, im happy.. really. Finally, after the many stressful and tedious backstage job.. (you never noe how much hardwork we put in, disagreements here and there, quarrels we had.. im seeing some accomplishments now. Tats a good sign. Everything in fact, is slowly moving in my favor, i need to grip on to it, the pace is speeding up.

Im grateful to all our supporters, THanks! (:

On another note, im glad ive sculpt myself to become a better person, for my perseverance for something really amazed me (if u noe what i meant, its definitely nothing to do with my blogshop, something more personal)

I WANT TO PAINT MY NAILS! (okay, im gedding a lil random but hey, its been sucha long time my nails are naked and its in pretty bad condition. Poof... I WANT SOME SOLID COLOURS PAINTED....)

PS: IM GETTING ADDICTED TO SHAKER FRIES, all becos of EVE NEO! @_@, how are u gonna compensate for the many kgs of fat gained on me? wahahha

ONE LAST TING B4 I DISAPPEAR, cloveavenue is updated with #COLLECTION FIVE!

please drop by kae? http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

friends, do me a favor if you all can alrite? My flea is held on the 22nd, please try to make it available for us can? If you all can, try to multiply guests by sending them the invitation in facebook.

Thanks, your help is greatly appreciated!

Okay, im going to bed now!

update tmr, i'l post pictures for last week swimming, eve's hse stayover and dbl o on the saturday. its late now and my lids are twitching.

FATAL to be

2009-08-03T21:52:00.001+08:00

Ytd photoshoot was a success. Haa, glad everything went smoothly. We were more confident now in giving instructions on different ways of posing as well as the different stages, like what clothings come first and next. Yes, we were kinda of organized this time round. HEY, thats wad makes the saying isnt it? Practice makes perfect. When chances come by more, ur stage is already firm and things would then not topple upside down.

Right, we got a 180degrees change i guess? Changed our model, as well as engaging a new photographer. (;

Denise had agreed to be our permanent model, and lay yee our photographer. We even prepared a contract for signage by the model. HA, dam excited and happy. Things are starting to surface up, on the good side i meant definitely. (:

IM GETTING A HEATSTROKE FOR REAL. DAM SUN.

But still, i had loads of fun with the bunch. Major fun in the sun, infront of the camera. HAHA.

Photoshoot finally ended like 1ish. Gd job girls, im already looking forward to the next! =D

Lunch @ Sakae sushi, our treat. Dam full can? But one thing really pissed me off a fair bit. THE SEATS. SQUEEZY SEATS, its superly uncomfortable that i kinda of lose my appetite, maybe cos im sickd too. )=

Denise and lay yee went off and i head over to eve's place. Lionel came early cos his driving instruction put aeroplane on him, waha.. ended up he got nothin to do. Supposedly, mahjong session was at 5pm. But we started after joel came.

They had chicken rice for dinner and i shared shaker fries with eve.

MAHJONG! DAM, can dun ask me abt that? My luck was super super good on the 1st few rounds, cant believe my eyes too. Tiles were good, and whatever i want, i could get it from the deck! how lucky i am rite? But Luck slipped off later and i lost $6 in total. )= Joel and eve won the game, $6 each. sighs.

Im so gonna win on my next game. HAHA.

Show u some of our photoshoot pics. when i upload k..

Do stay tune to our Collection 4 OKAY! Summer Lavien Boulevard!

Sicked - 3 ulcers in a row!

2009-08-01T08:28:00.000+08:00

Woke up to realize that my mouth is in bad shape! )=

Tried opening my mouth but my effort seems to be redundant somehow. It hurts like hell. Ive got 3 new foes, 3 enormous gigantic ulcers grown within my mouth, can barely even open, let only drinking water and hot soup, i just dun feel like eating anything now. Sighs. Sets me to a rather gloomy mood, poof. Dun disturb me this few days and dun tell me i din warn u if i start turning cranky. Swallowing my saliva can be torturous too, can u imagine...? i literally dun feel like talking at a bit.

Where are my smart ulcers grown? They are indeed clever bacteria huh? For they choose the nicest spot! Or was it that they know me too well that they spot my weaknesses too? My fatal spot man, i can just cry! One on the interior of the upper lip, 2nd one on my tongue and the last one on my lower gums. BOOHOO! Its dam painful tt i totally lost my appetite on any food, even my favourite food doesnt seem tt appealing to me now.=(

It stings real badly when it get in contact with any form of liquid. Any form!!!

Sighs. moody -> moodless =S

To add on to the already miserable pile, aunty agony is here to visit! Just at a very wrong timing. Double sighs.

Went to try salt rubbing this morning since i heard it cures ulcerS? Frigging painful i tell u, saliva kept dripping and it stung real badly. BOOHOO.

Did my jog this evening, suppose to jog in the morning ... ZzZ.. yeah, i kept procrastinating and it became evening already when i finally change to my jogging suit.

Came home with a bad headache and i popped 2 panadols down. Down with slight fever. Hais.

Went eve's place to do our business stuffs and homed only near 12am.

Gonna sleep earlyyyy.. having photoshoot tmr.

STAY TUNED for collection 4! (=

Moolahs!

2009-07-27T16:12:00.003+08:00

Finally, ive collected my nuffnang cheque! moolahs!!!=D ELATED....! money makes me happy!!! WEETS!

Wahhh, Kinta road is really quite hard to find, its just a small lane down. Somewhere in farrer road. =S

Torturous yet worth it

2009-07-26T22:37:00.003+08:00

Today was sucha frigging hot day, concrete all dried and heated up, dam.. i just need to go for a swim, really. My mind's already drifted upon the scene where i wore my red speedo swimsuit, goggles down and standing near the ledge of the pool, about to dive in anytime. Woo~~ No more further thoughts. SWIMMING would be my plan, tt is it.

Meet lixiang at pionneer mrt and we headed to pioneer complex for our swim. Even at 5'oclock, the scorching sun is still hanging right there, shooting its rays at us, oh dear, im getting a heatstroke man, if this kinda of weather continues. DAM.

Swam a total of 6-7 laps, xiang swam 10 laps. Woo, a pat on our shoulders huh? We ought to be satisfied at our efforts. I will continue my exercise regime next week. Im seriously getting fat.

Dinner @ 8 plus and we chatted till 11plus before heading home. Long chat we had tt we literally forget abt the time. =D

This time, im all set to slim down, no one, and i seriously meant NO ONE can be there to hinder my route to my desired goal this time. For im determined, dun believe, u can try me.

PS: xiang, we'll meet again for our swim. (:

Roaming ard for presents

2009-07-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

Glad that blogger is back to normal.

OKAYEOKAY! I know, jasmine's bdae party entry post!

IM real delayed.

Let me just recall abit abt last week.

Friday.. 24th july. - Met up with lixiang at taka to shop for jasmine's present. They initially had in mind to get a key chain. And after some browsing, i suggested to get a LV coin purse for her, in the damier design cos i thought it would match her neverfull and it seems more practical. Hope she likes it. (:

Saturday - Attending jasmine's soiree. =D

Look at her birthday cake, it was really an elegant one.

Happy 21st girl, hope u had the greatest day ever, being the prettiest on ur most impt day. Stay pretty always ya? Smile more and put aside all your worries, set them at ease, and tts the key to your youth. (:

Me and lixiang.

me, gina and xiang.

me and zi Errr.. Zheng wei

with e guys, my god. i look fat here. );

The girls. Jasmine in white. =D

WRONG, maybe i am, maybe ure. u'l never noe.

2009-07-25T09:08:00.003+08:00

Whats wrong with blogger.. ?fucking pissed...For i cant see my previous posting box.

Whats wrong with dad.. ? For he attempt to chase me outta the house..

Whats wrong with HIM? For he scolded a 'FUCK' right in my face, i had no idea y he cant get the message i said, even tho i had told him so fucking clearly. I HATE PPLE scolding me 'FUCK' or vulgarities, it just showed you had no respect for me AT ALL.

Whats wrong with e world, like seriously?

WHATS WRONG?

Its just too late

2009-07-23T23:50:00.004+08:00

Im goddam pissed.
Whatever u had in u, save it and im so not gonna listen to even the slightest bit of it.
A 'FUCK' is what came outta ur mouth, and tts it.
I can no longer tolerate the shiat outta of u.
U have no regards for my existence, my presence, not even the friendship we owned.
You ruined it, my buddy, tts wad i would have to tell u.
Sit down if u haf the slightest bit of time,
reflect, and i meant really think abt it, how do u really take me as a buddy?
When im always taken for granted?
I felt rather disheartened when all i wished for is just a simple birthday celebration from you and yet, nothin is given nor celebrated for me.
I see no efforts. no efforts really.
I dun wish for anything expensive, but just by spending the day with me is good enuff, but you doesnt even seem to be bothered.
It just simply show how i really meant to you as a buddy.
Just forget it alrite? Since you said u are penniless, I took it as an answer to seal everything to a full stop.
And for other friends, u could offer your time to celebrate with them.
Its really hurting but its okay, im used to it.
I had enuff.
You seriously have no respect for girls when tt fuck word came out and its at ur wrong somemore.
What have i got to do?
Apologize for your mistakes? as what i always did? turning the fault to myself and u'l feel better?
I will never do that AGAIN.
If u cant attempt to receive my message that i transmitted, and ended up doing things in the 180degrees opposite, I have no comments for that and u totally have no right to throw tantrum at me.
You really had no right at that.

Im tired of all these nonsense, if you still care, u would.

Your buddy is emotionally hurt. Maybe it doesnt matter to you now. Maybe im just an unsignificant part of ur life all the while. Maybe....

Trapped,

2009-07-11T12:16:00.012+08:00

4 different places i went to today. LETHARGIC. and my calves are aching hard. ):

Frigging tired luh.

1st spot. went to collect our stuffs from our supplier.. Wow, i had the most wonderful bowl of handmade noodles today. Love the noodles. (: Pipping hot, YUMS!

And.. theres wireless@sg available.. at a foodcourt? How cool is that? =DDD

OHhhh. and later did i realize i was sitting a table infront of a group of dragonboaters! *screams* my type of eyecandy! opps.

In superbly high spirits today and i seriously dunno wad got into me, i kept smiling today. (=

Aftermath, we went to changi airport T3 to chill and discuss our business.. as well as collate our account statement. YEAH, TCC is where we chilled... cozy enuff to fill my appetite. Nice comfy sofa, nice foods, coffee (*caffeine to keep me AWAKE* ..slurrprpp) and best of everything, there's wireless@sg and socket made available there.

OKAY, finally settle ourselves. I got oreo raspberry drink and eve got herself a mango smoothie (which she complained it tasted horrible.. OMG -_-"). On top of that, we ordered an additional strawberry ice cream dessert.

I am so frigging pissed off with the staffs there. 'enuff said. Customer-service rating .. deemed as FAILED i would say if i were to give my judgement. Am starting to worry about the service standards of restaurants in sg.. sigh.. secret recipe is like tt, TCC is also like tt. Oh dear. =O~

U'l never want to ask me about our account statement thingy. DAMN, we had a hard timeee.. doing the credit and debit accounting entries.. i almost suffocated myself to death. Cos there's certain minor spending (like $1 or $2) ..we had to recall back on wad we actually spend on. And after a long time of screening tru the long lists of statement again and again.. in e end appear to be the tax bank charged and not our spending. Tho its somewhat valuable time spent, i think its worth. Least our account book is now tidy and straighten out. *tts a good thang*

Eve proceed to order another cup of drink, tis time.. coffee..(HIGH CLASS COFFEE) cos a small cup freaking costs $13.80. Thats daylight robbery man. I dun really fancy it tho but eve loves it. =S

our havainais!

SUNFLOWERS.. been sometime i saw it, been awhile anyone gave sunflowers to me. sigh. )=

On our way to changi village for dinner. My virgin trip there. =D We had 'gong gong', stingray, omelette, kang kong.. for dinner. YUMMSS!

Din saw any ah gua tho. Seems just like a normal neighborhood to me. Ha. Or maybe it's the wrong timing at the wrong location.

Thennnn... PooffF.. There came the extraordinary heavy downpour.. y did i say extraordinary.. cos it's super sudden.

Took bus back to pasir ris.. and theres no more train. timecheckd .. 11plus gng 12. Pooff.. its our luck, no one to blame.

Left with only 4 hrs to 1st train and we're penniless(super broke tt period), we din want to spend moolahs on cabfare.

And the ultimate solution we agreed on is DOWNTOWNEAST MAC. I knoww.. I know it's damn crazy.. Ha, lucky my laptop's with me. (; It saved us for the 4hrs of boredom. (we proceed to do our business stuffs)

Upon hearing tt we're trapped @ downtown east mac, weijian cabbed down to find us, how touched! GAN DONG EHS. He's just like a younger brother to me, very reliable! =D Thanks bro.

My batt went empty and i need to recharge tru the socket. So i asked wj to help me look after.. And... ... he dozed off.. literally shut his lids tight and SLEEPPPP.

And i had a wonderful BIG BREAKFAST! Early bird gets the most worms. hahhaa.. i'l wake up to any big breakfast, really. LOVELY!

Tata.

A New exposure

2009-07-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

Friday, something new for a fresh weekend...

Me and eve went to this gay pub at tanjong pagar after walking ard aimlessly @ town. Nothin pretty much of a change, tho i hadden been to town for a frigging long time, its still DA SAME!

Went town with eve & jessey. Wisma was our 1st spot as jessey wanted to get some laneige products for her mum anddddd.... we BUMPED into angela at the H20 counter. lolx. Got my influence, she also went to buy H20. hahaha. (: *All thanks to eve, for she's the one who reccommend me that brand... (:

hey, then to ION Louis vuitton!! I LOVE THE BOUTIQUE! its dam classy. omg. like those in america shows kind. 2 storeys. GO VISIT AND U'l noe wad im raving about...

MY dream bag costs $1950. ); sad.

December, just wait. haha.

Okay, back to topic. Aftermath, had our dinner @ xinwang.. And i bought a new pair of haivanas.. i like the color, purplish grey.. and eve gt herself a black one.

Upon seeing the shops closing one by one, boredom kinda of struck us and we decided to head over to find Wei Luo @ his workplace, this gay pub @ tanjong pagar. Oh, pls stop guessing, to clarify, our friend wei luo is 100% straight. Or rather, in fact, all staffs working there were straight, just the patrons.

Sang a few songs and we literally stoned there, boredom strucked. We were then introduced to a grp of gays, e more frequent patrons among e rest. They were a friendly bunch except that they were kind of possessive..

The conversation between us....

gay to eve & me: y u all thought of coming to gay pub anyway?

us: OH, out of curiosity? and we kinda of like the ambience, pretty cozy.. unlike the usually rowdy clubs. (and did i tell u, they are pretty well-mannered pple).

Gay: ohhhh.. but sucha a waste dunch u feel? Also none of ur share?

(damn, i really felt a pinch here)

us: ehhhh... (speechless)

Gay: u all like winn(wei luo) izzit?

us: no, friends only.. y?

gay: (show his actions somemore, warning us)... BETTER DUN SNATCH WITH US OKAY! (and he smiled at us)

us: ... ...

Upon that speech, we toast to them and return to our seats. LOL. see, thats wad i meant by being possessive. (in another perspective)

Its really a waste cos many of them are with assets kind. Muscular built, manly boyish look, tanned, dress well. Yeah, u will never noe any "guys" sitting beside u, ur classmates or any guys might just be a gay.. as they dun show out unless they are with their "gang".

OKAY. homed @ 1ish.

NITE PPLE.

MY BURNT POCKET! OUCH!

2009-07-09T23:31:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!!

So tired i literally slept during my diamond peel facial. DAMN IT! so comfy that i dun feel like waking a single bit.

Took train home with Cat, my facial therapists cum consulant.

These are my purchases yesterday, freaking costs me a bomb. Blasts off my whole wallet of cash. GAWT )=

I really must SAVE money next month, i promise!

Collagen is for eve, hope she like it. (:

PS: Preeps, if u are interested in trying the diamond peel from SKIN INC, pls leave me a comment, i have great deals for you! (:

LAZING AROUND.

2009-07-09T17:02:00.004+08:00

Im on leave today, @ home.

*if u noe the reason y, good and well if u dunnoe, im not going to say and let it just be this way, it'l be good enuff.

Went Fabulous Tan for arms waxing on tues. Eve mentioned that she saw elvin ng that day. Sucha waste.. i missed it, cos when im done with my waxing, he's alr inside doing his tann. And now, i have to listen to how eve raves about him.. Aww, wasted!

Im loving the new aloe vera waxing, abrasion reduced to a minimum and it's easier to apply & remove. (: PLUS PLUSsss.. its way smoother.

Anyway, Eve called me up this noon and i was wondering y? Later did i realize then that i had won the NUFFNANG Singtel Blogging Contest, consolation prize! $50 cash.. MOOLAHS! WEeeEe! *Jumping in joy*

This is the very 1st time i participated in contests like this and never did i expect my permalink would appear in the results board. Extremely ELATED! =D

OKAY, im going for my skin inc treatment now, appointment @ 7pm. Gonna collect my 4 bottles of serum later. (:

PS: So Sorry angela&sharon, i'l give it a miss to the Bintan trip tis time round. You girls enjoy ya? Me and eve cant make it cos we're saving for our Bangkok trip on coming OCT. My apologies. NEXT YEAR KAE? TAIWAN! =DDD

Cliques' NightsOut!

2009-07-05T09:34:00.008+08:00

Freaking happy tis 2 weeks, for i had been meeting my polymates one week after another. (: How i wish that we could meet every once a month, tt'l be good. And there is an IF in that phrase if u noe wad im toking abt.. waha.. cos its extremely difficult to get everyone present in once a while meetup, let alone to even say meet monthly. I wouldnt even want to imagine that.

Anyway, we had dinner @ essential brews. (: Think tis is e 3rd time im there and i kinda of like e place cos it's quite cozy inside, suitable for gatherings. BUT BUTTT, ytd make it impossible.. rather disturbed by a group of people behind us. They were practically toking and laughing like nobody business, EXTREMELY LOUD, and i seriously meant AMPLIFIED. Out of no choice, we went mykii to chill. Nice place, white layout and the warm lighting, simply gives a cleancut yet graceful feel.

Cabbed home tgt with jasmine ard 11ish.

PS: Joanna, pls present ur existence ya, next gathering! =D

The Chic Classic Definition

2009-06-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

And... Finally, the long awaited.

Our collection 3 is up!

Do support ya?

http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

Few pieces off each design, so no hesitation, act fast or its gone!

Catch you guys there! (:

Love,
Karen

YAWNS TO A FLAKY MORNING!

2009-06-29T13:17:00.005+08:00

Been longgg since i ate a decent breakfast. Usually when im working, i dun take my breakfast on a regular basis. And today im on leave, due to the nutcase aunty agony visit, menses cramps were here to stay, i hope not for long man. Dam, moodswing.

And whenever im home, i always thought of whipping up something, ha.. the pans and pots definitely love to have my fingerprints embedded.. on dem.. lol! OKAY, WADS in for today? CEREALS in a bowl of cold milk for breakfast simply kick start my morning. GD healthy start. LOVE it.

Ha, i might just start this cereal breakfast habit in office anytime soon. TEEHEE!

Anddd.. did up some scrambled eggs for brother today. Was not bad.

PS: i hav a hearty breakfast. =D

Its becos of people like you! (;

2009-06-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

Was in a messy rush today. Lots of programs on today. A little suffocated i am..

First, rush to eve's place to do some business stuffs.

Then, i had to run off to a gather with my girls & guys @ THE CATHAY. We're having dinner there @ this freaking long queue restaurant which sadly to say, the name of the restaurant just happend to slip off my mind. Some steak restaurant at the 4th floor, ha, thats prolly wad i could remember.

Ha, cam-whoring after dinner and then the rest went off, leaving gina, me and jan. Hurried to TCC to get a cake for buddy and rushd off to buddy's place.

Reachd ard 10ish and luckily he aint gaming. (HA, if not he'l take forever to open the door).

Watched movie which ended up with me dosing off. LOL, guess i was just too tired due to the photoshoot ytd.

Sunday. Joined buddy's family for dinner and it was great. Enjoyd it. This is the kind of family life i adore. Funny conversations which sets a warm atmosphere. Was rather pleasant dinner. ((:

ANYWAY, photos were in alr. HAPPY. now abit of editing and it will be posted tonite. =D

IM FREAKING EXCITEDD ALREADY, ARE U?

Rest in peace, forever in our remembrance.

2009-06-27T11:31:00.004+08:00

Tho im not a BIG fan of michael jackson, still.. i would like to pay tribute to him and his family. He one of the many singers that i can say is really a successful one. From what i see over the years, i had always think and feel that he's not a happy person, and that his route to what he is today din come by easy. Lots of struggle, hardwork. I still remember how he got real popular by his MOONWALK. LOL, and the ZOMBIE song.

Michael jackson, R.I.P!

Hope they would stay strong and get over this tough period.

'You're gone, away from the universe, but never will your music be forgotton, for it will stay right here in our souls. '

Godbless.

With lots of love,
Karen

DELAY JB POST!

2009-06-27T10:57:00.008+08:00

PREEPS!

An entry i missed posting.. angela is grumbling for the photos. THERE U GO! =D

Last wkend, went JB with my lovely colleagues, chan, angela, xiao ding & jessey. EVELYN was supposed to come with us but last minute cannot make it. SADDED, U're not forgiven. =/ *joking luh*

OKAY, agreed to meet at 9am and GUESS WAD? everyone was frigging PUNCTUAL. Haaa, im not late this time k, which i'm kinda of proud. LOL. it's rather rare to catch me early during dates. GUILTY-stricken. Zz

Jessey was still at clementi @ 9.30am. GAWT, i knew she would forget something, and my senses were indeed accurate. She 4got her passport and head back home again. LOL.

We had K session @ neway, chan was dam funny luh, just cant stop us girls from laughing.

And b4 that, he attempted to drive sharon's car which got sharon chasing behind after him cos he almost hit the sides. LOL. hmm, reckless driver eh? Effing comical. Din buy much things, mostly bought props for my online business, see.. i think abt biz even on a holiday. Got a big red flower hairband, love it! Stockings and face shop stuffs.

TIRED, reachd sg @ 11 plus. *YAWNS*

A total of 100% satisfaction

2009-06-27T02:17:00.009+08:00

BUSY! BUSY!

Yes, freaking agree! (NOD MY HEAD with 100% assurance) For thats the four common alphabets u never fail to see when i lapsed in my blog entries and came back at a later time to update.

HAHA, FUCKING annoying rite? I am always repeating myself for a thousand million times! Dam, its getting way boring...... I NID A GETAWAY... BADLY! ):

*hope swine flu case would be subsidized by then (OCTOBER) cos im flying... outta of singapore. And it will well be a massage, eat, shop, shop eat.. YES, endless of these routines.. AWWWw, freaking tempted that my mood had already been lifted 50 levels high upon the thought of it.. Woo, im FLYING! ;p Wel, just ignored me, im a lil cranky these few days and i get super enthu that i kept disturbing my colleagues EVERY day. I think they're getting irritated. WAHA.

OKAY, its 2.24am now! YES, im a FREAK cos i stayed up for no reason, i just cant slp and ghost noes y, dam..

Back home @ 1ish. Tired day for me. Did our photoshoot today. ((((:

We finally engaged our own model. HA, happy. =D

Made 2 new fwens today, our model, Lynn and the photographer, Kai Zhi.

Thanks guys, the photoshoot was an overall success. At first i tot the atmosphere would be rather awkward but no, Lynn's personality was rather bubbly and we kinda of clicked well. HAHA. And i think our hardwork paid off.. I love the shots.

COLLECTION 3: The Chic Classic Definition - Would be up next tuesday. Lots of wonderful buys this collection, i promise! Inspired by ASOS, TOPSHOP, MISS SELFRIDGE. ITS a GRAB IT OR ITS GONE! So be sure to lock ur existence on tues yar? And wads special? BOW SATIN HEADBANDS which both of us totally adores to a fair bit, im sure u guys would be as overwhelmed as we are, no doubt it's a small collection as all of dem are limited pieces off the shelve.

I cant wait to get the photos from KAI ZHI. HAHA. (:

Side note: IM SERIOUSLY GETTING HEAVIER, GROWING HORIZONTALLY, GOD! HELPP! *eve, im not eating any nice feast with u alr, we shld not. im serious about it, im really not touching any, i will pump in extra effort to SLIM, to my previous weight, 45KG. AHHH.

DIET.din went for lunch today. COS WE ATE 1kg of CRABS ytd. dam sinful. SIGHS. But its satisfation filled OK? BIG JUICY CRABS, or shld i say it's ENORMOUS. haha.

And a sinful meal for dinner. We had prata after our shoot. JALAN KAYU PRATA... had banana prata... Ha, seriously, the shop staffs are humourous ppl, they keep talking to us non-stop, just like the radio.. that keep rumbling not stop. HAHA. Maybe he's just bored yea?LOL.

Then, Lynn drove me home. (:

NITE EVERYONE!

PS: will be having a poly gathering tmr, oh.. im freaking broke. getting poorer as the day goes by. I hope i would be financially capable one fine day, whennn would it be?Sighs.

MY LIL BIRTHDAY DELIGHTS

2009-06-19T19:11:00.006+08:00

And finally, the week had past... My birthday celebrations had ended. Tt spells y im here, cos thers ample time to do my updates b4 i go missing once again when my stocks arrive.

IM OFFICIALLY 22nd! GAWT, somehow the 'collagen' word keep flashing within my mind, i wonder y man. (maybe its signalling me that im nowhere YOUNG.. anymore.)

Im halfway tru ADULTHOOD. YES, im starting to sound frigging OLD, shiat!

OKAY, back to topic.. CELEBRATION UPDATE.

Hm.. in fact, Not much celebrations gng on. tho its a small count of the pple who really remembers my bdae, I would really like to thank u still. It really did gain a smile from me. Ha, A simple msg frm u to me is enuff to convey the message across that u still treasure me as a worthy friend, tts y u took effort to remember little things like these. Tho many among this small group FORGETS (n i meant really forgot all abt it) my bdae, its really ok, altho its disappointing. Ha, well.. Im fine. (:

Presents arent in sequential order.

1st up, #1 - Hello Kitty 2-tier drawer With music (DDAM COOL) - Given by my manager n 3 other colleadgues.

TEEHEE! Now, ive got something to organise the many rings and accessories i have. LOVE IT. (:

#2 - Hello Kitty Optical mouse given by another colleague. How sweet! She even thought of it cos of my nasty dad.. who probit me from using e com. Im dam touched.

#3 - The gold miniature Hello Kitty Mahjong Set. Given by a colleague.

Super adorable. For, the size of one tile is just the size of my thumb! MINI MINI ... ... Will definitely add to my collection. cos its too small to playyyy. haa.

#4 - On top of giving me a treat, hong bao, mummy even got me a hello kitty TOWEL! YES, my mum is the sweetest.

#5 - These were the things my dear weixuan gave me. (((: The ENORMOUS CARD! (X

With our photos in it... ...

An Anna Sui Purse...

And 2 bottles filled with candiesss!

The sugar in the candies glazed my lips. THANKIEW BABE. I HAD THE MOST SUGARFIED BDAE WITH U, yes, ure e sweetest... ... nvr fail to delight me w surprises! (:

PS: Im touched that they knows i like hello kitty stuffs, din realize they understand me so well. lolx.

P.PS: I seemed to have a lonelier and lonelier bdae as years get by, is it a part of the process of growing up? =/

Surf 24/7, Anywhere, Anytime.

2009-06-17T09:35:00.052+08:00

SINGTEL BLOGGING CONTEST

Yes, MARINA BARRAGE, the new hot place in SG.

I WANT INTERNET CONNECTION MADE AVAILABLE THERE.

WHY?

Cos its an important event i want to hold there. Throw away ideas of holding it at fort-canning, botanic gardens and all.. EVERYONE HAD DONE IT BEFORE.

Yes, something outta the box. (:

I want... I want...

YES, I WANT TO PROPOSE TO MY BOYFRIEND! Yes.. at marina barrage.

What? No, u din hear wrongly.. I mentioned a wedding proposal. ((((:

Fancy having girls proposing to guys. What is the world turning into?

Why? Wads wrong? Cant we girls make the 1st move? We're shy animals, of cos.. so with the help of internet connection, things would come by more easier and smoothly.

Lemme explain how im going to do it.

My boyfriend brought me to Singapore flyer last year... during our 3rd year anniversary and theres alot of moments shared. I want it to be engraved as beautiful memories within ourselves..

And just nice, the singapore flyer view can be seen from marina barrage. Look at the nice scenery below!! HOW BEAUTIFUL RITE. THE MANIFICENT VIEW. OH my god.

OKAY. Im going to date him on a friday nite.. at sunset timing..where the lighting is extremely right.. to chill there. (as we would definitely had our dinner by then. We always had our dinner early, yes, we're early birds.)

After our work, so both of us would definitely have our laptops. (It would be extra awkward and weird if i askd him to bring a laptop on a random day rite? Then he would start questioning me. Well. (: )

VEnue, marina barrage. I will text him to say 'something cropped up so i would be a little late.. Would be there in Whee time, soon. Love ya baby!' Then i'l send him a photo of the location of the table(Yes i would place a table and 2 chairs there) and askd him to proceed there.. (somewhere near the Centre of marina Barrage, the spot with the nicest view).

I would send him tru msn, the most important slide show file that ive created. a 10-min clip? It compiles what i wanna say and the pictures.. all nicely done in collage and album style.. telling our journey of love.

Then at the end of the clip, there will be some bold lines..

'BABY, WILL U MARRY ME?'

He would then start looking for me frantically.. looking all directions.. as what he always did. HA, then spotting me in a corner of marina barrage.. holding to my laptop as well..

I would walk closer and closer, towards his direction.. singing our favourite song... LUCKY BY JASON MRAZ N COLBIE COLLIAT. moving closer, and in the next moment, im just infront of him.

I know he would definitely sing back, for its our signature song! (:

OKAY, i like things being straightforward and i dun like dilly dally-ing.

I'l JUST SAY.. 'BABY, LETS GET MARRIED! I LOVE YOU, NOW & ALWAYS' =D BALLOONS RELEASED TO THE AIR (A TOTAL OF 99). I'll hug him really tight! And then at that moment, my friends and his would appear too. YES, a SURPRISE! ((((:

Yes, thats just my new way of proposal.

With wireless connection, nothing is impossible.

You have no reason y u shld not be CONNECTED!

Ive just tried something ive nvr tried b4. and its a big thing.

“Live Life Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan! Visit www.singtel.com/youth for details

"

durian madness!

2009-06-15T23:30:00.006+08:00

Its the durian season!!

YES!

CAN'T BELIEVED I TRUDGE BACK HOME WITH A BAG OF 5 DURIANS. I MUST B OUTTA MY MIND!

LETHARGIC,DRAINED. .

Glad my family felt my efforts... haha. Sometimes, its little things you do that made their day. (:

The durians were lousy, somehow abit watery.. argh.

SIZZLING ROCK. PSsSsS.

2009-06-12T23:17:00.005+08:00

SIZZLING ROCK with calvin. My pre-bdae celebration dinner. Thanks bud.

I had norwegian salmonnnnn.. i love salmonnnn! ANYTIME. YUMS. ;p

And he had his beef steak.

Nice chat we had. Been awhile since we last met up and its good to hear that he's attached. (:

Seems like everyone ard is attached... sighs, i just cant seem to find the right one.

Those that came to me are always not on the mutual line. Sighs. Tired, just tired.

EVE's PRE CELEBRATION

2009-06-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

Did up a small pre celebration for eve. We went SECRET RECIPE. Got her fav cake.. chocolate banana cake.

My super adorable angela. *WINKS* HAHA

EVE ordered this.. some prawns penne cream pasta i think.

And the 3 of us ordered the lunch set meal, spicy marinara. (;

A little tea party we had after our meals. Some cakes to go along. PERFECT!

I FUCKING HATE THE SERVICE THERE. we waited almost more than 1/2 an hour for our meals and.. 2 angmohs.. who arrived later.. placed orders much later.. got their meals FIRST. Dam pissed i am. Sighs, just forget it. ):

Food was not nice. I could literally just gave a FAIL for them. REALLY.

Anyhow, Hope she enjoys the meal with us. (:

PS: HAPPY 21st DEARNEO!

A SIMPLE 22nd, IM GRATEFUL.

2009-06-11T23:48:00.006+08:00

THANKS WEIXUAN. THO ITS A SIMPLE BIRTHDAY... IT HAD ALREADY FULFILLED MY SIMPLE BIRTHDAY WISH. I HAVE TO SAY THAT I TOTALLY ENJOYED IT TO THE MAX. IM TOUCHED AND GRATEFUL AT THE SAME TIME, MIXED FEELINGS I HAD WITHIN.. TEARS I HOLD BACK IN MY EYES, I COULD LITERALLY FEEL THEM COMING DOWN MY CHEEKS. STILL, A BIG BIG THANKIEW IS WHAT I WANNA SAY.

YOU ARE THE ONE THAT NVR FAILS TO REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY. WE ALWAYS CELEBRATE OUR INDIVIDUAL BIRTHDAY WITH EACH OTHER. YES, THATS WHAT BFFS ARE FOR. I SERIOUSLY HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WOULD AND WILL ALWAYS STAY THE SAME AS BEFORE. (:

LOCATION: GRAZE @ ROCHESTOR PARK.
PEOPLE PRESENT: WX, ME.
FOOD: WESTERN
AMBIENCE: HOMELY, CLASSY.

I DUN REALLY FANCY COMPLICATED CELEBRATION, JUST A SIMPLE ONE WITH THE IMPT PPLE WILL MAKE MY DAY JUST RIGHT.

THE MOST IMPT THING IS STILL THE INITIATIVE PPLE TAKE ALTHOUGH THEY ARE REALLY BUSY, TO REMEMBER IMPT DAYS LIKE THIS. ITS THE LITTLE THOUGHTS THAT COUNTS, NOT THE COSTS NOR PRESENTS.

I DUN LOOK FORWARD TO ANYTHING FURTHER, COS I GUESS PPLE JUST APPEAR TO 4GET MY BIRTHDAY. ITS ALRITE. JUST THE SMALL MINIMUM COUNT, IM GRATEFUL ENUFF.

ps: im happy, really happy today. i love ur presents, it meant a thousand meanings to me. its priceless, just like friendship, yet i could feel the effort is there.. and the message delivered. (:

THANKIEW, i had a great day.

NEXT THING IM LOOKING FORWARD TO.. 20.09.2009. MY DEAREST GIRL BIG DAY @ BOTANIC GARDEN. THE ROM CEREMONY! YOU'L HAVE ALL OF MY BLESSINGS. (: REALLY HAPPY FOR U. REALLY.

ACHING BADLY! =/

2009-06-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Arghhhh.. My whole body is aching.. real badly... hmmmmm...

Just came back from a swim with eve.

Fucking tired. Din expect swimming to be THAT TIRED as compared to gyming.. Oh my, maybe i haven swam for quite awhile and lost my stamina somehow?

Anyway, Im already looking forward to the precelebration with wx on thurs. (:

SIMPLICITY IS A VIRTUE.

2009-06-07T22:30:00.003+08:00

A LAZY sunday outing to town with dearneo.

OUTFIT: HAVANAIS, WHITE PLAIN SLOUCHY TEE, SHORTS.

Yah, im in 100% slack mode tt day. For i dun like to dress-up during lazy sundays. Im a sunday homely girl. WAHA.

WENT wisma, F21 to get our hats.. for own use as well as props for our photoshoot. Like finally, we found some decent hats we really love.

I got a rose hairband from ALDO accessories. A black one. Love it.

Got a lil tired and hungry from all the walking and we decided to pause and snack abit. Had our favourite TORI TORIS.

I HAD 4 sticks in total. 2 bacon wrapped asparagus, 1 chix skin andd 1 chix balls. Yummmyy. HAHAHA, i had my share. Now, im a happy kid. =D

Eve's hse for photoshoot. Then HK CAFE. Ha, it seems to become our frequent spot! AGREE?

The mango ice's standardd rilly did had a tremendous drop. It had mango fibres in them.. OH DEAR. YUCKS! @##%!@

HAPPIEST BUY TODAY! H2O Mattifying TONER. Isnt tt expensive as i tot. $43? Almost same price as LANEIGE and best of all, it's made of mineral ingredients.. I like the cool sensation and easy absorption during application(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BDAY 25th!

2009-06-06T04:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG YONG. (;

Hope he likes the present i got for him. I bought him a wallet. (:

Celebration was at ZIRCA + REBEL. People present... me, jessey n bf, song yong n li yan, simon and some others whom i dun really noe.

My 1st and i guess its my last time to ZIRCA. For, it sucked big time. MUSIC = LOUSY. CROWD = not of my interests. All angmohs and blacks.

Me, jessey and simon went club hopping to REBEL cos it's inter-linked. HAHA, REBEL is just my kinda of place la. Everythings right abt it. Totally loves the atmosphere. I think i kinda of enjoyed that night since it had been a long time i haven clubbed... seriously.

Dunch ask me y there's only 3 person taking pics. cos i din rilly askd the rest to take with us. haha.

HOMED @ 3 plus. Jessey bf was dead drunk. For he's reluctant to let me home unless i drank that #$@%#$ glass. I ignored and escape away. HAHAHa.

Jessey told me the next day that she fought with her bf cos her bf is really drunk and he hug the modem and vomit. DISGUSTING LUH. freaking made me laugh big time. I think they're rilly adorable. like korean drama couples.. always fighting but they're loving at the same time. ;p

SUMPTIOUS MEAL, A CHEAP ONE (:

2009-06-05T18:13:00.009+08:00

Been awhile i hadden had sucha nice decent meal. (:

I'l let the photos do the talking.

HAHA. YUM.. a lil obsessed with chicken claws since that time amanta intro to me. HAHA.

PS: AMANTA, i miss u! MEETUP SOON FOR CURRY MEE????

PPS: WEIXUAN, dun 4get our date alrite? after ur exams. Text me ya?

LITTLE MISS BUMBLEBEE

2009-06-04T15:47:00.017+08:00

YES, SELF-PROCLAIMED BUMBLEBEE. HARDWORKING... EXTREMELY HARDWORKING AND BUSY. BUSIEST I SHLD SAY! (X

Last week im pretty busy doing my month end closing.. hence the isolation from my blog.

And, did i tell u.. i actually missed blogging quite a little fair bit. HAHA.

Okay, updates for the past week.

One happy and one sad note. Which one u wanna listen to first???

GOOD NEWS! Ive just bought my skin care and i really really love it. SKIN INC!!! (:

Take a look at their classic cocktail counters. TeeHee!

Its already a rave in JAPAN. Ive started using it and i have to say i rilly do love the serum supplements. My skin is less oily now as compared to the past and more radiant. Customized solutions for different skin types.

BAD NEWS! Freaking costs me a bomb. Two small bottles, 30ml each costs me 400plus.

OMG. really a 'tai tai' brand. But anyhow, i love the packaging and im already looking forward to the skin infusion treatment. Im still using LANEIGE, as SKIN INC is just a supplement, could still use in conjuction with ur own range of skincare products.

A little unable to meet my ends cos pay haven come yet... had to scrimp and save abit. ):

AH, I WANNA BUY SKIN INC MAKEUP REMOVER AND THE 5-in one, and the sunblock. MY WISHLIST.. hahahha.. anyone?

Okay, last Sun.. Went JP with aza and eve.. We had the sudden urge to try the DIY CAKE DECORATING when we passed by the bakery and hence we gt ourselves a small one.

HAHA, and seriously, i think our cake decor sucks.. i know they'll agree with me. But its the fun out of it okay. And we requested to eat it there after decorating and the staff was kinda startled. Wahah, anyway, the cake is delicious.

I LOVE MACARONS!!

Caught the terminator salvation!

Was not bad but some of the parts were rather dry. Then we went home swt home.

Last week was a total torture. For i had no choice but to do OTs to complete my closing. DEADLINE was @ THURS. Godbless! Was at total pissed mode on thurs as driver din pass me a single thing. My invoices still not in yet. WHY? Must be no one clear file at chin bee side and driver see nothing there, he left empty-handed alr. Sighs. So angry luh. Then wads the purpose? super meaningless. Now, i had to beg angela to go down to chin bee and collect my stuffs. Owe u a meal babe!(:

Last mon, invoices nt in yet.. so no OTs.

Tues, Dempsey hill for ben&jerrys.

I LOVE BEN&JERRYS! ANYTIME.

Wed, Mustafa for late nite supper and then to sentosa to tok abit and some star-gazing.

Thurs, Aza came and he fetch jessey home and then we went to 2amdessertbar. The pattisier is kinda of cute. (:

SHAGGED & TIRED.

I need some energy boosting and replenishments. (:

PS: I HATE IT WHEN PPLE DUN REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY. IT MAKES ME UPSET. ): I WONDER WILL PPLE STILL REMEMBER TIS IMPT DAY?

SATISFACTION, all piled up. (:

2009-05-30T22:31:00.001+08:00

A gather after so long. A meet after so much incidents had happened within our own area of life.

A long long chat with some small snacks and food to go along. Absolutely perfect combination. Im already looking forward to the next, heard me guys? :D

Indeed, u guys made my day way back in poly days, and now.. u all still paint my colorless life with rainbows. Totally love u all to bits.

OKAYE, we caught each other at FISH&CO. Talking abt fish&Co, i think i haven stepped into this restaurant for quite a long time. Had some dessert as ive alr lunchd at home. Stomach was way too full to order any items from the main course tho im salivating over the fact tt i haven ate their food for long time, but well.. next time alrite?

I guess im the one who's constantly talking non-stop.. HAHA, sorry pals, mabbe thers just too much things happening in my life as compared to theirs. My apologies to have to irritate ur ears. HAHA. I REALLY FELT MUCH MUCH BETTER. THANKS GUYS. Now, i noe theres always ur shoulders there for me. And for that, im grateful. (:

My All-time FAVOURITE girl, GINA.

Me and RICHARD.

US!

Took a short stroll ard town for abit and richard had to leave for bugis to meet his friends. Gina and me went over to taka.

Guess wad we saw there? They were having some cheer-leading team competition. DAM! It was awesome. The throwing part really did cause much commotion amidst the crowd. Ard 3-4 guys were forming a circle ard a girl, small-sized built. And in the next second, some somersault action took place and the girl was being tossed and thrown up into the sky (ARD 2 storeys high, mind u) and that girl turned 360degrees gracefully in the air before returning back to the arms of 3 guys. Nice smooth flow. (; Everyone cheered upon the girl safety landing on the ground. Im so fearful tt the guys mis-catched the throw la, guess most of the pple there felt the same way.

Take a look at this.

Following closely while i can really feel my heart thumping real hard. It was THRILLING. And i just cant help thinking if im the girl, and the feeling of free-throw.. half way tru the air, HAHAHA. it must have felt great right? Seems like some bungy somersault. WAHAHA, i noe, im having some ridiculous thoughts. Ha.

Then we left town and went off to bugis, iluma.. the new shopping mall. Janise came to join us after work. Dinner was ice-cream feast over at swensons. ((:

PS: I LOVE ICE CREAMS EVEN ON RAINY DAYS, DO U?

Tiny prawns, medium rare, ENORMOUS, i love dem all.

2009-05-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

CENTRAL MALL WITH JESSY AND EVE AFTER WORK. WE HAD A PATHETIC DINNER. THEY NOE IT. HA.

AZHAR came to fetch us home. DAM... tis is the ever 1st time i had a ride on a sports modified car with TURBO. Totally love the ride.

Fetched jessy home and then my turn.. Back home to shower, changed and then we left for prawning @ SinMing road there(:

I LOVE PRAWNING.

Prolly tt day wasnt our luck, just 4 small flies. HAHA. SADDed.. nvm, there will always be a next time. NEXT TIME, we'l challenge.. hahaha. INDIVIDUAL BASKET. deal?

KITSCHY. CHEEKINESS.

2009-05-28T23:31:00.005+08:00

Thursay. BUGIS after work. went to the new shopping mall, iluma.

DAM, the freaking long escalator, tt lead you all the way from level 1 to level 4. GOSH. nth much but alot of restaurants there. (: You could go there to dine someday, perhaps? ha.

We had our Dinn @ XINWANG. OMG, i had to say the food sucks. TO THE CORE. I literally had to force them down my throat cos im hell hungry. Once and no more i reckon. Would never stepped into it again.

EVE tried on the wigs.. haha im had always wanted this kind of hairstyle bt my hairstylist say its impossible to have curl-in at the bottom edge unless u set it everytime u go out. Zz. I might want to get the black wig. HAH. I LOVE ELVA current hairstyle..

LOVES <3>

The happiest present today!

2009-05-28T00:05:00.003+08:00

MY BOW FLATS TT I ORDERED HAD ARRIVED! DAM HAPPY. AM SO GONNA WEAR IT TMR. YES, CANT WAIT! TEEHEEHEE!

SEE, PWRETTYYYYY RIGHTTT? LOVE IT! AND AND, IT HAD A SWEET HOT PINK INSOLE, WHICH KEPT ME DIGGING FOR MORE. I LOVE BALLET FLATS(:

Forlick - i hope to always stay young ):

2009-05-25T21:18:00.003+08:00

Im really feeling the fact that im growing old.. and the speed seems to be moving like the wind, a gush and ur youth is gone. My younger brother now knows how to share my problems, giving me suggestions/solutions.. sighs, see.. told u im ageing. ):

I miss.. how we used to play and forlick when we're still kids. Memories.. a beautiful one sure precious enuff to be kept within.

Sometimes, i really do envy the kids. Always thers a shoulder to rely on when things dun turn right, someone to guide u towards the right path when u attempt to cross the wrong one. And thers no responsibilites,commitment and worries, for all are being taken care of.

Now that we have all grown up, strings attached to us are loosen, and we break free.. just like the flying kites.

Yes, before i 4get. my lovely purple pink nails. I love strong and rich colors. (:

Lastly, i felt a deep sense of guilt.. for i haven been pampering my face for a while.. Look at that framed fatique.. GOSH!

Right, masking in process... gonna slap on my skin supplements later. LANEIGE LOVES!

PURPLE PINK ADDICT!

2009-05-24T13:40:00.008+08:00

FRIGGING ANNOYED! =O
SUCHA HOT WARM AFTERNOON. CAN ALMOST FEEL THE SCORCHING SUN RIPPING OFF MY SKIN. GRR. GRUMPY.

WEATHER'S TOO UNBEARABLE. =/

TOO UNBEARABLE TT I JUST FEEL LIKE DIVING INTO A ICE POOL, YES.. RIGHT NOW. =(

On Happy note, im going to paint my nails later...been awhile my nails had been nakedd. ((: I WANT PURPLE PINK! TEEHEEHEE!

OKay, nuff of my rants, i found something tt really steal my attention away. Yes, this is the style im into today.. it just caught my eyes and i cant help taking repetitive glance back. Totally adores e Leggings. (:

Heading out in awhile' time... tata

Everything had surfaced up

2009-05-23T11:49:00.009+08:00

Im quite glad that the matter had been resolved. (:

Feels like a huge burden thrown down from a high level and now im almost weightless.hee.

Yes, i wun want to go in details about wad actually is the matter im refering to, cos it's pretty personal. (Eve shld noe wad im refering to ;p)

Haaa.. neway. Now, with 2-manpower.. we will make it, way to go man!

A BIG BIG TOAST TO EVE AND CLOVEAVENUE AND ALL THOSE WHO HAD SHOWED SUPPORT.

WE ARE GRATEFUL. (:

Went bbq with eve and her friends ytd. ECP. Quite a fun bunch, but they are all younger than me, felt a sudden signal of ageing somehow, oh dear. sighs.

Ive tried one new thing today. BBQ chicken wings, marinated with oyster sauce and F&N grape, taught by one of her friend's mum. I tell you, it's freaking delicious that i just cant resists taking a second one. *drools...* TRy it if u do ever bbq the next time. ;p

Left at 12ish as im meeting ron for chillout at holland V. Went to 2am dessertbad to chill. I had tiramisu and he had chocolate.

Maybe im not myself ytd or was it him? I hate e awkward silence between us. SIGHS.

AND..... U NOE WAD? IM BEING PEEPED BY SOME GIRLS TODAY. SO FREAKING SAD LAH. I still can't settle down calmly even after im out of the toilet for 1/2 an hour. im dam unlucky today, for the toilet lock at the 2am dessertbar is faulty and im unaware of it. I had already locked the door as usual and went to do my business.. HALF WAY TRU, I heard sounds coming from a bunch of girls outside and e next second, one of dem opened the door. FUCK! How can it be even opened when i have locked it?

Im totally blank for once, wad shld i do? I let out a soft shrill and jump up from the toilet bowl to shut back the door. I slam back. Yes, they saw me.. exposed. Really really upset. Felt so embarassed that i did even dare to step out of the toilet until 10mins later. SEriously, im crying hard inside. :'(

Fuck it, just dun tok abt it.

Lucky they are girls, if they are guys, i dunno wad i shld do man.

Another note, i saw adam from channel U, (the quite macho guy) at dessertbar with a girl.
HAHA

Home at near 2am.(:

Im glad tt i had cut down from alcohols tremedously and i've quit clubbing tt often already. Ive something more meaningful to keep myself occupied with. (: