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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Sunday, September 19, 2010
self-denial Pardon me for my absence, have been really busy! Many things happened and i believed everything happens for a reason with a cause. I've never felt so bad about myself until recently someone told me a fair bit of what i had always been like that almost tore me into pieces, I can bury myself under my blanket, crying for hours.. hours and i seriously meant solid hours of self-reflection. I cannot continue to bury my head in the sands, I must face the reality and most imptly, the person i saw in the mirror. Its always just empty promises on my part and tonnes of failed attempts and as time comes, people get less trustworthy. Joel came over to find me the other day and we had a long long chat, about so much things that i discovered something he felt about me when we're together. Yet again, listening to that, it made my heart sink even lower. I din expect the same thing joel and b brought out. I'm really disappointed w myself TTM. ): 'hoping i would see a change, but was filled with disappointment time and again' This sentence really hit me hard and I told myself that i ought to make it a full stop to these, YES.. these nonsense and CHANGE for the good. One week had past and im glad the results is promising, though no one sees it, but i felt good about myself kicking off that habit and im able to hold it for a week. (: Thats just the stepping stone. I promise myself i want to make my close ones feel important, and ive glad im slowly achieving this. Sidetracking, im totally excited for the fab sunday. LOTS OF DATES! <3 http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com/ xoxo 9:12 AM
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