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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

A belated 22nd for my dearest girl.


One rochestor.


27 aug 2009.


I made her a photo book which compiles all our photos. (:

it was e first time i made things like this... and she was touched.


Hope u did enjoyed the v simple dinner! (:





















































PS: MEET UP OFTEN, will u?
11:15 AM

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I posted earlier on for this post, and the ie shut down unexpectedly, resulting in an unsaved post and i had to blog all over again, AND TT RILLY SHUCKS.




If you happend to know me, you'l noe wad i would do...




Shut down the whole blogger site and carrying on with my OTHER stuffs...




eventually, this post would be pushed far behind and reblog again in another donkey periods..




LIKE NOW!




Spells gloom, love it or not, i hate repeating for anything or infact everything, including blogging.




The number of times u repeat, every single time you repeat, the same phrase or idea might not be even there already, in other words, the true meaning of the entire thing is LOST, like 50%.



Like when the first time i wanna blog abt certain thing is written that way and u erase every single thing and requested me to reblog, it would be shorter, uneventful, mudane... as most part of it had slipped off my mind, i cant recall e exact sequence.




Dunch u think its unneccessary to perform too much of a repetition cycle in life sometimes?




Therefore, i re-emphasize... once again, I DETEST REPEATING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. It totally applies to toking to pple. For some stupid reason, i had to keep repeating myself for good when i was toking to pple when they did not pay attention to the message i said (EVEN saying so fucking loud and clear) and requested a repeat. Its not a repeat for the 2nd time but a 3rd time! Seriously, wads wrong with pple nowadays? I rilly do not know.




Okay, enuff of that. If you know what i dislike, den please fucking stop doing it on impulse, it do give me a pissed for your info.




NATIONAL DAY POST which was.. like ZOMG weeks ago and im only blogging it NOW. If you din get my earlier msg on wad happend, please refer to top~ (:




Went swimming @ pioneer complex with eve and weijian.




Im starting to adore swimming as a hobby, for i really do get a kicking stretch on my muscles as compared to gyming, i dun feel the pinch there. I get less exhausted gyming. What does that show? Less calories burnt right? HAHA.




OKAY, i swam a total of 10laps which im turnd me into a gleeful pixie. *jumping ard in joy*






Some of the craziness we had after our swim.












CARRYING MR.TAN's backpack suddenly revived my youthful days. I lookd like 16 year old girl all out a sudden. LOL.



IM heading out.



xoxo.
9:51 PM

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

The long overdued!


Scorching sun, grr.. had our photoshoot for our #4 part 2 @ cck park. I think im hitting a heatstroke very well, very soon.


I HATE THE SUN.

For... it makes me darker..


I want some more SATO pills. wahahaha.


Some photos we took out of fun.




And.. at nite, we went bugis for dinner!


CRYSTAL JJADE. this time.. it was too full for all of us. I guess we need to reflect abit, haha.. order a tad too much. ;p


The chix claws doesn't appear to be tat tasty anymore, wonder why.. like seriously?


HEY, just enjoy the photos ya? we din took alot.


Anyway, the studded jacket that im wearing is one of the fantastic buy that day. Available @ cloveavenue! (; *the michael jackson style, love it man

10:50 AM

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Effing boring were my blog entries. Unfrequent updates, yadahh, yadahh. I noe im gedding a tad too lazy, but i seriously ain't got much time for this.

Frankly speaking, 24hrs a day is really NOT ENUFF for me, and i meant my phrase like totally. I give it all up...

Much things had been bothering me, im gathering my brain cells to solve a couple of them but to no avail. FUCKTARD. Tell me, how should i get better?

when... ...

my studies hadden even move a step closer...
im financially handicapped (i dun save a single bit of cash, yes, im tat hopeless)
my spendings overwrite the amt i save.. .. by alot.. not a bit.
vexed about my work shiat..
love life is pretty empty..
buddy drifted away (if only he noes he matters to me)..well, its unimportant mentioning it at all. it doesnt apply the same feeling to him anyway, maybe the existence of a buddy like me doesnt even matter..
relationship with dad seems to be on the downside.. getting worse.
i felt aimless
career goal seems to be messy, i dunno wad i really want.

and with all the above troubling me,

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HAPPIER?

i somehow missed...
talking to someone till late nite..
receiving stalks of roses and sunflowers..(For it really do make me happy)
shopping therapy..
bickering with someone..
doing silly things and laugh upon my own mistake
incoming phonecalls or messages

and so on...

my phone is getting really quiet.. its EXTREMELY silent that i literally feel like cancelling the line away, cos i had always tot hp is becoming more and more redundant, perhaps in my case only?

Repeating the same old routine everyday..

3/4 of the day spent in e office, so fatique i am that i dun feel like committing myself to any after-work activities.

I needa time of my own, i noe thers a need for me to sort out my own life. I needa plan ahead, for the long run. Thers goals i want to achieve, things i really want to do, one of which... is dancing! =D

Speaking of which, i really wish to enrol myself in the dance classes offered by O'school. Its really a cool funky dance school to begin your dance lessons with. (;

One of the happiest thing, my lil baby cloveavenue is picking up well, im happy.. really. Finally, after the many stressful and tedious backstage job.. (you never noe how much hardwork we put in, disagreements here and there, quarrels we had.. im seeing some accomplishments now. Tats a good sign. Everything in fact, is slowly moving in my favor, i need to grip on to it, the pace is speeding up.

Im grateful to all our supporters, THanks! (:

On another note, im glad ive sculpt myself to become a better person, for my perseverance for something really amazed me (if u noe what i meant, its definitely nothing to do with my blogshop, something more personal)

I WANT TO PAINT MY NAILS! (okay, im gedding a lil random but hey, its been sucha long time my nails are naked and its in pretty bad condition. Poof... I WANT SOME SOLID COLOURS PAINTED....)

PS: IM GETTING ADDICTED TO SHAKER FRIES, all becos of EVE NEO! @_@, how are u gonna compensate for the many kgs of fat gained on me? wahahha

ONE LAST TING B4 I DISAPPEAR, cloveavenue is updated with #COLLECTION FIVE!

please drop by kae? http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com

friends, do me a favor if you all can alrite? My flea is held on the 22nd, please try to make it available for us can? If you all can, try to multiply guests by sending them the invitation in facebook.

Thanks, your help is greatly appreciated!





Okay, im going to bed now!

update tmr, i'l post pictures for last week swimming, eve's hse stayover and dbl o on the saturday. its late now and my lids are twitching.
12:26 AM

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Monday, August 03, 2009

Ytd photoshoot was a success. Haa, glad everything went smoothly. We were more confident now in giving instructions on different ways of posing as well as the different stages, like what clothings come first and next. Yes, we were kinda of organized this time round. HEY, thats wad makes the saying isnt it? Practice makes perfect. When chances come by more, ur stage is already firm and things would then not topple upside down.

Right, we got a 180degrees change i guess? Changed our model, as well as engaging a new photographer. (;

Denise had agreed to be our permanent model, and lay yee our photographer. We even prepared a contract for signage by the model. HA, dam excited and happy. Things are starting to surface up, on the good side i meant definitely. (:

IM GETTING A HEATSTROKE FOR REAL. DAM SUN.

But still, i had loads of fun with the bunch. Major fun in the sun, infront of the camera. HAHA.

Photoshoot finally ended like 1ish. Gd job girls, im already looking forward to the next! =D

Lunch @ Sakae sushi, our treat. Dam full can? But one thing really pissed me off a fair bit. THE SEATS. SQUEEZY SEATS, its superly uncomfortable that i kinda of lose my appetite, maybe cos im sickd too. )=

Denise and lay yee went off and i head over to eve's place. Lionel came early cos his driving instruction put aeroplane on him, waha.. ended up he got nothin to do. Supposedly, mahjong session was at 5pm. But we started after joel came.

They had chicken rice for dinner and i shared shaker fries with eve.

MAHJONG! DAM, can dun ask me abt that? My luck was super super good on the 1st few rounds, cant believe my eyes too. Tiles were good, and whatever i want, i could get it from the deck! how lucky i am rite? But Luck slipped off later and i lost $6 in total. )= Joel and eve won the game, $6 each. sighs.

Im so gonna win on my next game. HAHA.

Show u some of our photoshoot pics. when i upload k..

Do stay tune to our Collection 4 OKAY! Summer Lavien Boulevard!
9:52 PM

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Saturday, August 01, 2009

Woke up to realize that my mouth is in bad shape! )=

Tried opening my mouth but my effort seems to be redundant somehow. It hurts like hell. Ive got 3 new foes, 3 enormous gigantic ulcers grown within my mouth, can barely even open, let only drinking water and hot soup, i just dun feel like eating anything now. Sighs. Sets me to a rather gloomy mood, poof. Dun disturb me this few days and dun tell me i din warn u if i start turning cranky. Swallowing my saliva can be torturous too, can u imagine...? i literally dun feel like talking at a bit.

Where are my smart ulcers grown? They are indeed clever bacteria huh? For they choose the nicest spot! Or was it that they know me too well that they spot my weaknesses too? My fatal spot man, i can just cry! One on the interior of the upper lip, 2nd one on my tongue and the last one on my lower gums. BOOHOO! Its dam painful tt i totally lost my appetite on any food, even my favourite food doesnt seem tt appealing to me now.=(

It stings real badly when it get in contact with any form of liquid. Any form!!!

Sighs. moody -> moodless =S

To add on to the already miserable pile, aunty agony is here to visit! Just at a very wrong timing. Double sighs.

Went to try salt rubbing this morning since i heard it cures ulcerS? Frigging painful i tell u, saliva kept dripping and it stung real badly. BOOHOO.

Did my jog this evening, suppose to jog in the morning ... ZzZ.. yeah, i kept procrastinating and it became evening already when i finally change to my jogging suit.

Came home with a bad headache and i popped 2 panadols down. Down with slight fever. Hais.

Went eve's place to do our business stuffs and homed only near 12am.

Gonna sleep earlyyyy.. having photoshoot tmr.

STAY TUNED for collection 4! (=
8:28 AM

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