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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Monday, April 27, 2009

Please guys, my blog is open to the public and i would like to further re-emphasize, i dun nid alot of readers to follow my post entry for the sake of pumping up my traffic. Really, theres no need for that.

Its just my Small little world here and im not somewhat popular or something.

Yes, im just tt anti-social. I just need a minimum count of the good close ones who noe me inside out, noes me better than me myself. U noe who u r, yes and for that.. im grateful.

Its just a small tiny space in here where i penned down all my thoughts, well.. tis is just like a diary to me. So if thers anything u readers dun like abt my blog, you could just f*ck off. I meant, this is my blog and i post whatever i like or think, if u dun like it, thers no nid to sacrifice ur eyes reading it. Really.

Think abt it, its just a world revolving ard me and my friends.. so my entries are not appetizing, its just routine friends gathering, outing.. nothing interesting.. so dun bother reading if it appears boring to you.

Thanks.

With lots of love,
Karen
10:44 AM

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Guys, im back from BATU BAHAT. 1 day trip... went with joel and bunch. to this temple tt is quite popular there, and the fortune telling there is super accurate. GOSH. ):

Carrying a heavy burden i am, on my way back.. im like pondering hard.. abt the few words lohan told me. It was infact quite true of wad he said, and the fact tt its affecting me.. my dad could be the only reason tt im emotionally affected.

1st, he said abt me as a whole, in terms of my character and personality. Lohan says tt im a kindhearted person. But many a times, the things i did or say is always out of good intention, however... no one would ever appreciate my goodwill cos they feel im fakious or are trying to harm them. Well. True. And due to this, many a times i felt living in this world is totally meaningless. Of cos, this is due to the strained relationship between daddy and me tt i dun feel im part of the family. Lohan says tt im silly to adopt tis kinda of thinking. (I meant, at ur lowest point in ur life, u do think of anything, isnt it?) He say i have to change my thinking and be filial, think of how he raised me up and stuffs when the things he do attempt to make me hate him a million times. He also said im a thinking person who thinks alot(*nods my head with 100% assurance, yes.. freaking agree.)

Then.. he went on to say tt my life is pretty unstable and alot of setbacks i will be facing in the near future. When i heard this... i rilly.. cant take it. I meant.. y? y the bad? on me?

And the only solution is to tolerate whatever mountains of obstacles tt is to come... (OKAY, sounds pretty scary.. )

2nd, career. I asked if my current career is good. And he said it was good and askd me to stay on and it will be prospective in this field. I went on to ask if it would be good to change company.. But he told me i should stay on in the current firm else my career life would be rather messy.

3rd.. He mentioned tt im a superly vain person. (very ai mei). Gosh, u would nvr expect that, do u. Joel and e rest burst into laughter immediately upon hearing this. Freaking Embarassed i am.
Lohan went on further to say how messy my room had turned into .. due to the obsession of assets. OKAY, i freaking admit it. DAM. He said especially my study table (messiest) and askd me to count the number of shoes, bags, clothes tt i own and advised tt i cleared my room.

Lastly, he said that im a stubborn person and i loves red to the max. (HOW CAN HE EVEN NOE THAT, HOW SCARY) Cos of my stubborn and aggressive character, i cant always wear red, it'll make it even worse.

Hmm.. i couldnt slp on e way back and i tot joel was already aslp so i din want to disturb him. Suddenly, he opened his eyes abit and lean over my side, asking what's bothering me? I told him "nth much, i tot u were slping and i din want to disturb u." and he said "no, im nt slping but cos the air con is directly above me, it's irritating my eyes so im shutting my eyes tight but if theres anything, just tell me okay? im here. "

Okay, tt did made me feel a little better.. and awhile later, i felt aslp unknowingly. I guess im just too tired.

Din rilly spent much as ther's rilly nth much there and our purpose of going there is to go for the temple tingy.

Reached sg @ 11ish.. anthony came to custom to drive us out.. he fetched joel home 1st cos his house is the nearest and we later decide to go for late nite supper @ bukit panjang.

Supper with jie tian, anthony, ivy and another of joel fren (4get his name).

Ard 1ish, anthony drove us home.

Sweet dreams.. and whers my bolster? :/
10:10 AM

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

YES, im a narcissist, vainpot. for that, i admit. No denial. All photos of me cos mum and relative does not want to take any. Sighs. ): So it's just all about me. And for some shots with my holga, im trying to adjust the angle and it was taken unknowingly by them. Zzzz.

Nth much. the trip was great. Hardly u see me spending time with mum which im pretty guilty of, these.. is another way of me showing gratitude to mom.. by travelling and spending some minimum time with her. I hope she enjoyed herself.. seriously hope so.













I enjoy getaways, but enuff of msia. I think ive conquered 99% of msia and im pretty tired of it. I promise, the next getaway to come... it'l be somewhere farther. (:
2:59 PM

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Friday, April 10, 2009











Many dismay, many issues, many discomfort within.


Im so not going tok abt it. If one day u would realize my point, u would. Theres really no need for me to do any explaination or wadsoever, u have noe me so long and if u think im that money-minded, then well.. 4get it. I dun feel the need to do any reaction to ur recent actions.


Its not about money, u shld jolly well noe it.. im a person who is willing to spent, almost anything i feel its worth.


But its ur character and attitude in ur way of treating frends that rilly pissed me off a fair bit. And for your info, im not the one going around bad-mouthing u please, if u are unable to visualize the whole complete picture, stop sticking thorns into my back just like that.


Few things i rilly feel the need to do some clarifications.


U always do things that without knowing, cause hurt to pple.


Not everything need to be told in detail and words by ur frens in order to discover ur actions.


1st thing, its not ME who started feeling all the injusticeness of the money required to pay to u, its ipoh friends that analyze the whole journey costs that made me and jess started to discuss and analyze and their analyze was LOGICAL. Even my sg frends say its way overboard to charge at that amount. And dun tell me u noe nuts abt the amount is heavily being overcharge? U always travel back and how can u not noe? There can only be one reason, u r just covering up for ur bf. right, 4get it.


To think my manager and the rest of the girls mocked at me upon hearing this price, wad has it got to show? E amount u charged us is riduculous, isnt it? If not, y would others thought it's hilarious tt they laughed at it? My whole group even said if i would like to go JB one day, they would offer me a Free trip. I meant, u noe wad friends meant? If ive got car, i wouldnt mind driving my friends ard when they come to my country for holiday, it applies here too, u get the point, dun u? I meant.. tis kind of things its not like ALWAYS but once in a while kind of thing isnt it? And charging money means u shld give reasonable service, isnt it? Wad ur bf did was rilly intolerable. Me and jess were carrying bulky bags and all, and ur bf suggested to pick and drop @ Lakeside MRT. Jess was fucking pissed too.


And when we were alr there, u guys were reluctant to fetch us out. (telling jess shes annoying and asked jess to ask someone else) I meant, how could u even said that... nuff said.


2nd thing, i did not attempt to badmouth anything abt u so please just take back ur words. What i said to my girls was only facts and nothing more than that. Prolly u are thinking that way cos my whole department seemed to give u a cold shoulder. Well, its not my fault AT ALL. 1st, my manager said she greeted u along the walkway and u ignored her existence. And looking at that, whose fault issit? Even sharon say u r like ignoring her. So, for god's sake, stop putting words in ur mouth and saying whatever u like and feel, it rilly do hurt.


Think again, if u're putting ur self in our shoes and with us treating u in this way, how would u feel.


U noe wad, u never consider pple's emotions whenever u do certain things or say certain words. U are always praising ur own assets and possession, and our stuffs, u always choose to describe till an extend that it's not even worthy in ur eyes. U noe that hurt? Our assets valued to us, tt of cos.. it's our own money fork out into it.. and we loved them, and it always appear that u would say its not good. Then wads good? all ur stuffs?


U r just too self-centered. U only think abt ur own self all the while.


And for ur info, this is the ever 1st time im tt pissed off with a fren and causing to us not toking. IT had never happened b4 between me and my frens. My frens noe it. I hardly even have any temper to begin with, to think i blew off tis time, even amanta was shocked that i sort of quarrelled with a fren.


I have no issue and totally no intention to pen these details now, i felt its redundant. but it had already reached an extent that it's intolerable and i felt the need to clarify.


Just think abt it, nuff said.


If u're rilly sincere abt this frenship, then show pple that u still care abt it instead of trying to run away from reality.
1:22 PM

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Sunday, April 05, 2009

Okay, as promised.. im going to reccommend this awesome product that im currently consuming. Visible results, amazingly scary.
Guess many of u might have heard of this product before. Well, it comes in 3 different types, HAKUBI WHITE C, HAKUBI C2 and another orangey packaging one.

I got the blue one, HAKUBI WHITE C.. consumed for nearly one month, and my skin complexion did turn better and at the same time, it became much fairer.

I used to be very tanned, guess most of my friends noe it.. due to multiple exposure to the sun, its seems hard for me to obtain fairer skin even using whitening products. Its redundant.

But, with hakubi white C supplements, i can say no-no to my dark skin tone and also my skin become more radiant. (: Nothing is impossible anymore.

Furthermore, the aftermath of consuming the tablet is almost pleasant. It does not have the bitter after taste in my tongue, its sweety taste which i totally adores.

Now, im one tone lighter. TRy it, u'l b amazed. Available at WATSONS. one bottle only costs $31.20.

10:22 AM

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Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Yes, phuture w nicole n tiff last sat, our black velvet affair. (: Bumped into my polymate, terry. He was w chor kiat n his army friends. Eve was there tt nite too. (X

nothing much, just let e photos do e talking...














~ STAY TUNED! i would do a short post on this amazing supplement tt im currently consuming on my next update. Real visible results!!! A must-have to fairer flawless skin.

12:16 PM

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