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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

Last Wed was lunch outing with mum. A Treat at Siam Kitchen. Both of us ate for a total of $40+. Well, tat burned a hole in my pocket... ):

Oh, and i kept bumping into zavier for like 2 times in a day? LOL. The world's so small, isnt it?

And friday, went town with my lil munchy, on e intention to get a new phone. But yes, we again went home empty-handed cos munchy's contract needed daddy to be there, to cancel and re-sign, cos he's still not 18! poor munchy. Sets him into a damn gloomy mode, doesn't even want to talk to me. lol. dinn was at shoduku! Had my share of my fav hamachi!!! (:
Bumpd into sara and her bf. Din noticed her presence at all until she called out to me. LOL, yes im super blur and non-observant one (*my frens noe it), so do come up and call me if u happend to see me. Coming to noe my weak spot, pple always tend to say hello to me by just freaking me out from behind and they tot it was fun. Zzzz -_-" It always turnd out superly successful, needless to say. Zz

OKAY, the most exciting thing........................................I'l Be Gettingg a new phone today! HURRAY! HIPHIP HURRAY! hahaha something ive been waiting for ages.

My voucher had arrived.. like finally? $100... not alot but better than none rite? haa

My friends would surely be more than happy for me, for the sorry state i got my damn phone into... that it got serious disfigurations that no amount of operation nor plastic surgery could ever save it. Rilly. (*oh, y am i talking abt? lol... if u catchd my drift in the comparisons.) The sight of my current phone just irks me to a certain extent. To think my colleadges stil suggested using glue. Must be joking huh, u girls!

NOoooooooo! I noe its cruel but u're ABANDONed by me! muhahahah

Bye to missing incoming messages, bye to that chuiiiii phone! A fullstop to all those nonsenses i get from that phone.

IM Getting e71! ((:

Last nite was bugis with the colleages. Went to get our skincare. HAHAHA, all got influenced by my LANeige SAGA. haha, now... quite alot of pple in my office uses LANeige. HAA. But till now, theres only good feedback and response from my colleadges! See, im not selfish OK. I always share the best stuffs. LOl. Try it, u culd buy one of their product to try 1st, and if u're suitable, den get more. Its not very expensive. (:

Generally speaking, expensive products does not always meant that they are good. tts wad i felt la. hmmm.
9:35 AM

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Its irritating, god, im really a tad too nervous this time. I have completely no idea why im feeling this way. BUT, Im feeling dam excited about it already.

Yes, he officially askd me out, for a movie date. (*Wondering how this fresh meet would appears to be?) Okay, tis time it's really different, tis fresh meet is a tad important to me, for it's going to mount on our friendship that we're going to re-build. (:

You have seriously no idea of wad im feeling at the moment. My palms are on their extreme sweats (*for god noes wad reason) and my mind is already drifted to my wardrobe. Questions flew within, im pondering wad shld i wear? pacing up and down uncountable times in my room.
OKAY, im excited now, really.

Im having this super optimistic thought that it would turn out superbly well, i dunno, but it just set comfortably in my head tt it would.

So long not meeting and seeing each other, what shld i say to start the conversation flowing? Oh dear, its racking my brains hard.

How shld i behave, shld i just keep my mouth shut to avoid unneccessary conversation and saying the wrong things? Man, tis is getting really crazy. =S

I SHOULD JUST BE MYSELF!

Yes, that shld be the most awesome answer to all my queries tt attempt to rack out my whole mind, burning my brain cells in zoomwit speed.

Why should i be even thinking much? I'l just have to be ME, afterall it's just me facing him. There's no one else, and why shld i even go to any extent to create a fakeshit infront of him, and letting loose when the date ended? Oh gawt, tts not me definitely, so pretendious and fakious!

'DIN DONG, MARSILING' suddenly pierced into my eardrums. Got interrupted. Oh dear. That's it, im a stop away from him. Now, the level of nervousness heightened. Im like figeting in my seat and fiddling with my mp3 player and it seemed like im not even paying a single bit of attention to my music, AT ALL. Sighs.

And... finally, it reachd woodlands. I took my unstable pace to the door, swallowing my breathes as the train swifted pass, i tried to steal peeks to see if he's there already. Eh, weird, i din see him anywhere... ive already sms-ed him to leave his house earlier on. Zzz, well, i guess he's predictably late. So i stepped out of the train and calld him. He din pickd up the calls. Im starting to wonder what he's up to. And, ok... he finally answered and he said he's on e escalator. 'OKAY, cya in a while' i said and hangd up.

Luckily he's late, even tho im e one who's late in the 1st place. And to avoid making him wait for the unnecessary reason, i told him to leave hse after receiving an sms from me.

His lateness calmed me down. Im glad the nervousness were gone.

Okay, he's beside me already. We got up the train and started chatting. It's way more comfortable than i think. Seemed like we are two long lost friend who hadden meet for ages. We had pretty nice conversation topics and laughters were more than before. Great Laughs i meant, not those times that i would cover my mouth in disguise for a being feminine. I felt really comforable today, honestly.

Maybe todays black sunday? Not the day for movie. Double sighs. All movies tt we wanna watchd is on the fast selling slots. Goddam it. 1st was benjamin buttons, and next was he's just not that into you.

We finally decided. We'l catchd he's just not that into you, cos the timing just felt right for us. OKAY, FRONT ROW SEATS LEFT. How miserably sad can? Out of no choice, we took it. A deep frown and a lil squeaky sound i pass out. I think he kinda of heard it somehow, and he just said 'nevermind la, it's okie'.

Its like watching for the sake of watching movies. OKay, i think im talking cock rots. LOL, just ignore me.

The SHOW. One comment, was absolutely funny! Drew Barrymore was in the show too!



Both of us were literally laughing tru'out the whole show. Hmm, i like how they described and picture the feelings, emotions and mind of pple in certain situations. Like... for example, when u like someone, wad are the things u would do.. stuffs that we do but we dun admit. -anticipating calls and messages... fiddling with ur mobile every second to see if theres any incoming mails... holding on to ur mobile even ure in the toilet.. HAHA. U tend to do crazy things when u're in love. <3

Go watch and share the laughter with ur love one. (:

Any Subs for you? yes? no? Okay, dinner was at subway! Fabulous, my favourite sandwich bar. B) Well, if one day i ever reject any of ur offer to subway, the day might not be for me. U shld start to worry frens, cos if im not having subway, im feeling a bit blue or somethings moody or wrong with me. LOL. YEa, subs made my sunshine day. Footlong, Italian B.M.T. Chips, white macadamia nut cookie, Lots of vege. honey mustard. ANdddd without olives (for i hate it for godknowswhatreason), there's nothing better than that. my usual orders.

We took a small stroll to the mrt and home. Today had been awesome. Everything went smooth, smoother that i thought. (:

Another thing, im annoyed. Wondering shld i take UOL, RMIT or university of wales? Im so fugging confused.

PS: When a guy showed concern or certain actions he does to you, it does not necessarily meant he's into you. (Get involved with 'he's just not that into you', now showing in theatres. ;p)

My fav actors and actresses. ((:

Bradley cooper! He's charmingly hot, aint he?

Jennifer Aniston!

Scarlett Johansson. 'Oh, im feeling so sexy!' Love her man.
PPS: Im looking for the book, he's just not that into you by Gred behrendt & Liz Tuccillo. If you happend to catch it anywhere in sight, let me know ya? thankiew preeps.
10:21 PM

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Meetup with my pals for dinner. Was waraku @ Heerens. (: HAHahaha, my FAV!

Catch up and updating each other about our lives, both shocking and non-shocking news. S=

Anyway, we are intending to take up degree together! hAha, classmates once again to be. HAPPY HAPPY!

Took quite alot of picturresss, some's in my camerioooo but most are in joanna's cam(JO, u noe wad u shld do huh???) haa. Sendddddddddd ussssssss, quick quick quick!

Then, richard&gf, sarah and justin left off early, leaving jo, me, jan and gina. ):

Noe wad, we went to take neoprints ytd...... omg! counting back, it seemed like dunno how many donkey years ive not touch a neoprint machine, let alone to say trying to use it. God. we're like some mountain retards trying to figure out the usage, lol.. cos all in japanese (which i can hardly even understand a single word) Was quite fun, posing here and there in split seconds. Haaa. And we also decorated it with lots and lots of icon!!!

Walk ard abit, took our stroll to istana park (e one beside GIRAFFE). Yesss, u guess it right. We took even more pictures.
Went off at 11ish. They went home while i went to meet tiff and off to phuture with tiff friends. Enjoyed myself to the maximum! Music was awesome. Saw alot of familiar pple. 2 friends and 1 pri sch friend there.
Okay okay, time for Bed (I heard it XD)
Nite nite.
6:16 AM

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

It had not been easy, i would say. But im quite happy that we're back to talking terms... after like turning each other into completely strangers when we ourselves know it that we're not feeling good tis way.

Those period of times when we totally on our ignorance mode made me felt uneasy somehow. Seriously, maybe thats unbelievable, but i think about u at times and it made some of the nights difficult for me to fall asleep. Maybe u're just too important as a buddy friend to me that i cant live without.

Having said that, ive recently caught a movie. Bridewars, somehow.. it says about how i felt about our friendship, i dunno how, but tears just rolled down during a scene in that show. it got me all emotional. oh my.

Things seemed to go back to usuals it seemed after like 1/2 a year? how time flies.

Seriously, i kinda of look forward to our fresh meetup. It'l be a fresh start, i believe. (:

PS: Recently, im quite pissed with some things and some pple. Fucking irritated. Stop pissing me off with unimportant stuffs which i shldnt even be involved. Thanks.
1:43 PM

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