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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Feeling dam lousy recently.

Did things in the complete 180degrees opposite. FUCK! Y am i even doing this kinda things? I ought not to be forgiven man, my stupid dam mouth, always happend to said the wrong things. SERIOUSLY, wads wrong with me?

I almost gt my bestie fren into serious trouble. I fucking hate myself, real loadiful loads.

I shld have just kept quiet. I just ruin the friendship we owned, maybe she'l look at me in another perspective. Its okay. I have no one but myself to blame. I din meant to say unwanted things, it was really an unintentional one.

Its been troubling me the whole night that i cant appear to slp at all. JeeZ.

From what he said last nite appear to have an impact on me and i start questioning myself last nite, am i being a worthy fren even? Maybe im just a real pathetic lousy fren. Never did i meet situation like this before and im really stuck for once, dumbfounded. Not even at the least to know what to do other than trying to talk to them, i really sucked at that, i noe it.

If things dun get better, even a thousand sorries doesnt help. I hope she's fine now. I seriously do. God, just give me one chance to append to my mistakes can? I just wish for the well-being of the both of them, I hope broken pieces could be puzzle back, and knots can be loosen. Thats just all i hope for as for now.

PS: Theres definitely one giving and one taking party in a relationship, to give and to take. Love is abt comprising, accomodating and sacrificing from my point of view. God bless!
1:50 PM

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