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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
monotone Effing boring were my blog entries. Unfrequent updates, yadahh, yadahh. I noe im gedding a tad too lazy, but i seriously ain't got much time for this. Frankly speaking, 24hrs a day is really NOT ENUFF for me, and i meant my phrase like totally. I give it all up... Much things had been bothering me, im gathering my brain cells to solve a couple of them but to no avail. FUCKTARD. Tell me, how should i get better? when... ... my studies hadden even move a step closer... im financially handicapped (i dun save a single bit of cash, yes, im tat hopeless) my spendings overwrite the amt i save.. .. by alot.. not a bit. vexed about my work shiat.. love life is pretty empty.. buddy drifted away (if only he noes he matters to me)..well, its unimportant mentioning it at all. it doesnt apply the same feeling to him anyway, maybe the existence of a buddy like me doesnt even matter.. relationship with dad seems to be on the downside.. getting worse. i felt aimless career goal seems to be messy, i dunno wad i really want. and with all the above troubling me, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET HAPPIER? i somehow missed... talking to someone till late nite.. receiving stalks of roses and sunflowers..(For it really do make me happy) shopping therapy.. bickering with someone.. doing silly things and laugh upon my own mistake incoming phonecalls or messages and so on... my phone is getting really quiet.. its EXTREMELY silent that i literally feel like cancelling the line away, cos i had always tot hp is becoming more and more redundant, perhaps in my case only? Repeating the same old routine everyday.. 3/4 of the day spent in e office, so fatique i am that i dun feel like committing myself to any after-work activities. I needa time of my own, i noe thers a need for me to sort out my own life. I needa plan ahead, for the long run. Thers goals i want to achieve, things i really want to do, one of which... is dancing! =D Speaking of which, i really wish to enrol myself in the dance classes offered by O'school. Its really a cool funky dance school to begin your dance lessons with. (; One of the happiest thing, my lil baby cloveavenue is picking up well, im happy.. really. Finally, after the many stressful and tedious backstage job.. (you never noe how much hardwork we put in, disagreements here and there, quarrels we had.. im seeing some accomplishments now. Tats a good sign. Everything in fact, is slowly moving in my favor, i need to grip on to it, the pace is speeding up. Im grateful to all our supporters, THanks! (: On another note, im glad ive sculpt myself to become a better person, for my perseverance for something really amazed me (if u noe what i meant, its definitely nothing to do with my blogshop, something more personal) I WANT TO PAINT MY NAILS! (okay, im gedding a lil random but hey, its been sucha long time my nails are naked and its in pretty bad condition. Poof... I WANT SOME SOLID COLOURS PAINTED....) PS: IM GETTING ADDICTED TO SHAKER FRIES, all becos of EVE NEO! @_@, how are u gonna compensate for the many kgs of fat gained on me? wahahha ONE LAST TING B4 I DISAPPEAR, cloveavenue is updated with #COLLECTION FIVE! please drop by kae? http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com friends, do me a favor if you all can alrite? My flea is held on the 22nd, please try to make it available for us can? If you all can, try to multiply guests by sending them the invitation in facebook. Thanks, your help is greatly appreciated! Okay, im going to bed now! update tmr, i'l post pictures for last week swimming, eve's hse stayover and dbl o on the saturday. its late now and my lids are twitching. 12:26 AM
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