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The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
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Saturday, April 25, 2009
Lohan says... ... Guys, im back from BATU BAHAT. 1 day trip... went with joel and bunch. to this temple tt is quite popular there, and the fortune telling there is super accurate. GOSH. ): Carrying a heavy burden i am, on my way back.. im like pondering hard.. abt the few words lohan told me. It was infact quite true of wad he said, and the fact tt its affecting me.. my dad could be the only reason tt im emotionally affected. 1st, he said abt me as a whole, in terms of my character and personality. Lohan says tt im a kindhearted person. But many a times, the things i did or say is always out of good intention, however... no one would ever appreciate my goodwill cos they feel im fakious or are trying to harm them. Well. True. And due to this, many a times i felt living in this world is totally meaningless. Of cos, this is due to the strained relationship between daddy and me tt i dun feel im part of the family. Lohan says tt im silly to adopt tis kinda of thinking. (I meant, at ur lowest point in ur life, u do think of anything, isnt it?) He say i have to change my thinking and be filial, think of how he raised me up and stuffs when the things he do attempt to make me hate him a million times. He also said im a thinking person who thinks alot(*nods my head with 100% assurance, yes.. freaking agree.) Then.. he went on to say tt my life is pretty unstable and alot of setbacks i will be facing in the near future. When i heard this... i rilly.. cant take it. I meant.. y? y the bad? on me? And the only solution is to tolerate whatever mountains of obstacles tt is to come... (OKAY, sounds pretty scary.. ) 2nd, career. I asked if my current career is good. And he said it was good and askd me to stay on and it will be prospective in this field. I went on to ask if it would be good to change company.. But he told me i should stay on in the current firm else my career life would be rather messy. 3rd.. He mentioned tt im a superly vain person. (very ai mei). Gosh, u would nvr expect that, do u. Joel and e rest burst into laughter immediately upon hearing this. Freaking Embarassed i am. Lohan went on further to say how messy my room had turned into .. due to the obsession of assets. OKAY, i freaking admit it. DAM. He said especially my study table (messiest) and askd me to count the number of shoes, bags, clothes tt i own and advised tt i cleared my room. Lastly, he said that im a stubborn person and i loves red to the max. (HOW CAN HE EVEN NOE THAT, HOW SCARY) Cos of my stubborn and aggressive character, i cant always wear red, it'll make it even worse. Hmm.. i couldnt slp on e way back and i tot joel was already aslp so i din want to disturb him. Suddenly, he opened his eyes abit and lean over my side, asking what's bothering me? I told him "nth much, i tot u were slping and i din want to disturb u." and he said "no, im nt slping but cos the air con is directly above me, it's irritating my eyes so im shutting my eyes tight but if theres anything, just tell me okay? im here. " Okay, tt did made me feel a little better.. and awhile later, i felt aslp unknowingly. I guess im just too tired. Din rilly spent much as ther's rilly nth much there and our purpose of going there is to go for the temple tingy. Reached sg @ 11ish.. anthony came to custom to drive us out.. he fetched joel home 1st cos his house is the nearest and we later decide to go for late nite supper @ bukit panjang. Supper with jie tian, anthony, ivy and another of joel fren (4get his name). Ard 1ish, anthony drove us home. Sweet dreams.. and whers my bolster? :/ 10:10 AM
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