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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Sunday, February 22, 2009

Its irritating, god, im really a tad too nervous this time. I have completely no idea why im feeling this way. BUT, Im feeling dam excited about it already.

Yes, he officially askd me out, for a movie date. (*Wondering how this fresh meet would appears to be?) Okay, tis time it's really different, tis fresh meet is a tad important to me, for it's going to mount on our friendship that we're going to re-build. (:

You have seriously no idea of wad im feeling at the moment. My palms are on their extreme sweats (*for god noes wad reason) and my mind is already drifted to my wardrobe. Questions flew within, im pondering wad shld i wear? pacing up and down uncountable times in my room.
OKAY, im excited now, really.

Im having this super optimistic thought that it would turn out superbly well, i dunno, but it just set comfortably in my head tt it would.

So long not meeting and seeing each other, what shld i say to start the conversation flowing? Oh dear, its racking my brains hard.

How shld i behave, shld i just keep my mouth shut to avoid unneccessary conversation and saying the wrong things? Man, tis is getting really crazy. =S

I SHOULD JUST BE MYSELF!

Yes, that shld be the most awesome answer to all my queries tt attempt to rack out my whole mind, burning my brain cells in zoomwit speed.

Why should i be even thinking much? I'l just have to be ME, afterall it's just me facing him. There's no one else, and why shld i even go to any extent to create a fakeshit infront of him, and letting loose when the date ended? Oh gawt, tts not me definitely, so pretendious and fakious!

'DIN DONG, MARSILING' suddenly pierced into my eardrums. Got interrupted. Oh dear. That's it, im a stop away from him. Now, the level of nervousness heightened. Im like figeting in my seat and fiddling with my mp3 player and it seemed like im not even paying a single bit of attention to my music, AT ALL. Sighs.

And... finally, it reachd woodlands. I took my unstable pace to the door, swallowing my breathes as the train swifted pass, i tried to steal peeks to see if he's there already. Eh, weird, i din see him anywhere... ive already sms-ed him to leave his house earlier on. Zzz, well, i guess he's predictably late. So i stepped out of the train and calld him. He din pickd up the calls. Im starting to wonder what he's up to. And, ok... he finally answered and he said he's on e escalator. 'OKAY, cya in a while' i said and hangd up.

Luckily he's late, even tho im e one who's late in the 1st place. And to avoid making him wait for the unnecessary reason, i told him to leave hse after receiving an sms from me.

His lateness calmed me down. Im glad the nervousness were gone.

Okay, he's beside me already. We got up the train and started chatting. It's way more comfortable than i think. Seemed like we are two long lost friend who hadden meet for ages. We had pretty nice conversation topics and laughters were more than before. Great Laughs i meant, not those times that i would cover my mouth in disguise for a being feminine. I felt really comforable today, honestly.

Maybe todays black sunday? Not the day for movie. Double sighs. All movies tt we wanna watchd is on the fast selling slots. Goddam it. 1st was benjamin buttons, and next was he's just not that into you.

We finally decided. We'l catchd he's just not that into you, cos the timing just felt right for us. OKAY, FRONT ROW SEATS LEFT. How miserably sad can? Out of no choice, we took it. A deep frown and a lil squeaky sound i pass out. I think he kinda of heard it somehow, and he just said 'nevermind la, it's okie'.

Its like watching for the sake of watching movies. OKay, i think im talking cock rots. LOL, just ignore me.

The SHOW. One comment, was absolutely funny! Drew Barrymore was in the show too!



Both of us were literally laughing tru'out the whole show. Hmm, i like how they described and picture the feelings, emotions and mind of pple in certain situations. Like... for example, when u like someone, wad are the things u would do.. stuffs that we do but we dun admit. -anticipating calls and messages... fiddling with ur mobile every second to see if theres any incoming mails... holding on to ur mobile even ure in the toilet.. HAHA. U tend to do crazy things when u're in love. <3

Go watch and share the laughter with ur love one. (:

Any Subs for you? yes? no? Okay, dinner was at subway! Fabulous, my favourite sandwich bar. B) Well, if one day i ever reject any of ur offer to subway, the day might not be for me. U shld start to worry frens, cos if im not having subway, im feeling a bit blue or somethings moody or wrong with me. LOL. YEa, subs made my sunshine day. Footlong, Italian B.M.T. Chips, white macadamia nut cookie, Lots of vege. honey mustard. ANdddd without olives (for i hate it for godknowswhatreason), there's nothing better than that. my usual orders.

We took a small stroll to the mrt and home. Today had been awesome. Everything went smooth, smoother that i thought. (:

Another thing, im annoyed. Wondering shld i take UOL, RMIT or university of wales? Im so fugging confused.

PS: When a guy showed concern or certain actions he does to you, it does not necessarily meant he's into you. (Get involved with 'he's just not that into you', now showing in theatres. ;p)

My fav actors and actresses. ((:

Bradley cooper! He's charmingly hot, aint he?

Jennifer Aniston!

Scarlett Johansson. 'Oh, im feeling so sexy!' Love her man.
PPS: Im looking for the book, he's just not that into you by Gred behrendt & Liz Tuccillo. If you happend to catch it anywhere in sight, let me know ya? thankiew preeps.
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