Life's just a rollercoaster ride.

It had been a while... ...

Yeah, i know i hadden been blogging since forever, pardon me as there's just so much a thing that happend that i don't know where and how to start. My dictionary just seem to show vividly that a decade had well passed, perhaps only in my life? A myriad of things just happened too fast that i caught no sign of it. Hmm, a combination of the good and bad misfortune that i got myself in?

Just give me the honour starting to entertain u with the goods... of my life.

Good? What appears to make my life as good as it should be? Yes, definitely friends and company. My life had been way colourful, something i had never imagine it to be. Maybe half of my biggest dream has fulfilled. Ive made a bunch of 'able-to-click-at-once' kinda of frens. My social life had been wonderful i should say. Everyday after work, im always packd with activities. Be it movies, chilling out, KTV, Prawning.. Yes, ive just picked up prawning and its really addictive! *Lets out a wicked smile* HAHAHA. My life had become more fruitful and enjoyable, without him in my life. How should i put it, hmm, i think ive just thrown down a big burden? YEs? HAHA, with him totally erased from my life, ive gained more, see more, learnt more. I had never know life could be so colourful by loving myself more.

You know what, Girls? Pple often become prettier when things surfaced up, become clearer. Love yourself more and be truthful, you'l gain love and respect from others. Trust me.

Think about it, Im really being stupid. But if i shld ever cast the blame upon myself, i shld never had believe it in e start. Love is never about rights and wrongs, isnt it?

Anyway, we had all moved on... thats a good sign. (:

One thing, perhaps.. had become my greatest regret prolly would be losing you as a friend. I really do cherished the friendship tt we owned. No one else would ever understand. But it's all crashed now to even spoke of it. Waste, its all just a waste. If ever one day, someone askd me whats my greatest wish, it would be you back to me as my friend, buddy, soulmate.. once again. tTs enough. Whatever, im just toking at a losing end. Something tt'll never reached ur ears, forget it.

I know i had been putting the alcoholic fever on a pretty high level. Clubbing had become my every wkend activity. And im finding myself so familiar with the place, e pple, e atmos. A cup of yager bomb would save everything. Yes, i just nid a dose of tt enjoyment. Thanks pple. (;

Calvin had been e source of my irritation. LOL, he noes what i meant. But well, u've been e greatest companion, bestest buddy. Thanks. We always do 'pple see, pple watching'. LOL. (if u do get what i meant? GAGA) *PS: CAl, life isnt tt glommy, Cheer up dude. (;

Never thought that all these goods were wiped away in just a short notice. Yes, my almost fatal accident happend. Something i never even thought it would happen on me,but well, it did. I was admitted to the hospital on 30nov. e whole wkend was so good until sunday came. Friday as usual, clubbing with calvin, issac, jane, sara, meiyan, qifan.. some photos..

Saturday, went mt faber with florence, alex and elvin. and then sunday came. Blackest sunday it should be. I went sentosa with xue er, alex, elvin, alan and alicia. Everything was well until i played volleyball.

My knee was fucking painful, not tt anyone could ever imagine.. whole knee cap was twisted to the right side. Could hardly even shift that leg. My god. Luckily, i was being discharged after 3435345 hours. Yes, my whole leg is being casted and i had to live with the clutches for a period of time.

Anyway, im fine now, after being on hospitalization leave for 3 complete weeks. Grr... rotting at home. Yes, i had e worst christmas ever, spending at home to recuperate.

Im now back to work, though i still need to wear braces to work. The journey to and fro work can easily kill me, its arduous, really. Its alright.. i told myself. It's just me, myself and i and y do i have to even care abt how pple look at me, it doesnt really matter anymore. Many a times, i being seen as a physically handicap, which i really hate. Its just a temporary kind of thing and im deserving handicap treatment from the public. I really lost a bit of motivation somethings, but still, i managed to pull thru. Thanks to my caring colleadge whos always there. Without her, i might not be able to see things so optimistically. Thanks NICOLE, love u big time.

Its just tt one thing, will. Everything can be done if the mentality is in the right path, isnt it?

Im recovering, thanks for all tt showed concern, im grateful.

A BIG THANKS. i would stay strong. (:

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