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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

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Saturday, August 09, 2008

Just leave me alone, im not in my best mood today.

I nid a breather so badly.

1st time we quarrel, over some trivial matters. My mind and body exhaust from all the exerted run, suddenly had no intention to find out wads wrong either. Leaving us mouth-shut, not a single conversation on the bus and im feeling goddam uneasy. Atmosphere was rather filled with an air of awkward silence.
I just cant understand y i lose my temper uncontrollably.
I forsee the image of the excitment filled me, rushing to the stadium in the shortest time ever, the deal tt boy n me made kip flashing vividly in my mind, and the phrase of words dance its repetition moves in my head, 'I must win' .. 'I must win' had well diminished. All pinned on empty anticipation. I even MMS a photo of myself giving a cheeky face and the image of the stadium to him, proving that i had reachd alr.... HAHA. And upon waiting for like so long, no response after my 5th attempt on the phone, he finally answered, giving off tat frigging sleepy voice. In that very instant, I noe wads he's doing. DAM, HE'S NOT OUT YET! I hung the phone, chunk my bag in e locker and i went to run without him. Unable to contain the anger, I pushed myself even further, running at double my usual speed. I could feel the tension of my muscles heavily stretched, but i did not slowed down at a bit.
The boy came, only after i had ran for like 8 rounds and when he started 2 rounds, im done with my 10th rounds and i turned to walk towards the locker.
My ignorance makes matters even worst. In e end, we got some miscommunication and he ended up unable to make it to his grandpa's death anniversary.
Both stubborn minds, both in e wrong. THers just no one to blame but ourselves.
Sigh, I just hope tis day would nv ever happen again man.
9:41 PM

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Friday, August 08, 2008

You are all tt i ever asked for, nothing ever matters anymore with u being around me. Wrapped in ur warmth, i found what i call my comfort zone.

Times where we would held on to each other so dear, the surroundings just seem to be lifeless, and i almost felt that we were the only living organism. How i wish that time could pause for a moment there.

I love the way u stare at me, right in the eye. Cos it spells I love you. I feel my heart pulsating at a double speed whenever ur eyes matched with mine. I can't held back anymore, the thrill i get is beggaring for more.

PS: You are the reason behind my smiles. (:

9:32 PM

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

How long can i still hold myself like this i wonder? Working like a haggard, i complain about life sometimes. Who doesn't, HUMANS ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO SATISFY. Totally agree with it. Possess that thing and u dun feel that much love for it already tt kind of feel. Achieve some goals and you feel all lazy at one point. Seriously, what is the definition of pure enjoyment in life when u can hardly savour the pinch of happiness, and in the other split moment, it just slipped off ur hands. Yes, tts how fragile happiness is.

Im so tiredddddddd. Doing the month end closing stuffs is enuff to kill me. All invoices come in all in a lump. And i had to clear them within 5days. HEAVY OTs here and there. FAST FOOD for dinnerrr. FATTY FATTY. ):

Luckily, no OT for me today! Dummie boy saved my day. I ought to be staying in for OT today. hahahha. I managed to escape. E boy said he is coming to find me at night for dinner. I did something stupid tt i cant even forgive my stupidity. Ha. I told him all directions to come to my office, bt i left out the most impt detail, which is actually the place to take the bus. And ended up, u noe what the boy did? He walkd all the way from queenstown mrt to my office, which is damn farrr. Furthermore, i made him wait for 1/2 an hour, cos i had the last bit of stuff to clear off b4 i go. THanks man, i really did felt pretty bad about it. He was dosing off at the lobby cafeteria when i went down.

Anyway, Subway still taste as good. Been sometime i had not have my SUB. Lovely. Sandwich fills my day. (:
9:09 PM

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