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Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle.
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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Its da baby DAY!





Busy busy!!! 2 baby's major day today, full month and 1yr old, and ive got to rush like mad. 2 buffets with just 1 hr gap in between, one @ 1pm and e other @ two.

Right, met chun and min @ tiong bahru.. on the decision to popped in to the jewelleries shop there and ged something for baby kayden. Hmmmmmm, Argh.. tiong bahru's jewellery shop sucks man, all so oldies kind. THen we hopped to chinatown instead, finally, without much effort, we got a mickey mouse pendant from PohKim jewellery. A total of $100.. so each of us footed a $25. Oh my, im superly broke. Cheque, faster come pls. i just spent close to 100 today. Later still gotta pay jas my pariss dinner, which i owe her like so long. HAHA, managed to carry the 1mth old baby, like finally overcome my phobia to carry, older im nt scared, bt 1mth.... bt its quite okay luh, nt tt jelly. (if u noe wad i meant) LOL.

haa. hmmm, left eilene's house @ 2pm and rushed over to gina's house. The cake cutting session was so funny luh. Look at the poor vina.... LOL, her own mum used da cake to smudge on vina's face. She look like a clown here luh, cheeky gina.. And it create e major joke of da day. LOL.

Look @ her eyes, shes dam beautiful, isnt she?


Haa..Sat ard till like 5plus den left off with yiquan, e rest left earlier. (: HAPPY baby's day.

8:33 PM

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008








And of cos, today was none other than our big day, Graduation'08! Hmm, mixed feelings in within, sense of contentment, fulfilment and a lil pinch of bitterness. Well, tts wad i felt. And noe wad, AMANTA came to be my guest. So touched. Parents couldnt make it as they flew overseas. ): Tho i repeatedly said it many times, i still wanna THANKS U MANY MANY, AManta... u made my day! (x

The ceremony went a lil boring. almost dosed off on e seat itself.



Gawt. And wearing my tt 3 inch pumps, was a killer man. PAINFUL, tho i put the gel shield. Ah, 1st time the gel shield doesnt perform in action. dam, i gonna change other brands. HAHA

Then, it was Camwhore time!

Power 8! love dem. tho jan nt in pic, she went MIA literally.

Jasmineeee and KArennnnn. My fav pic!




Karen and NAt! (e mohawk boy) LOL. (x



The Large bunch. Class!



Power 8! My Cliques (missing janise)




Aftermath, dinner @ crystal jade with amanta dear. a light dinner with us only eating century congee. (:

YAY YAY! WAXING NEXT WED. GAGA. im gonna come back all smooth and clean! hehe.

11:20 PM

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Dun even attempt to ask me man, ive like spent close to 300 in 2 days since the GSS start. LOL, am now a topshop member, so lovelies, if u nid anything, i can lend u the discount card. (: Haa, FYI, im a super topshop fanatic if u dunnoe. As compared to zara, mango, forever21, miss selfridge. Topshop is still on my top priority list. LOL. I wannt more more and more shopping. Lemme tell u guys wad i have sought from topshop.


Dam, the photos doesnt do any justice, the shorts look so much nice in real-life.


Ive got a sandals. $43, a hot shorts. $83. and 2 tanktops. Ive spent like 156 in just topshop alone. GAGA. Spent @ cottonOn too. they have 50% now. And i bought the bioessence toner and neutrogena face wash. Omg, im loving tis 2 brands man, they are like on e economical scale yet really works wonder. Leaving ur face squeakily Clean and clear. ((: I love the clean feel. TRY IT LADIES, u gotta love it like i do. haaa. Im so gonna take care of my precious face now. after so much breakouts. Intolerable. Zz. Oh ya, b4 i 4get, ive bought another sandals @ prettyfit. Only $29.90. Oh my oh my. im like spending so much. And.. ive decided on the credit card tt i wanna sign, like finally. Haa. UOB. yup, its quite a gd card fer ladies. Shopping, dining + cash rebates! how does it sound? haha

hmmm. some stuffs tt ive been eyeing for so long. Im loving paul smth's rose perfume, the scent is sweet and nice. Absolutely one of the very few i reccomend! And did i tell u that i love Chanel, coach and loewe to bits. They are my top priority. GAGA! Okay Okay, im so gotta save up. HAa, my 1st perm job pay. tt'l be it. i would get my wallet. Maybe sometime in December sales huh? lol. Fatal possession to be! (X



10:36 AM

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

I dunnoe about u guys, bt i would be damn sad if my frens 4get my bdae, tts one thing. Not turning up is another major hit, those close ones. Im just speaking my mind, rather than saying im okay and in fact im not, which is hypocrite response right. tts just me luh, i like it the frank way. Hmm. But im kind enuff, i just dun put into any issues of that, well, they'hv got other commitments. And i have to understand. well, i did.

Hmm. and tt one fella, he actually forgots abt the actual date of my bdae? So, im just tat unimportant. sighs. Now i realised tt a party is not easy. Getting pple to reply and confirmed is already a major headache. tts da thing one would face when organizing stuffs, let alone parties, gatherings are the same likewise. Hais. Dun wanna tok further bits bout it. If u do care, u would.

Anyway, those who care, i rilly appreciate that. Thanks a zillion guys, im sure it gonna be fun.


Comtemplating wad i shld do in my next step in life? hmm. got a rejection letter yet again. Frm nus. Gone..... 2 govt unis entry. Fuk it! Like no handful of my frens get in, unbelievable, wads the world becoming? all infested by foreign dominance. And i recalled a headline i read on the newspaper recently, large and bolded, 'Are foreigners stealing local jobs, what are ur views?' well, do u think so? and tis was responded by our PM, i guess its expected answers.... u guys shld be able to tell what he said. Of cos positive impact on foreign talent. Argh. another blow. forget it luh, maybe i'l just hide myself in the nutshell for awhile man. DAm irritated and sad! disappointment felt, wad worst could i get? Im in a rather dysphoric mood. Dam.


Share with u guys. Some comics which tells something? i think the comics is cute. yeah. (x

9:46 PM

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Saturday, May 17, 2008





Happy 76th


birthday Gran!







Rushg here and there like mad. Today was a journey to escapade! Yesh, i went escape and its my 2nd attempt. Tried inverter, pirate ship and many more. Quite bored after a few hours spent there cos thers like nt much u could play, if uve been to genting, u wouldnt even want to go escape. HAa

Den hopped to bugis, intended to watch what happens in vegas, even went ahead to get da tix alr. And ther it came, my bro called and said i have to rush to gran's hse like now? i tot it would be later so i went to buy the tix. SAd bt no choice, i had to forgo the tix. ):

Steamboat over at gran's place. And emicake duriancakes.

My beloved gran and i love u many many!




Cuzzie!



Woots. Noe wad? it fumed everyone present... its so impt day. gran's 76th bdae and the emicakes served so bad customer service. THey forget all about the candles tho we ordered 7 big 6 small. my cuzzie made an online purchase and call again to remind them and yet they forget. Oh my. Pathetic us, we did the process without candles. And im so sure cuzzie wants to logde a complain, cos the cake costs a bomb and no candles? LOL. its like $170. I meant hardly pple buy birthday cake without candles, somemore the cake craved happy birthday. Hmmmm. they shld at least called to check. Cos the invoice they gave cuzzie is typed 0 big 0 small for candles. hmmm. well, turn-off, unpleasant day.

9:19 PM

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Paris International


buffet not?




Oh well, thers more and more international buffets available now to choose from, that one can easily swift and land themselves in a difficult dilema. Haa, like just narrowing urself to only hotel lines, its already a whole wide spread lists. And and, people nowadays are all on luxury living. Why do i comment in that way? Hmm, simple! Individuals are all now unique food critics, able to differentiate the disguished taste of each kind of food, and kept that particular dish that attempts to pample their taste buds in their little critic book within their brains. HAHA, tts how humans have evolved into. And not surprise, im one of the very kind. Food is definitely love for me, bt as ladies.. we need to be more conscious in our selection as u dun want to add on more pounds to ur existing weight. ): I m freaking jealous of da guys' great metabolism. Zzz. CAn i have some? LOL

OKAY, and back to wad i was saying. International buffetsss.. my clique, we eventually decided on Parisss international which was located in MArina Square shopping mall itself. WAnted carousel instead, bt anyhow.. it was fully booked. Hmmm, should i say i fancy parisss food after eating? I dun rilly think so, the food is a lil over-rated. How much pple commented its nice and all. I guess other than the ambience, the food were typically not my type. I guess most of my cliques think so too. But all overall, i would still tag it a 7/10 rating. A short meetup, but it was all enjoying. I hearts dems. (: We Din rilly snapped much that day.. plus, im latee. hmm.





The beautiful large Chandelier.

My 3 fav gurls. Jasmine, Janice, Joanne. 3J. ((:



Heh. e cheeky girl. Snapping away, with us in da candid. Haaa. (x




One footnote, if u are one with a small appetite, never at all consider buffets, they aint for you, for ure just letting ur money to waste, rilly.

FAt fat fat, these were the sinful days. Pardon me man, yest was curry mee, today's ppariss, tml gran's bdae... steamboat and emicakes duriancake. AHHHHHH, ++++++pounds gained. I wannn shed the flabs off. ):

10:27 PM

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Thursday, May 15, 2008



Ohh, just another impromptu meetup, haa, was so last min that i pulled my dear amanta out. LOL. We were just craving for some curry meee, bt honglim's currymee is closed ard noon time, DAm good business, so eventually we ended up sipping curry mee @ marina square. Was not too bad either, bt nonetheless it was incomparable. Honglim's one stil topped it off the panel. e soft tenderness of the chicken.... the soakeddd tAU pok.. and the sauteed potatoess... OMG, and tt was love at first sight man. ((: totally diggg it.

Geee, as usual, we chatter non-stop.. i could easily tok everything with tis gurl here, she's just tat lovable. lol.

Some shopping bt none of us got any major hit. Nothing bought. I love my hair in tis pic! (xWe proceeded to some car show thingy tts creating e HOO-HAA @ marina square. Snapped moments! Well, something rather gorgeous caught my eyes, i just couldnt shift my vision away from tt angle. Both of us gurls are memerized by its beauty, GOddam, its truly a cool chic! HAHAHA. Lucky amanta got her digicam, if not i missed taking photos with it. Well...... lemme now announce, my new love....... John Sulivan.. Ha. A japan brand, kinda of rare in Sing. Haha. Tink its collaboration with some shoe brand as wad amanta told me. I love love love it. e logo is dam cool too. Checkkk it out! Never miss nice cars like tis.



Dont she look gorgeous together with the JLS? haa

8:47 PM

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008



Doesnt seemed to fit into e picture, well. tts wad i felt. Bt i stil love it tho. Hm. guess its causation of the lag time tt i haven club, dance moves becomes completely rigid and i felt a sudden weirdness. Sighs. Last time i could, bt i seemed so much outta grip i reckon.

Yest affair was a total sucky one i bet. E worst partaye tt i ever been to. Jas & myself wanted to hop into Phuture so much, damn. Ladies Full house even we reachd ther at 10 odd. Left with no alternative, we went zouk abit while waiting for melvin to come. Then, we hopped to MOS, tgt with van and cheryl. Oh, tts like so much AUnties. believe it? and their dance and tt irritable music tt kip honking in my ears, oh fuk, i realise it was trance and shiat. I was fantasizing abt those aunties losing grip and tripping of the dance floor, oh, tt'l be dam funny luh. Opps, sorrie. Bt hey, e way they dance, if u catch glance of it, u will nt be able to stand a single bit, dunno wad exactly are they faunting, bt all i noe is they are shaking way too 'vigorously' and i seriously meant it. And at smoove, thers this couple we kpo gurls spot. LOL, they making out right ther, how disgusting and turn-off? Yeah, last thing tt attempt to turn me superly sicked. tis guy, who dance infront of us, as if like somewhat hes in some techno disco and he use up space like thers no others beside him. And pple moving in and out while we're trying to dance. Totally spoil e night.

Am quite impressed at myself. For ive to work tmr, @ 845am and ive to wake at 6.30am. Gracious, i haven had a wink, to be precise. And i head for work in a dazzle, heavy head. Luckily tt days workload wasnt a pile for me, if nt i would have drop dead. HAHAH.

Oh, side note, they wanna convert me to perm and im like contemplating whether i shld. Sighs. Everything was good except for the OT part. I meant like tts maybe just me luh, my philosophy. I think tt no matter how much money u earn, if u dun adopt a equal balance of time for ur leisure and family, friends. Its totally meaningless. Like, u noe u have truckloads of money able to lasts u for ur whole lifetime, Bt hey, ask urself, do u have the minimal time to even touch it, spend away shiokly for ur highly tagged possession, ur fav coach bag, Louis Vuitton, Chanel, Slip in ur fav dress and off to a lovely candlelight date with e cutest bou in town, do u? If ur answer is no, den i could instantly tagged u with lifeless soul. Cos ure leading ur life way too monotonous, colourless, bland and unhealthy lifestyle. Gawt, i would've killed myself if im u. LOL. Take a look at e mirror, ure just selling ur life to haggardness and mudane-ness. HAve a life man, ladies. Life nt always abt money, tho most of e time without money, ur abound to be lifeless. Ahh, sounds ironical. MUHAHAHA. alrite alrite, back to wad i was saying. Well, i would wait for dem to provide me the quotation of my salary for perm den i'l prolly re-consider. tts nt too late. ((:

Moneyyyyy!!! i love it, can i have loads of dem bt not work? HAHAH, im dreaming hard. blehs
11:55 AM

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Thursday, May 01, 2008



Left with


nothingness,


despair & forlorn.







I naively tot hugs u gave me was suppose to be special. Least to me. Bt well, it appears tt ur hugs are out to all girls. FINE, i can no longer take it anymore. Next thing, Ur disregardness for my feelings i had enuff of dem. U're just insensitive.

Well, maybe its a good way of ending. Ciara-my love. e song which puts a full stop to our friendship. No longer thers conversation flowing within, i really dunnoe how i shld face u further.

I ought to be moving ahead, mastering to be a stronger girl, in e inner self. Tears no more, he dun deserve it, tts wad i made myself understood.

Its depleting my layer of tolerance day by day. End of e day, i'l just stare away in nothingness, nothing sought, just more and more giving out. Im tired, like totally.

You just continue ur part on fulfilling ur pretendance, leaving me to a whole bunch of redundance effort pumped in. I called dat cowardness, ur surge to hide ur emotions well, not letting it leak into tis pretendance game, i've to mentioned it is of high-skill, really. U have reachd in achieving ur goals, and pushing me over the legde with just one swift move. Im falling from a high level, a fast speeding one, with pressurized wind tt accompany, i felt free at tat moment, e let go. I felt as tho like a sheet of thin paper, weighless, carefree, swaying in the rythm of the gushy wind. Suddenly, the pressure seemed to speed to 200% and drop to a stop. Tts a major hit. My frail body seemed to pulverize into a million pieces, scattered all over, heart bleeding profusely, and im losing grip, breathless for once. Thanks, i felt so much better. Least it rid me off all the pain within. Taking away you from my mind, i hope, i just hope tt u have nv been here, nv entered into my life before, i would lead a much happier life. But now, it all seems too late. U had ruin my inner well being like, completely. Overpowering me, i felt totally conquered.

Never would u ever take a close glance at me. Always taken for granted it seem. Im gonna withdraw from tis game totally, leaving u to play with e banker, u might find someone, bt i can assure tt u'l nvr find someone like me. Thers no other one tt is gonna tolerate all the shiat out of u i bet.

Im gonna live my everyday to be a worthful one.

Sidetracking, its a month more to my 21st. tts like so freaking near. And i hadden booked anything yet. OH my.

Im superly Looking forward to my 21st bash. AWWWwwww.
will my mum gets me wad i want? so much in lists.
coach wallet! perfume! Makeup....M.A.C. Lancome. YSL. ...... okok, im not tt greedy.

Actually just a simple celebration is good enuff. With all my lovelies present. HEARTS. ((X
8:18 PM

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