Life's just a rollercoaster ride.

The Private File
Life's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one.

Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008

A lil pinch of Frolic

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Tho i noe e most harmful thing to ya skin is nevertheless the sun's UV rays, i still love the sun almost inadequately.

Friday, April 25, 2008

being too hard

on myself?

Apparently, i seemed to be too soft on one end and suffering eventually.

Monday nitesome. Dinner with Joel after work. He accompanied me over to collect my grad robe. Yeah. Sighs, was it on my part or just no one to blame? maybe im just a jinx tt bad luck always seem to bestow on me. On tt day itself, needless to say.. something happened. Joel carelessly placed his ipod on his back pocket and the screen broke when he sat down in the bridal shop while i tried on my stuffs. And his complete mood was totally like hell, shutting off, nt really toking much tt day. I din spoke much either. First tt time is lost of wallet, and now.. ruined ipod, wads next tgt with me will happen.? FUK, he told me smth unpleasant tt i feel like almost shutting myself to complete silence.

Next, towned to have dinner. Cos he wants to make a trip to epicentre. To chk wadever could be covered under warrant. At the wheel-locks. Take a look at the damn queue number.. its so hell long away. I sat Totally stranded for once, he said he wanted to walk ard. FINE. IKNOWYOUAINTFEELINGGOOD! NEITHERAMIATALLBITS. Bt 4get it man. In a fit of air, unable to contain the discomfortness.. by the time we went cine to have dinner, my appetite was alr lost. Dinner was at this new jap cafe at cine. His treat. Digressing, he even went to mention abt the 3 girls who he danced with at the podium during his bdae celebration at ZOUK. Those 3 girls went to view his friendster... and he just told me during the dinner tt they alr became friends and they went out last week. OH, even more fantastic. How shld i react, u tell me? I just vaguely forced out a smile and spoke nothing.

Forget it, u always seem to disregard my feelings, and ya.. other girls (which u aint even close with). u are overly concerned abt dem. So, just wad am i to you? Your actions are plainly more than a friend and u arent taking a step further and just wad are u thinking? Its alr been 3 odd years. Im always a substitute, someone whom u'l turn to when e whole world appears to abandon you. A place where u'l always run to when tears are dripping as if its flooding. Cos u noe i wun abandon. U just noe i wun. REalising tt ive wasted 3 years of my youth, plainly waiting for nothingness, how better am i suppose to be. On ur part, u'l just continue to pretend, and im just wasting my time further. FUggin ridicule. I told u tt ciara, my love tt song's nice, and u seemed to feel awkward and replied with a mere 'so-so'. I gues u noe wad im trying to hint bt chose to avoid. Cos i mentioned 'its sometimes the lyrics tt made songs so complete, like ciara-my love, it totally speaks my mind'

msn nick tt day was: 'will u catch me if i fall one day?'
private msg: 'heart bleeding profusely, im shattered into a million pieces.'

And he came to ask me abt my private msg. U still got the cheek to ask me. I gave a prompt reply and signed out, knocked off from work, din really want to talk much to him. SHUTS OFF.

yest affair. Thurs. went gym.. caught frank and his friends ther. Cool. Nice gyming session, been long since i hit the gym. It was an impromtu decision. PRolly to kill the brain cells from further exhaustion due to tt issue, exercise will keep me off for a lil while. YEah.

Good or bad news. my employment is extended with ASCENDAS PTE LTD. Till end may. HEEE. Money money money, tts the only motivation i have to look forward now.

Another one, tmrrr. Sentosa again and some places then. Cant tell u yet. Wait till its over. (: hahaha. *EVIL SMILE* (sorrie, cos my TAT FREN READS MY blog, in order not to let TT FREN NOES, i just shut up and update a later time)

Tmr will be a cheeky day.

sorry, my sequence are ROJAK, messiness, i mentioned abt things here and there, bits and pieces. Ahhhhhh. sorrry preeps. my apology.

And last thinggg. . AMANTA, I MISS UUUUUUUUU! Beeeen some time we're nt meetinggggg. Some currymee, some facial, some dimsum or wadever wadever. HAHAHAHA. GAWT. IM FAT! ):

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Yeahhh, Sentosa's seemed to be sucha routine for me now, my sat program! GAWT, PS:Tiffy, TODAY's SUN IS AWESOME! LOL. IT DIN RAIN TODAY!!! (it always do when i went with her, lol ;p) noe wad? i saw some whores inside the monorail. OMG, they wore like clubbing clothes above their bikinis.. and 4-inch high heels. With thick makeups and bushy bushy lashes! all of dem 3 girls. And accompanied by 1 guy. GAwt, and i overheard their conver. THey are toking non-stop abt blogging. Ok, i sort of ged it. It's the nowadays trend? Prolly only amanta noes wad im toking abt. YEah, theres like alot la.. those youngster nowadays, wanna become popular and not work.. and money earned tru blogging. GAwt, wads the world turning into.. having tis kind of mindset. For me, i think of blogging as a leisure, and an alternative way of earning money.. BUT, BUT. definitely, i will considered it as a secondary medium, which means i would definitely have a full time job. YUP. HMM....... sighs. Im a lil chao ta alr.. Haaaa, the 'glutton' is even more darker then me. Hais, he's color is alr seasoned kind.. wads more to compare with me rite. We met up ard 11am and hell, there was alot of preeps and we tot it gonna be jam packed bt lucky its not. (: finallie settled at a spot. Chips, RNB songs, tanning lotion, sunglasses, fruit juice, some talking is all we nid. HAHA.

Left at 2.30, packed and off to potong pasir.. to collect my grad robe. SEriously, i dun understand the purpose of it, for it looks so goddam ugly can? See la, they want to imitate wad the uni is doing. PLS LOr, i stil prefer the past outfit, just formal and blazer. it loook so much professional. Hais. 4getit.

Towned in the next! Max and i got ourselves the CHIPPY! hotdogs and calaamarii.

Yummmm. Then, Adrian and tiffy came. Dinner-ed at Gelare. WAFFLES.... with some LF blueberry Cheesecake. HAaa. Feeling like a bloated balloon, unable to contain that much food tt i had just swallow. GAWT, the feeling was like hell. Alvin, Edmund came to join us much later and off we went, our fav chill-out. Settlers CAfe..FUN.

tillyson, amadeus and gerard joined us too. So a total of 9 tt day... sucha big big group! GAme-ed all the way til 11pm. Then we landed at Cine burger king.. Ttt crappy bunch. Cant stand any bits of their nonsense. Fuggin 'entertaining' huh? hahah.

Nite all, i was feeling so sickly i feel like puking. Man, i just had mere 4 hrs slp last nite, how better could i be? Removing my extensions in the middle of the night. Frm 12am till 3 plus. I practically took 3 hours to remove them.. YAh, all the strands. My hand hurts like hell luh! Hey, its not easy to remove them by urself when u cant even visually see the strands at the back. THe office colleadges are dam funny luh. The inside Joke! Many complimented me.. saying 'hey, ur hair is so long and nice.' etc. One colleadge even went to tell me, 'hey, u really nid to take good care of ur 'hair', it luks dam super dry......' And it really cranked me up. I told her it wassss... not my hair.. and it freak the hell out of her.. u shld look at her expression.. with the eyes almost popped out. LOL. Yeah, some highlights would be next. wait for my updates. (:

Thursday, April 17, 2008

A post which i left out sometime ago. A meetup with my sweetie xuanie! Soup Spoon + Shopping + Gossips.

See, tts e reason y i always love tis darling gurl, nothin replaces, she noes almost my everything. (:

Nth much, SAw yiJuan. Helen and Yoke! So many coincidences! haha.

Aftermath, Xuanie's dearest fetched us home. ((:

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Yeah, well.. it crackes me up there but hey, i ought to swift in another direction. Today was a total fruitful day i reckon. Well distributed time.

Morning was a hell Goodddd weather for tanning. I tel ya, the scorching sun at the time i head out to sentosa totally explains my inner mood. Yes, im superly excited.. i told amanta tt i gonna soaked up the sun. But sadly, tat MIster sun isn't with me, he's nt doing his job for long, for he hates me so? lol. when tiffy and me reached vivo, it started to turn so gloomy all of a sudden and ther came a heavy downpour! Goshh, its a fugging big one! tt the whole floor is flooded. Sighs, so many unhappiness and anger in me luh, REALLY LOR! Angry! So many pple were stucked in vivo for quite awhile. Its plainly letting our precious time to waste man, dunch u feel any sense of guilt, mister sun? totally in a piss! We went to settle our lunch for the time being, CARLS for lunchh. we shared a set.

And finally, the rain diminished to a small drizzle and there we goes, in hope of the sunny sunny weather. BUT NO, the whole weather was sort of stagnant. So in whole, we din manage to get our tann, but many many snaps. HAa.

Then then, off to town to meet max and his pals @ cine. We went for dinner over @ Spagdeli (was it spelt tt way? haa, its the one at paragon) Ahh.. wadever! I had crayfish spagetti. We were having our food talk, so interesting luh. Tiffy was explaining and talking abt the foodie. ((: Our next program, pool @ cine! I enjoyed it!!! Been so long since i touched the cue stick and i stil seems to suck at it. Ah, cos its my 4th time playing.. hmmmmmmmmm. Anddd.. (max: if u read tis) MAX AND pals are big bully!! hahaaaa, they all say they are lousy at pool and wait till u see dem play, where got lousy den me, still bluff me! ARgH.

Last Stop, Clarke Quay! Settlers CAfe. I totally hearts it. We played 3 games tt day. The Egg game was awesome! I still can't forget how retard we all was. Especially the last loser, Gerard! LOL, we made him take a picture with all the eGggs .. So DumB retarded can? hahaaaa. And tt tillyson, whom we made him to run to his shoes and shout tt he love the smell of his shoes. Darn funny! We played games like First hand and first stick too. HAHAHA. We homed @ 2am. I shared a cab with tiffy and the 4 guys another. HAa. NExt week! Our next outing, sentosa.

Meanwhile, Tiffy.... I will misssssssss u when ur in phuket enjoying... see how good i am. The pals will miss u too. LOL. TAKE GOOD CARE AND We'll see u on SAT. (:

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