|
Profile 
The Private FileLife's had always been a drama. Too much of a drama indeed that I got real sick of it. Had always been a rollercoaster ride for me, having sudden unexpected climax and in another second, it might just drop to 0.5degrees. Thats just life. Live it to the fullest and remember not to expected too much, the fall might just be an unbearable one. Fashion is my passion. Photography is the accomplice. Honesty is my living principle. I ♥ him |
Music |
|
Sunday, September 19, 2010
self-denial Pardon me for my absence, have been really busy! Many things happened and i believed everything happens for a reason with a cause. I've never felt so bad about myself until recently someone told me a fair bit of what i had always been like that almost tore me into pieces, I can bury myself under my blanket, crying for hours.. hours and i seriously meant solid hours of self-reflection. I cannot continue to bury my head in the sands, I must face the reality and most imptly, the person i saw in the mirror. Its always just empty promises on my part and tonnes of failed attempts and as time comes, people get less trustworthy. Joel came over to find me the other day and we had a long long chat, about so much things that i discovered something he felt about me when we're together. Yet again, listening to that, it made my heart sink even lower. I din expect the same thing joel and b brought out. I'm really disappointed w myself TTM. ): 'hoping i would see a change, but was filled with disappointment time and again' This sentence really hit me hard and I told myself that i ought to make it a full stop to these, YES.. these nonsense and CHANGE for the good. One week had past and im glad the results is promising, though no one sees it, but i felt good about myself kicking off that habit and im able to hold it for a week. (: Thats just the stepping stone. I promise myself i want to make my close ones feel important, and ive glad im slowly achieving this. Sidetracking, im totally excited for the fab sunday. LOTS OF DATES! <3 http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com/ xoxo 9:12 AM
0 commentsSunday, August 22, 2010
When efforts are worth Some randoms for thursday, when im on mc..and doctor fees costed me $72. Total busted-out. Moody -.- I have an absolutely reasonable explaination for being missing for the past few weeks. Totally busy with clove, and substantial of my remaining time goes to bglut.. he does the same, so im pretty grateful for him putting me as his top priority. Love you! (: Glad the results ive attained till date for my collections at clove. Tiring but its worth. (: Thanks pple, much love! If you haven't been my loyal fren/patrons who have been attentively paying attention to my little actions, then you have been missing out alot. Did photoshoot today again, and it was with kimi. Supposingly it should be ester but she gonna rest due to her rash occurence. GET WELL SOON! Had pastamania for lunch after the shoot ended and we chatted alot, about almost anything. Nice chat, enjoyed it somehow. Can't imagine i trudge home via mrt w all the Stuffs, AUNTIE LUCY? muhaha. Okay, i know i look retarded but i dun care, save all your WEIRD STARES man, im not some freak for your info! Check out the sneak for the collection launching on sunday! Remember kae! Its SUNDAY babes! http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com Anyway, was browsing the net before i went for the shoot and i found something interesting on tammy's blog. Should i do it? Alarplasty! Sighs, its been since z years tt ive wanted to do it. Contemplating much. Wait till i get some advice from the experts. (: bglut is out for shoot at msia. sighs. -.-" Im waiting for him to bring me for kiting! He say he wanna bring me for picnic-ing. OHH. cant wait luh! xx 12:47 AM
0 commentsSunday, August 08, 2010
Because you loved me All of the impromptu stuffs that we always seem to get it going. Yes, last minute plan and we execute kinda stuffs. 'Adrenaline rush' indeed! Mad crazy saturday i had. AWw. Why do we girls even have to experience shitty menses every month! Its really annoying having all the mense cramps and bloated-all-over kinda feeling. TURN-OFF Mode is ON. Dun even try to push your limits on me, esp on days where im totally not a friendly bear nor a cuddlypie, I CAN BE JUST AS NASTY. Funny how the ANION PAD works, yeah.. prolly u hadden heard off it yet, its still a new toy in the market. Out of no choice but to borrow one of the ANION pad from my colleague since my period days juggled up somehow, and I really Dun know WHY. Poof! ): Okay, back to this mad awesome toy!! I wasn't really believing what this little thin sheet of pad can does wonders when my colleague told me all about it. And i totally regret not believing. Arghhh! The anion in the pad actually activates your V and it helps clear the blood clogs inside and the flow would be smoother and heavier. Yess, i only use it for the first day and 2nd day i changed to using my own one of cos... and it overflowed... way OVERFLOWED! ): Luckily its not that bad i could still salvage e situation. SICK MAX! The redss just spoiled my entire day. Having that sulky face which sets baby all cranky upside down and we had a tiff ytd. ):): Sorry baby glut! Totally sorry for that. We gym-ed ytd morning. HEEEHEE! LOVE. bb went to train his biceps so all e while he's at the dumb-bell section which i totally avoid going near cos its just so freaking crowded with GUYS. Ran the trackmill and train my adominal. ((: HAPPY!! I weigh ytd and the scale reflected 49kg! MUHAHAHAHA. way to go karen!! <3 I need to keep track of my diet to keep weight at constant rate, no major ups, no major downs. B glut acc me to collect my stocks in the noon.. =DD Aww.. missed reddy.. shes tame now after sending for servicing.. WOW. b glut brake pads are already FLAT. can u imagine that? And reddy servicing costs $130..$$$! )): Lots of errands today and now can u feel my adrenaline rush? After collection of stocks, we rushd down to raffles city and split paths, i went to meet customers and waxing at STRIP-co-ed while bglut went to meet his developer. Initially had plans for dinner at newton, and we end up losing our way and bglut decided to bring me to balestier for CRABS instead. HAHA, we had 2crabs for only $20, HUGE ones.. cheap eh? YUMMMS. Ends up at K-box CCK, after much discussion. funny! Sang duets, english songs... chi.. cantonese. WAHAHA. LOVE LOVe. <3 Suddenly, the lyrics became so meaningful last nite. I dedicated a song 'Because you loved me-celine dion' to bglut and im glad he loves what i sang. HAHA. PS: Because you loved me. 8:07 PM
0 commentsMonday, June 28, 2010
LE'FAIRE AMEIRE    LE'FAIRE AMEIRE - http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com/ Hey babes! Im back from my sourcing trip! Thanks for all your concern, i have had a safe trip!! :DD Yes, to what u haven expected, im went with a less than a quarter full luggage and trudged back with an overloaded luggage of 29KG. lol. Way overloadeddd.. Nevertheless, im satisfied with all my buys this time, i can say i love almost every single pieces cos they're all so so lovely. Im getting so addicted to MAXI dresses, they're definitely back for more action. Oh my god, im already missing my trip much... )): Okay, coming back to topic. Im really damn satisfied with the end result of my 1 week of tedious planning, research, gathering comments from my friends and the 2 days of serious selective picking of apparels. Glad my hardwork paid off, its all worth. My cover shoot for the collection!  I Love it Max. Engaged ester as my model for the shoot. Had loads of fun with her tho its our first time working together. HAHA. Damn cute girl. When steven was doing the backdrop, she just whipped out her cam and said 'lets take a photo'. Some backstage randoms.. (:     HAHA. Sorry, but i noe i dun look good tt day, prolly not a day for any photosss... cos i haven slept much since i just touched down last nite, a 3 hrs slp wrapped up everything. Im stil tired and i appeared rather stone tt day. HAHA. Shoot went rather smoothly, everything completed within 2 hrs. Quite impressed with her first time performance as a model since i dun hav to correct her poses alot of times. Good job babe! (: After e shoot, we went to adam's hawker for lunch. Another hot fav, im so sorry but no backorder for this. ):  
4:42 PM
0 commentsSunday, June 20, 2010
Back with some butternuts Okay, here are the remaining photos from butterfact june16th with colleagues. Enjoy! 
            PS: Thanks for the present. Love it alot! :DDD U guys noe me quite well eh? I do love bobbi brown! 10:42 PM
0 commentsThursday, June 17, 2010
Coffee & its beans  Thanks baby! :D Best gifts ive got. Dun worry, ive put it to good use!!! heeeeex. I noe u did it on purpose to stop me from buying 4G which is releasing soon cos u said it would be expensive and i cant afford to buy it. Still, i love it! Glad my lil brother love his itouch. (: Adore apple products, they're simply the best ive used so far. PS: I Love U (: 8:07 PM
0 commentsWednesday, June 16, 2010
Cheesy muffins! (;  Only uploaded a pic taken with my muffins, Nicole!! Someone I can't live without in office, my bestest pal at work! W/o her, I guess working would be more mudane... Will upload the rest of the pics when I use my com ltr, I'm using iPhone to post my entry now, haa very first attempt and it was quite ok. (; Okayyyyy.. Wedwed!! butterfactory on a Ladies nite and I'm quite surprised there ain't much crowd... Guess everyone curl up at home to watch worldcup? Haas.. Even the atmosphere at butterfactory tt day was revolving ard with the worldcup thang. )); drank 4 cups of cranberry volka and 1 cup of whisky. To think I still went to work on the very next day, deserve a pat, dun I? Haha... I love the place, totally dig it! Will definitely go back for more!! Yes it's my first time there, u might think i'm outdated but I haven't been clubbing for so so long so I dun really feel the pinch if u laughed at me. Haa 4:21 AM
0 commentsMonday, June 14, 2010
Happy 23rd Karen (: Im back after the all-so-awesome long celebration with my dear lovelies. Okay, i will blog different events on separate posts cos if i blog the entire whole lot in one single posts, i would just exhaust myself and you pple. Yeah, so im gonna just break down. (: First up, celebration with Buddy JOEL, thanks for treating me dinner and K suites. Was an enjoyable one. My first visit to K suites and i can't stop rattling on how awesome this place is, and its some place u cannot miss. Pple traveling with first class flights and now, theres first class K-ing. Blankets and Slippers are made available for you. A Princessy sofa bed and the walls are well decorated with wall papers. Heard that every room is unique cos each room carries different themes!!! Managed to save a screenshot for u pple. Take a look at this!!  WOOOOO.. Whats more, 2 LCD screen to fit to your position, if you are sitting, the direct parallel to your eye level one is good, but if u're half lying, you can easily divert your eyes to the Screen on top, how convenient and customized rite?  yeah, we are singing Jay zhou's song!! (((:For those just accompany and ain't singing, they wun get bored now! Cos theres a com with internet service and webcam, how to even get yourself bored in that room for 3-4 hours rite? It totally accomodate to each one of our needs and everyone could still enjoy tgt even if they dun meet the same interest to singing. HAha. Couldn't get enuff of it but i wouldn't get myself in that frequent cos it aint CHEAP, quite exorbitant i would say.  Bestest Buddy!
  Gotta try it out! U wun regret, i tell u! :DNote!! Pls do go only on monday nite cos they only have promo on monday and other days, it wouldnt be advisable cos they charge $15 per hour and one drink + service charge which adds up to dunno how much! But for monday, they only charge u on the first hour + 1 drink and service charge and u are entitled to sing frm 8pm till 3am. (Definitely, i din sang till they closed... haha) Left at 11plus. Woo, im so tired. Had a long chat on the train on the way back and we talked abt his policeman life. Yeah, my buddy is officially a policeman now. And its damn interesting to listen to his daily activities, the things they do. . i think its damn cool luh. Haa, he became more robust and muscular now. (: Good job! Damn proud of u can? 12:36 AM
0 commentsSaturday, June 05, 2010
Laziness shall not be an Excuse Yes, im kinda living in my utmost RELAX-ED mode that i totally throw away ideas of much dolling up and dressing up like what i took great initiative on. And baby's totally behind the reason for it. Laziness shall not be another reason for me, no more excuses. I was talking on the phone with B ytd nite and it had been ages since we hog on the phone chatting sucha fair bit. I was rumbling to him so much about me, myself, everything and i partly blamed him for that. Yes, i noe i shldn't. HAHA. Maybe he had given me the most comfortable pace which i dun hav to care about how others perceive me. I could even going out nude which i cannot take the courage to do so earlier on. BUT THIS SHLD NOT CARRY ON. I need to do abit of GROOMING and i seriously do. Got the sudden urge to do my hair! How could i resist not spending money with all these pennies rolling in. Love GST offset and my pay is in. HAPPY HAPPY!! gonna hop out for my haircut now... xoxo. 12:31 PM
0 commentsFriday, May 28, 2010
a walk-in wardrobe & Louboutins!!!    Aww, i want a walk-in wardrobe and Louboutins! Totally irresistable. I love the dress worn by sarah jessica parker! OHHh. Baby thought for awhile and he agreed to it, providing that i leave half of it for him to store his thing. Gonna hack one room and join 2 rooms together. ((: Caught SEX AND THE CITY 2 but was kinda disappointed with the second one. The first one was way better though. There was many first time with baby. hmmmmm.. yah i noe it sounds funny but laugh if u want to.. its my first time booking movies online. Last time, i never did cos all done by bfs.. so i never had a chance to until now. I noe its embarrasing. HA. Nevertheless, i still love sarah jessica parker! She's so sexy and her facial features were damn sharp. Baby kept saying they're kinda old! Yeah la, i agreed they are. hmmmm.. Dun understand why carrie would want to stick to a man with sucha boring character, can never understand it, and baby said it was love. Love is unexplainable. Woah, a movie that lasts 2.5 hrs and we've got subway FOOTLONG in the cinema. HAA.. shhh! Baby parked his car at the rooftop of liat towers.. and i saw almost half of the whole orchard. Nice! (: 8:48 AM
0 commentsMonday, May 24, 2010
The lil miracle I'll try to keep it short and sweet cos im about to hit the sack soon. Okay, i'l sum up the eventful weekends. (: Yeah, toking about weekends is anything happier than facing the com, boss, colleagues whole week in office. Thats dreadful enuff. To add on, being accused on the top line ain't making me feel any better.Yes, MK just want to know why there is a negative credit and u din highlight to the upper authority, not just me alone. Yes, u did highlight to me to email bangkok and ask for the invoices, its not that i did not, u did before this site last time, and u noe its not EASY. I did try but i din really get much responses from them. My fault? If u choose to think thats solely my fault, ive nothin more to say. All in all, i think its not just my responsibility alone. And when things got out of hand, u chose to totally avoid, yes, u totally dun want to get involve and im not trying to get u involve at all. But misunderstanding and throwing temper at me is already bad enuff, to think u had to say im similar to THAT woman, oh fuck, that sucks! Yes, and u had to say that. Its really hurting to hear that.Doesnt matter. Its okay anyway. I dun care much anymore. Once its settled, im done.. i'l leave.The week had been really bad enuff. To think i had finished 2 meetings in a week. Damn. Yes, now im quite experience of the atmosphere at meeting that even if u call me for a meeting now, i wun feel trembling in my hands nor cold sweat down my spine. Though that, i still hates it. Seriously feel sitting in for a good 2 hour in that room is a total waste of time. I would rather distribute my time to other more important stuffs. Having said that, ive been rumbling to baby whole week about this and i guess he's sick of hearing it. Noeing i had a hard week, baby brought me out to JB to EAT on friday. He said i shld 4get all this shiat and be happy. Life still goes on with all this hurdles, i just had to overcome it, he says.Yeahh, i will be optimistic i told myself. (: We had a great feast at SENTOSA JB. Ordered claypot beancurd, crayfish, LA-LA, chicken wings (satay form), Kai Lan. (((: Only $72 ringgit. GAWT.Full totheMAX!!! :DBaby went to wash and vacuum his car b4 we went home sweet home.It funny when baby drift his car, attempting to chase a motor and the motor chase back, going at 180 speed. Damn thrilling. HAHA. SATURDAY! Gathering with baby's relative! B's sis, jocelyn baby daughter 1st month and B had levelled up to being an uncle. How cool huh?Everyone's were crowding around that little miracle. Oh, i love babies! They're just damn adorable. Haaa, din managed to take a photo but i did manage to carry her. Ohhhhh.. so cute can? It just sits so comfortably in my arms embrace and watching it flipping open and close her eyelids is already enuff to make u go 'Oh my god, look at her, look at herrr.. ' Looking at her just got me eager to have one of my own man. lol. HAHA, buffet was quite okay, his relatives were friendly too. And i felt totally awkward when baby's relative keep teasing about me as his gf. Baby felt awkward too i guess! LOL. Was a long sat. ): Left at 3pm as we gotta rush off to meet client at centrepoint at 4pm. (: Had a hard time locating the place, centrepoint is just so user-unfriendly. Different escalators led to different areas. Oh dear! And at last, we finally arrived at the venue the client requested to meet, it was at his restaurant, LERK THAI. Cool shit.He wants to collaborate with us for a long term partnership. In view of designing his menu and some other stuffs. Totally excited about it! Finally ended at 4.30pm, concluded with us going back to work on our quotation before getting back to him again. Sushi Tei @ holland V for dinner. A treat from baby cos he said he want to atone his mistakes. LOL, cute arh? ha..Went baby's house awhile after that b4 heading out to eat SOya beancurd at 302. Sucha small world. I saw Yvonne there with her bf and her bf happens to be my bf's BMT friend. How coincidence? Yvonne was my sec sch classmate. Haven seen her since we graduate from SP. Oh, counting back, its like Z-years had pass unknowingly yea? My next ultimate aim is to get married.. of cos when everything got stablized.. my career and everything. (: Okay, i guess im almost done. Nite pple. I know suddenly it doesn't seem like ive summarized at all cos i suddenly got mood to blog. HAHA. YEAH, my 32GB ITOUCH is arriving NEXT WEEKEND. Thanks baby. LOVES!! PS: Baby, dun forget the dinner date with my family next sat, mummy says she's cooking alot of nice food for u. (: 12:27 AM
0 commentsWednesday, May 19, 2010
Freedom Wooo, how i wished to be teleport to this place now, with baby! :D Running thru this narrow path with all the colourful vibrant pastels surrounding, and breathing the air of gold. Oh my, its just heavenly awesome. Im already smelling the fresh air there. I dun hate my life, im happy with what i have now. Just feeling a tad fatique-ness from work. And i just have to use the word HECTIC. It had piled up into a situation which i need to rectify and its not just something like ABC. Sometimes, pple dun understand. Crying is not me showing of a weak loser.. not at all in fact, its my way of release. Different pple do have diff ways of releasing their stress... for me, i feel that crying makes me feel alot better in times when im really stressed, pissed, angry. Whats yours? Throwing tantrum like a kid or plotting schemes to attack back at the person who angered you? Ya, someone i know does that. I can just simply say thats a childish act. I will if im still a kid, but not anymore when now we're all grown up as adults. We shld find solutions and rectify the situation instead of sitting there waiting to be spoon-feeded. How can life be simplier? Eliminating all the complications, how does that sound? People are appearing more scary than i thought. Words can explained my total thoughts now. Y can't people just fucking be themselves? Things are blurring my vision more and more now, people getting faker and faker. Its okay, i've learnt to trust myself, and only myself, my judgement, without any intefere from anyone. And im glad to say your inner self is your best friend. Trust me. PS: Do what you think its right, sought for whatever its worth, for there might be no tommorrow. Life is just that precious! (: 7:13 PM
0 commentsSunday, May 16, 2010
SUMMER FLING PHOTOSHOOT Summer Fling Shoot With Graphiss Productions ! I love it so much!
After much planning and research, i've got the concept i wanted. Would like to extend my thanks to Graphiss Productions and Lynn, the model for making everything possible. Love u guys! :D Your patience and effort had levelled me to effective instructing. (: Tired day i have to agree.. but its all worthwhile, aint it? We had chicken rice for lunch together at capital. DAMN nice can? Ordered half a chicken. YUMMY, damn sinful. Aftermath, we went to meet customer at the carpark behind ocbc bank cos my customer says she's driving down. WOW, cool shiat. . she drove a sports modified car. LOL. We then drop lynn at the bus stop and head to baby's house. ((: I bet lynn love the photos like i do. Will give u your photoshoot CD during our next meetup ya? Supposingly, it shld be this friday as we have agreed to go JB together, in view of washing and vacuuming the car, have dinner there too but kinda not confirmed yet cos lynn's bf dun feel like going in. ): Will see how ba. Yup, anyway, hope u pple enjoyed the photos~ Here u go!      I LOVE THIS MAXI DRESS BUT I DIN MANAGED TO KEEP ONE FOR MYSELF. SAD!   Another piece (denim romper) - overwhelming response from customers but im sad to disappoint u guys once again as ive no backorder for this. Not to worry, i'll try to bring in more similar items yea?  This chiffon cardi had blasts me with tonnes of orders but i've to reject most of it due to insufficient stocks. Sorry babes! Lastly, THANKS for all your support and those sweet sms customers sent me on my mobile to comment on the nice photoshoot. ((: Thats all its worth... really. (: 7:45 PM
0 commentsSaturday, May 15, 2010
SUMMER FLING Summer Fling (: Finally the photoshoot is done. Im quite satisfied with the makeup today. Am getting steady with my hands already. Use orange as the base color, bronze eyeshadow on the ends of the eyes.. and white highlight to contour the eyes area, making it look brighter. And MAC eyeliner!! WHAT TO EXPECT?
Limited quantity Be there square to catch your loots! http://cloveavenue.livejournal.com launching sunday @ 1pm I love the photograhpy!!!!!! Yup, in case u wanna noe, its from Graphiss Productions. (: Remember our date tommorrow yea? 7:24 PM
0 comments |
Facebook Karen Ong  Create Your Badge Tagbox Stats Photoroll      Archives Links  
|
